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Posted in 2016, Death, family, fight, God, Goodbye, Health, poem, Poetic, Poetry

Preparing

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To say goodbye….
Its heartbreaking…
To hear you have lost…
The will to fight…
You have refuse to even…
Try…
I hear they are bringing in reinforcers
as last resort….
To hear you lose…
Who you use to be…
Breaks my mother’s…
Heart. .
Preparing…
To not have you here…
Anymore is heartbreaking….
You was the woman to keep the…
Family together….
Today…
We got the call…
You coded…
The burden became too much. .
My God….
I thought you would be here …
A little longer….
Me and my mom…
Was just talking…
About you and how the old you
we thought returned… 
But God needed you more…
Preparing is no more…
Death is all around me…

2/18,21/16
~PJ~

I bn working on dis poem for a few days. I didn’t know how to finish it and I honestly thought I had plenty time to finish it before she pass. No matter how often you think you may have more time with a love one. You need to let them know how you feel. Tomorrow isn’t promise to anyone, no even a second, minute. Tonight I find out I lost a family member as well. So the poem hits me even harder then before

Posted in 2016, Christian, Christianity, God, Lord, My Journey, poem, Poetic, Poetry, Spiritual

Set me free….

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devil get up off of me..

you cant have me…

My soul belongs to God…

Set me free..

Get up off of me..

I seem to have slip back…

in some of my old ways..

God I need you…

Can you hear me?

Devil get up off of me…

You can’t have me..

My God done died for me…

My soul belongs to him and only him..

Set me free…

Get up off me…

I’m down on my knees..

crying out for his mercy…

I just want to be free…

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I started to work on dis poem a few years ago, but never had the chance to finish it. But with everything that’s going on around the world and some of the things I bn dealing with. I got encourage and inspired to finish it. I hope it speaks to someone soul/heart. God Bless

 

Posted in 2015, heart, Love Journey, My Journey, My Love Journey, poem, Poetic, Poetry

Regret

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I regret that one last chance to go there with you..

that one last chance to put my feelings in the air..

I regret opening myself to a man who isn’t ready..

I fail to realize to not see I couldn’t control..

how my feelings would react when you walk back in..

How did I let my heart get chip…

dent…

I regret everything that has happen in the past week..

But then again I can’t say…

I really regretted it…

It was meant to happen, so I could open…

my eye’s to you..

I was hoping he would open

his eye’s to reality…

but as someone brought to my attetnion..

I fucked that up by been..

unexperience….

What do we do when regrets seem to take over..

But at the back on your mind..

You screaming…

but words seem to betray you ..

and your emotions is taking over..

Im stuck with regrets…

12/7/15

As I mention I have bn writing even though I may haven’t bn busy blogging and sharing. I have bn sharing my thoughts on paper. Right now I’m refusing to do just that, because I’m going thru so much as the poem says. I know things happen. Teach us a lesson. I hope and pray everyone have a bless Christmas and if you don’t celebrate Happy Holidays 2 you and yours. God Bless 🙂

 God is truly the reason for the season. I can’t sleep since I’m not feeling my best and my mind is doing 2 much thinking. I need to write and I don’t want 2. I usually let myself think for awhile before I temp to write. But I truly need to think as much as possible cause I refuse to write. No matter how much it may make me feel good or either break me .

 

Posted in 2015, Blessed, Death, family, God, Health, My Journey, poem, Poetry, Pray, Update

Update

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Hello Everyone,

 

I hope everyone is well. I know its been awhile since I posted. I bn enjoying life and few hospital stays. But other then that all is well. Got heartbreaking news today, we lost a love one on my mother side right before the holidays. Always heartbreaking lose a love one, even more heartbreaking when its right before holidays. God doesn’t make any mistakes, that much I know.  I have decided to leave in a few months, I need get away. Part of me feel like I’m running away from certain things in my life, but part of me doesn’t. I need change in my life. I will come home and visit as much as possible. God work in mysterious ways. Im getting the opportunity to get my work publish, so Im excited about that. SO in the new year, I’ll be busy typing up old and new work and trying get everything that need be copyrighted.  I’ll try get back into blogging as much as possible. I have bn reading post and trying to like and comment. I have check up tomorrow with my sickle cell doctor. So I’m hoping for good news, since I haven’t been feeling my best lately. I pray everyone have a good Christmas and New Year. I shall post more or another post soon. God Bless:)

Posted in Christian, God, heart, Love, poem, Poetic, Poetry, Spiritual, Strength

True Love

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I couldn’t be more happy
With this matrimony….
The day I met him and saw
The love in his heart for Kendra
In kids..
The words came out my mouth….
You belong together….
I got to mention..
I don’t like to many people..
But God saw fit for you to enter…
They life….
I love watching you two react with
One another… 
I know the feelings aren’t 4sho.
The way kids love and respect  you..
My brother you truly a blessing from God
My sista,
Bn long time coming you deserve
It mami
God was waiting on you to be ready for love…..
The time to heal and time to let
Go…
I love the conversation we had…
The man not going nowhere….
What God has brought together can’t no
Man/woman destroy…
Do keep God in your marriage.
You know he got you…

10/1-2/15
PJ A.k.a. P. PRIM

Posted in Bless, family, God, heart, Journey, Love, Love Journey, My Journey, My Love Journey, poem, Poetic, Poetry

Left a mark……

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My heart beating to so many beats.. 
You got me confused  & I
Cant take it…
I’m grown now..  so the
Past will never repeat…
Ill always have feelings for you..
But you seem be the same
From my past…

We not young anymore..
So if you trying to play
Me..
Please walk away now
And let me be..
I never thought I catch
Feelings for you. 
Never imagine I’ll keep
Thinking of you..

I felt so hurt when I heard
You had a little one…
Thats when I knew I didnt
Mean anything to you  
Its cool. 
I’m over it..
Some days it still hurt,
But not as much as before..
Now you have another blessing..
I always knew you be a
Perfect father.. 
I saw so much in you..
Years ago…

You seem to take my breath a way…
Your smile is so amazing…
Your heart..
One of a kind, but already
Full with your family. 
Boy you got a piece of me. 
I hate it cause every time you
Walk in….
I knew my heart will be broken..
Why can’t you see. 
I’m one of a kind?
O well..
In due time..
Ill stop caring for you. 

Thank God…
For blessing me….
See the real you..
Thank God…
I have strength to walk away…
Before you do me harm   

9/10/15

PJ
I have started writing again. Actually wrote it while in hospital..I usually like to think and let stuff sit on my mind and heart for awhile.  Dedicated to my love journey  do enjoy.. let me know what you think.. God Bless:)

Will change title, still thinking on it:)

Posted in 2015, heart, Love, My Journey, poem, Poetic, Poetry, Relatonships

Guilty

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Guilty

Everytime I think of you, its like I’m betraying my heart!
Last conversation
We was down right guilty..
I love you!
Guilty!
I need you!
Guilty
Is love supposed be so damn difficult?
Guilty Guilty Guilty…
Loving you from a far. 
Isn’t helping…
Wishing you was near…
I need you like I need my last breathe…
So Guilty?
Can you charge me for staying true to my heart?
I haven’t acted out!
But baby I’m so Guilty,
I feel it in my soul. 
I yearn for you. 
Damn..
I’m Guilty!

2/17/15

So much on my mind I had to write it and share with you all. Do enjoy, and yes it’s dedicated to my Love Journey

Posted in 2015, Heart, Love, poem, Poetic, Poetry

Not Trying….

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I’m not trying to hear it..

I just want to be free.

Not trying to hear it…

Not trying to feel it..

I’m sitting here thinking..

Why I gotta  hurt….

I’m just trying to survive…

Give me that…

Not trying to hear  it…

Not trying to feel it…

I got to much running through

my mind.

I don’t want to hear it….

So many things been  unsaid..

I do and I did…

Now I’m stuck here

with a broken heart…

Not trying to hear it..

I don’t want to feel it…

 

1/12/15

~PJ~

 

 

Another poem dedicated to my love journey….  With everything going on in my life, I have finally got my groove back to write and share. I have been on a break for a long time because I didn’t know how to put my thoughts into words. Do enjoy and let me know what you think. God Bless 🙂

 

 

 

Posted in God, heart, Love Journey, My Journey, poem, Poetic, Poetry, Relatonships

Farwell

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My heart torn…
But life goes on…
I can’t believe it…
I’m finally learning
To let you go…
My heart is broken…
I knew dis day..
Was coming…
I just wasn’t ready…
To walk away…
Deep down I feel…
So cheated…
But Hey That’s life…
I’m so torn…
Learning to let you go…
My GOD..
Ima need you…
To handle my broken
Soul….
I can’t do it alone…
I’m so torn….

1/10/15
PJ

So much bn going thru my mind/heart  Not sure if I’m done with dis piece…..I know I’ll have more to come in near future. Do enjoy…

Posted in God, Goodbye, heart, Love, Love Journey, My Journey, My Love Journey, poem, Poetic, Poetry

12/14/14

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Year almost over and got me thinking

of different conversation we had, and

ones that were never said for whatever reason.

Maybe we should’ve just left things the way it was from get go.

Maybe not, who knows?

Only GOD!

It’s been a minute since I heard your

voice, I was scrolling thru phone for

song to sleep to, and you waltz in my

thoughts, and what the different songs

mean to me.

I do miss you, but must of all I pray you

well, happy.

Time to let things go for good and I see

that more now then ever.

I hope dis reach you in good spirit,

cause I’m not sure what it doing to me.
Happy Holidays and for last time, I love

you and goodbye…

PJ
12/14/14

So many memories, it’s always good to let the past go and work on the future. Haven’t came up with a name just yet. Do enjoy n let me know what you think. GOD Bless