Posted in 2021, Encouragement, God, knowledge, Wisdom, Word Of Wisdom

Word of Wisdom

In this season, let go of the insecurities that has plagued you from moving forward, they can’t go with you where God want you to go.

Good Evening/Afternoon/Morning. God is truly good all the time. Pray message speaks to someone’s heart/soul. It truly spoke to mine. No matter what you going through seem it’s always a word to encourage our heart/soul.

Posted in 2021, Encouragement, knowledge, Wisdom, Word Of Wisdom

Word Of Wisdom

Don’t allow the pain to paralyze you! Let it Push you!

Good Morning/Afternoon/Evening. God is truly good all the time. I have been resting and taking care of myself. This weather we having isn’t for me. It’s too hot and since from south hurricane season so lots of rain. Pray message speaks to someone hurt and soul. God Bless

Posted in 2021, Encouragement, knowledge, Wisdom, word of encouragement

Word of Encouragement

Be Encouraged ‼️

You are amazing. You are incredible & way better of a person than people give you credit for. You’ve survived what would destroy any other weak-minded human. Your life matters & there is so much more to you than what eyes see. Keep living! Keep getting better! You are a world changer! What a powerful message to get Bless with and I had to share with you all over here. Pray it speaks to someone’s heart/soul today. I’m feeling better than yesterday but still not at 100, trying to hold out till 22. Hope everyone having a Bless Sunday.

Posted in 2021, chronic illness, Health, My Journey, My Life, Sickle Cell Anemia, Sickle Cell Awareness

Living With Sickle Cell Anemia

Good Morning/Afternoon/Evening, Thank you for welcoming me back and kind words. I truly can never have enough prayers and blessings. I may not be feeling my best nowadays but truly thankful to be above ground. I truly hate summertime, it takes a toll on me. Doesn’t matter if you drink plenty of fluids or not. Go outdoor seem you sweat it all out, to be honest. I have started walking again but taking it slow. And not every day due to weather and me not feeling my best. I have to admit walking does me good. Help clears my mind and just relax. I try to medicate beforehand or either after if I need it. What do y’all do to relax or just get your day started? Don’t get me wrong writing it truly helps specially when I’m on verge of snapping or blowing up. But walking omg, with music playing in my ear. Just another level for me. Going to relax and hopefully pain gets better. Hope and oray each and everyone of you are enjoying y’all weekend. God Bless

Posted in 2021, Journey, My Journey, Sickle Cell Anemia, Update

Life Update

Good Morning/Afternoon/Evening. It’s been a while since I posted and must say I missed it and y’all. Every since lost my dad I have been lost and drowning and was so angry.  It’s been a year unfortunately and he still not here with me. All I have left are memories. Thank you all who stuck with me and newcomers. I have been missing writing and visiting y’all. I have been writing here and there, just clear my head. But not on here. It says I have been blogging here for 10 years. Wow, that’s been a long time. Word press truly became home for me.  It has become a place for me to share my journey with my illness. The good and bad. I never thought I would touch so many people live through my experience but I have.  It hasn’t been easy. It hasn’t been easy since my dad been gone. I don’t have him here anymore to pray for me and talk to me and just be here. I haven’t truly grieved so I do it Lil bit every time I’m in the hospital. I thought about blogging each time I’m in but never have the energy to share anymore. Hoping to find my way back to sharing more of my life and read about y’all journey. I pray y’all are well and covid hasn’t got y’all down and out. Do enjoy y’all summer but make sure to drink plenty water. It’s hella hot in south. Pray all is well with each and everyone of y’all. God Bless

Posted in 2021, Encouragement, word of encouragement

Word of Encouragement

You are finally becoming who you should have been a long time ago!

Good Morning/Evening/Afternoon. It’s been a while since I blogged. I thought so many times I was ready to return and bam never does. Thank you all who stayed with me and welcome the new ones to my world. I pray the message speaks to someone’s soul/heart. God Bless

I’m hoping to have an update soon. I hope everyone enjoying 2021.

Posted in 2020, AWARENESS, chronic illness, My Journey, My Life, my story, Sickle Cell Anemia, Sickle Cell Awareness

My port update

Welcome to my world. I haven’t blog in a while but have been thinking and contemplating on how to share more of my illness and my thoughts on different things. As I was browsing sickle cell Facebook group I came across a patient sharing what used to be my journey going to the hospital with multiple pokes and bruises. I never thought in a million years I would agree to a port. But when you tired of bn a pin cushion and having a rude ass nurse wake you out of your sleep to put a line in. You either go for line or port. I was glad my nurse was in the hallway when it happens. Some nurses or so compassionate and some just there for a check. It’s always a plus when a nurse has an illness just as bad as you and understands our pain as well. It’s funny because my doctor had been trying to get me to get a port for a while. I have always been scared of needles and still is to this day. When dealing with my port sometimes I hold my breath and they have reminded me to breathe. Everyone doesn’t know what they doing when it comes to my port. They don’t like to listen when you tell them what works and what doesn’t. The port has been a life savior for me in more ways than one. I haven’t taken many pictures showing my port, but do have one. My journey is just that (Mine). If you wondering what my port is used for. It’s for getting fluids, blood when I need a transfusion, and for meds of course. I know over the years I spoke about my port and probably when I got it. It’s good and bad with them. Hell, it’s good and bad with everything. I’m not really at my best, so I’ll end my post here. I pray all is well and everyone is staying safe and warm through the holidays. Many Blessings


My port