Posted in 2019, emotions, Health, Heart, Journey, My Journey, My Life, poem, Poetry

In A Crisis

My heart beating to so many emotions
I’m trying to figure if I should stay
Or go
I’m in crisis
My body betraying me
I’m losing the battle
Within myself
It out of control
I can’t come to terms with my emotions
I’m in crisis
And my frustration is at breaking point
I’m losing control
The old me returning
I’m struggling in crisis.
I’m in need of deliverance
I’m in crisis
Crying out
For help
I can’t take it any longer.
I’m in crisis
My head spinning
I’m losing control
Can you hear me?
Do you see me?
I’m losing control
My body betraying me
My emotions
Done destroyed me
I’m out of control
Yo
I’m in crisis
Can you help me?

11.8.19

~PJ~
This poem is dedicated to my life. Do enjoy and let me know what y’all think. God Bless

Posted in 2019, Encouragement, Journey, Motivation, Trust, Word Of Wisdom

Word of Wisdom

Embrace the pace of your own journey. #TrustTheProcess #YouGotThis

Good Morning, God is truly good all the time. Pray everyone week started off good and today is even better than yesterday. Still, not my best, seem I’m losing my voice. New meds gave me dry cough but seen maybe turning into summer cold. Yes, yes I know summer doesn’t arrive until a few more days. Lol! Pray message speaks to someone, sure does speak to me. God Bless

Posted in 2019, growth, Heart, Journey, Love, Love Journey, poem, Poetry, Relatonships

Happy Anniversary

Happy anniversary

Time to celebrate yall love

Time to celebrate yall journey.

The way shows young folks.

What marriage all about.

Happy Anniversary

Today is your day

Let’s show the world

What vows all about

Time to celebrate

Yall love

Happy Anniversary

Yall love is for a lifetime

Thru the ups and down.

Time Celebrate true love.

Happy Anniversary

4.15.19

~PJ~

Day 15, a poem dedicated to my parents. They have been married for 37 years. Do enjoy and God Bless

Posted in 2019, Christian, Christianity, God, Journey, Spiritual Word Of The Day, Trust, Word to the Wise (Spiritual Word Of The Day)

Word to the Wise (Spiritual Word Of Day)

You have to trust that even if your journey doesn’t look like you want it to look—that would never stop God from doing what He has promised to do! #WayMaker #RestInHisPromises

Good Morning, God is truly good all the time. Pray everyone had a good weekend and message speaks to someone soul/heart. God Bless

Posted in 2019, God, Journey, Lord, poem, Poetic, Poetry, Trust

Use Me

We need to learn to shake the devil off. No matter what he throws our way.

Get on your knees and pray.

God do you hear me.
I know it’s been a while,
but I need you.
I try to handle stuff on my own.
Dear Lord
I need you.
Down on my knees crying out.
I’m struggling on my journey.
I’m drowning
Dear Lord

I need you
I’m sorry
for not trusting you when things got rough
Dear Lord
I’m in need
Of your blessing
Of your healing
I’m drowning in my sin.,
Dear Lord
Do you hear me
I can’t do this journey without you
I’m down on my knees Crying out.,
Yes, Lord, I hear you
Yes, Lord
Yes, Lord.
Use me, Use me, Lord,

I want to do your will
Use Me Lord.

2/10/19

~PJ~

Posted in 2019, Journey, Love, Love Journey, My Love Journey, Relatonships

My Love Journey

I started blogging a few years ago on Xanga basically on my Journey on LOVE but it ended up discovering who I was with all my trials and tribulations. I have have been here for a while now and so I decided to bring my other blog here little by little. I have poetry and questions about love and I know for a fact I’m not the only person dealing with LOVE. So hope you all enjoy it and if you have questions or comments do ask and put your inputs here. Love to see where everyone has to say. I’ll be posting something here every day or every other day depends how hectic my week is going. Being that I’m psychology major and I’m either having a talk with someone for myself meaning getting advice or giving it to a friend or reading different blogs. I love to learn more, you can never learn enough, don’t let anyone tell you differently.
I have been through a lot with this word and love. I done gave up and close my heart, but I remember that God didn’t give up on me (us). So why should we give up and become cold? A man and woman will let us down, but he wouldn’t. I know to be in a relationship of any kind. Such as marriage, dating, etc. Yes, we going to go through something. Love is patient. I need to learn to have that and I’m pretty sure I’m not the only person out there who doesn’t have it. I have come to conclusion. I don’t have any whatsoever. I got common sense to know when to let go and walk away. Some peoples don’t want help and want to stay in the past. If being betrayed, angry and so far, make you happy then more power to you.

The song I would l like to share today will be song redid by Ruben Studdard and question to go with it. Can a broken heart be healed? As he sings “How can I mend a broken heart”? Something to think about, because I have learned from this song and poem shall be posted shortly.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uLWOUH-8yus

Not sure if the video will load again, blogging from the phone.

After having trouble trying to reblog my work, and just recopy everything. I decided to go this way. After bringing love lesson/love thought to the blog. I was like why not bring My Love Journey postback, it been a long time and I wouldn’t mind sharing them again and getting feedback.