Posted in 2020, Death, grieve, My Journey, My Life

How to grieve

Is there appropriate way to grieve for someone you lose? Do you rush someone to move on when they lost there love one? I understand not going into depression over it. We have to pray for them not demand they move on. I had a talk with someone about it and they getting mad cause someone seems to be sleeping there life away. Please don’t tell me you understand when you don’t. Don’t tell me it’s going get better. Don’t tell me you going be there for me and you don’t. Don’t ask me what do I or the family need. I notice when you lose a love one, and after the funeral they calls stop. What happens afterwards when we still grieving and wishing our love ones still here. What happen to the calls the showing of love? Does it all go in vain and was you m lying to them? What happen when we start to struggle and lose our way. Can we call on you when we drowning and our hell and wonder if we ever going get out of it. So many unanswered questions. I’m so thankful for the people who understands where I’m coming get from and don’t sit and lie to me. Who says after so many odd years they still miss them and thinking of them and it doesn’t get any easier. Stop lying to us and saying it’s going to get better. Just be real and let us grieve the way we want. Pray for us and keep reaching out and checking in. Just be a friend or a family. What I come to realize after losing my dad, is family is BS. They like to show there assume and it the worse possible way. If only the person who we grieving the was alive you wouldn’t act the way you act and turn your back on family. When grieving we go though so many emotions. It’s really many steps to grieving.

Question is how do you grieve? Have you ever had anyone tell you to get over it? What do you do when a love one tells you how to grieve ? So many emotions run thru me when people try to tell me how I feel. Do share your thoughts on the matter.

Posted in 2020, Cancer, chronic illness, Death, emotions, God, Mini Update, My Journey, My Life, pain

Mini Update

Good Morning and Welcome to My World!!Β  I don’t know if I’ll return to blogging. My world has come crashing down on me.Β  I know it’s best to write then let it all build up on me before I explode. I lost my ole man on 6, cancer took him from me. I’m actually doing stuff to not think of him not bn here. But it’s hard when he was my hero. I finally wrote last night and it broke my heart. I know he in a better place but I just want him here with me. I did get a chance to tell him I love him the night before. He didn’t say it back he was hurting so bad. Omg to see him suffering was heartbreaking. I wish I could rewind time back to when he was healthy and strong. I know we’re not suppose to question God, but I wasn’t ready to let him go.Β  I knew deep down I was going loss him, but not so soon. I think I’m going end post here. It’s breaking my heart. I do pray all is well with each and everyone of you all. God Bless






I thought I was ready to come back last month but I couldn’t do it. My heart is still suffering but I need out let and what better way to do it. Thank yall for understanding and joining my journey and staying with me thru it all. I’m hoping to get to visiting and reading yall blog this coming week. I’m hoping to blog every day this month. Need work on my angry issues, and struggle with my faith.  I feel like I’m lost and drowning so I need way let go and break down . Pray all is well with each and everyone of you. God Bless

Posted in 2020, family, God, poem, Poetry, Pray, Prayers

Prayers

I’m so thankful for all the kind comments and prayers. Only God knows all things and just how much I’m lost without my ole man.

I’m in need of prayers for comfort

I’m in need of a piece of mind

Prayers

Are the only thing that will get me through all this.

One day at a time

My heartbreaking just the mere thought of not seen him anymore.

Breaking even more because of Sunday.

He just reminded us last month it was coming up.

Prayers

To not question why he choice to leave so suddenly.

Prayers

To know I got this thing life without him in my corner.

Prayers

For comfort for my family

Prayers

To keep living and not dwell on him not been here.

I know death is part of life.

It always catch me off guard when you don’t expect it suddenly

Prayers

Just to keep moving day to day.

Prayers

6.19.20

~PJ~

Posted in 2020, Christian, Christianity, Lord, Spiritual Word Of The Day, Word to the WIse, Word to the Wise (Spiritual Word Of The Day)

Word to the Wise (Spiritual Word of Day)

To whomever reads this, I pray you bloom despite what has happened in your past, despite what others have said about you, despite your insecurities, & despite what the enemy has tried to make you believe. MANY are the afflictions of the righteous, but the Lord delivers him out of them ALL! Choose today to BLOOM in spite of!! 🌸😎

Good Evening, God is truly good all the time. I pray the message speaks to someone’s heart/soul. God Bless

Posted in 2020, Christian, Christianity, God, Spiritual Word Of The Day, Word to the Wise (Spiritual Word Of The Day)

Word to the Wise (Spiritual Word Of Day)

Get ready for God to call you out of being comfortable. There is an exceeding blessing waiting for you but you have to be willing to get uncomfortable.

UncomfortableForTheGlory

Good Afternoon, God is truly good all the time. Pray message speaks to someone’s soul/heart. On my way to the doctor, not sure how I feel about this, to be honest. Hoping to do a update post later today or sometime this week. God Bless

Posted in 2020, Christian, Christianity, Faithful, God, Grace, Spiritual Word Of The Day, Word to the Wise (Spiritual Word Of The Day)

Word to the Wise (Spiritual Word Of Day)

As you move forward things will become clear. God has given you the grace and the anointing for this season to prosper and succeed like never before. You will not fail, therefore do not be afraid. He is faithful to complete in you what he started.

Good Morning, God is truly good all the time. Not feeling my best but thankful be alive. Pray all is well and message speaks to someone heart/soul. God Bless

Posted in 2020, Faith, knowledge, Lord, Word Of Wisdom

Word of Wisdom

Operating In Faith Does Not Mean That Things Will Happen Fast. Operating In Faith Means That You Will Be Able To Hold Fast!
#BeAnxiousForNothing
#ItWillHappen
#WaitOnTheLORD

Good Evening, God is truly good all the time. I pray messages speak to someone’s heart/soul. God Bless