Posted in 2020, My Journey, My Life, Self Care

Finding Me

You don’t realize how your peace can get interrupted by people you think you think you need in your life. You can want the best for them and still get a slap in the face because of it. I had to step back and look in from the other side. That person was so miserable that he tried to make me just as bad. I lost myself because I felt like I was alone and I couldn’t breathe. You don’t know how much a person means to you till they are gone. OMG!!! It’s time for me to take care of myself again. Focus on me and better myself. Pray the message speaks to someone heart and soul. God Bless

Posted in 2020, AWARENESS, Health, Mini Update, My Journey, My Life, my story, Sickle Cell Anemia, Sickle Cell Awareness

Blog Update

Good Afternoon, hope everyone is good and well. As things have changed so much. And seen how so many warriors or saying due to the treatment. I have decided to make a Facebook page so I can share my story and others who give me the ok to do so. Soon as I’m done with the page. I didn’t realize how much work just making another page and the naming process. I have come to the conclusion we need to be heard and if doing this and not been quiet about the treatment or care I get. How will we be heard and how will y’all know my journey and understand just what sickle cell is. A change starts with me not been quiet and hurting in silence.

Posted in 2020, AWARENESS, chronic illness, Health, My Journey, My Life, Sickle Cell Anemia, Sickle Cell Awareness

Living With Sickle Cell Anemia

Hello and Welcome to my World. Today isn’t a good day. I don’t know if it the weather or the stress. It could be a combination of both. Some days or good and some days are bad. Today is a bad day. We don’t realize the things that send us over the edge. The things that disturb our peace mentally and emotionally. I’m learning to step back and look at what was hurting me. I make Saturday a wash day at my mother’s house. I push myself because I know things have to be done. Right now my back and up to my neck. I hate depending on my meds to help me feel better, I hate hurting even more. I have been doing a lot of resting for the past two days. Taking meds, laying on a heating pad, and of course, taking my meds. Oh, and drinking plenty of fluids and praying. I wish my dad was still here. I always go to him first and ask him to pray for me. I’m going to end the post here and pick up with an update tomorrow. Hope and pray everyone had a good weekend. God Bless

Posted in 2020, AWARENESS, chronic illness, My Life, Sickle Cell Anemia, Sickle Cell Awareness

Lack Of Care

It’s sad how so many of us are dying due to the lack of care/ and knowledge. We’re dying because they don’t want to listen to us and think we faking it and want to be drugged up. I wish I can be normal but that’s, not the case. Im a warrior and in this fight till im call home. It breaks my heart to hear how we are getting treated. Hell, I still hate going to the hospital with all the BS I done went through. It’s getting better, but that nagging fear still in the back of my head. On my last stay, I was blessed with a good doctor who took the time out to hear my voice. I was so shocked it threw me off. I even had a good CNA! We stay in touch to this day. Doctors and nurses need to go back to school and get more educated on what the hell is Sickle Cell is. I hate when they ask how long you have been living with the disease. Im like what the hell. All my life. I done had so many compassionate nurses than doctors and that says a lot. The question is when will they do better by us?. We want to live and not die by their stupidity. From on out ill be doing more on my illness. Im tired of hearing someone died when they could have lived. We shouldn’t have to be scared of going to the hospital. Im is sorry if im everywhere with my post. I just want us to be heard and to show yall what I go through with living with this illness.

Posted in 2020, AWARENESS, chronic illness, My Journey, My Life, Sickle Cell Anemia, Sickle Cell Awareness, survivor

Life of Sickle Cell Warriorr

I know it’s been a while since I blogged. I have had two hospitals Stays since. The first one was after lost my lost man and they thought had covid but ended up with pneumonia. The question to me is how I got it. Thinking someone at the funeral was sick and should have stayed home. For the ones who have been with me since I started blogging about my illness, you know the shit I have been through. The mistreatment, not wanting to believe my pain because they couldn’t understand or see it. I have a podcast for you to check out. I’m going to school with the young lady they talking to. She is one of the strongest women I know who battle this illness. No matter how strong you are they still try to mistreat you. She gave me the ok to share it. I’m still trying to find my way back to blogging. I think I’m almost there. So bare with me. I’m going to visiting blogs. Thank you to the new followers who join my journey. God Bless each and everyone of you all. https://www.wnpr.org/post/almost-everybody-hurts-exploration-pain

Posted in 2020, Encouragement, knowledge, life advice, Motivation

Life Advice

Fear will have you watching from the sidelines when you are supposed to be in the game! #FearNot

Good Afternoon, God is truly good all the time. Pray message speaks to someone’s heart/soul. It speaks so much to my soul and had to share with y’all. Do bare with me trying to make my way back. I have so many blogs to visit and so thankful for the old and new followers. God Bless

Posted in 2020, knowledge, Wisdom, Word Of Wisdom

Word of Wisdom

Focus more on listening to them than fixing them…they need to be heard ‼️💪🏾

Good Morning, God is truly good all the time. What a powerful message I got Bless with that I wanted to share and pray it speaks to someone heart as much as it spoke to mine. God Bless

Posted in 2020, Christian, Christianity, God, Spiritual Word Of The Day, The Word Of God/Bible, Word to the Wise (Spiritual Word Of The Day)

Word to the Wise (Spiritual Word Of Day)

Side Note:

The shaking is HERE. God is shaking loose EVERYTHING THAT IS NOT OF HIM! (Hebrews 12:24-29) Don’t be guilty of holding onto old perceptions, paradigms, and plans! #letgo
#worshipwordandwork

Good Morning, God is truly good all the time. Part the message speaks to someone’s heart/soul. I know I mention. I was going to try and blog every day. But I’m just not feeling it. Some days or better than the others. So I’m going to strive for the days and blog. I had lessons to learn this month so it’s hella rough. God Bless

Posted in 2020, Christian, Christianity, Faith, God, Spiritual Word Of The Day, Uncategorized, Word to the WIse, Word to the Wise (Spiritual Word Of The Day)

Word to the wise (Spiritual Word of Day)

The enemy has been attacking your CONFIDENCE and putting up road blocks on the path that God and your gut told you was right. You’re feeling anxious, scared and uncertain of yourself. The enemy is fanning the flames by playing voices of defeat in your head, activating nay sayers in your camp, and raising the stakes. Get out of your FEELINGS—that’s where the enemy is, and get in your FUTURE—and walk this thing out by FAITH. What God starts, God finishes.

#HappyTuesday

Good Morning, I pray all is well and everyone is doing well and message speaks to someone heart and soul. I will be making two post today since I miss yesterday post due to me not feeling well.