Category: Journey

Posted in 2022, Death, grieve, Journey, My Journey, My Life

How I grieved

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Doing my grieving, I lost myself.

My Thoughts

My healing process of losing a parent or parents is rough. I suppose it’s different if you’re not close with them or in my case a daddy girl. Please don’t ever let anyone rush you on how long you should grieve. Every day is a struggle. Some days i want to crawl back in bed and hide. I miss you from the bottom of my heart. I haven’t been the same since I got the call. Honestly i never imagine you would leave before me. The day before u died it broke my heart. I prayed to God and it went unanswered. Damn my hero isn’t here anymore. Your death has destroyed me to the point I stop living and was giving up. God put people in my life to encourage me to keep living. Today I’m taking it one day at a time until we see each other again.

Posted in 2022, Journey, Mini Update, My Journey, My Life, my story

Update

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Another short update!!!

Hello and welcome to my world. It’s crazy and it seems that all I have been doing lately is updating y’all on my life. I’m trying to do better. Sometimes life gets hectic and we forget certain things. I have my moment I want to shut down. I have been told I need to start writing again. I believe it’s the hurt and anger in me that’s destroying who I was. I’m a time bomb ready blow. Why not just share my thoughts and journey with y’all. I was told who knows who I may touch. You don’t realize who affects you till you hit hard there not here anymore. I have written here and there. Break down every time. Idk how to do this journey anymore. So bare with me while I walk this journey. Some days or rough days aren’t good. I even started back walking again and it’s been helping me. I didn’t realize how much I needed it. I did go back to keto to help keep me healthy and out of the hospital. My doctor’s appointment went very well. My blood pressure was good and so was my heart rate. And let me tell you, your girl took the stairs, I don’t do elevators long as I can prevent it. Well, pray everyone is well and bless. God is good all the time. Bless

Posted in 2021, Journey, My Journey, Sickle Cell Anemia, Update

Life Update

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MISSED YALL!!!

Good Morning/Afternoon/Evening. It’s been a while since I posted and must say I missed it and y’all. Every since lost my dad I have been lost and drowning and was so angry.  It’s been a year unfortunately and he still not here with me. All I have left are memories. Thank you all who stuck with me and newcomers. I have been missing writing and visiting y’all. I have been writing here and there, just clear my head. But not on here. It says I have been blogging here for 10 years. Wow, that’s been a long time. Word press truly became home for me.  It has become a place for me to share my journey with my illness. The good and bad. I never thought I would touch so many people live through my experience but I have.  It hasn’t been easy. It hasn’t been easy since my dad been gone. I don’t have him here anymore to pray for me and talk to me and just be here. I haven’t truly grieved so I do it Lil bit every time I’m in the hospital. I thought about blogging each time I’m in but never have the energy to share anymore. Hoping to find my way back to sharing more of my life and read about y’all journey. I pray y’all are well and covid hasn’t got y’all down and out. Do enjoy y’all summer but make sure to drink plenty water. It’s hella hot in south. Pray all is well with each and everyone of y’all. God Bless

Posted in 2019, emotions, Health, Heart, Journey, My Journey, My Life, poem, Poetry

In A Crisis

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My heart beating to so many emotions
I’m trying to figure if I should stay
Or go
I’m in crisis
My body betraying me
I’m losing the battle
Within myself
It out of control
I can’t come to terms with my emotions
I’m in crisis
And my frustration is at breaking point
I’m losing control
The old me returning
I’m struggling in crisis.
I’m in need of deliverance
I’m in crisis
Crying out
For help
I can’t take it any longer.
I’m in crisis
My head spinning
I’m losing control
Can you hear me?
Do you see me?
I’m losing control
My body betraying me
My emotions
Done destroyed me
I’m out of control
Yo
I’m in crisis
Can you help me?

11.8.19

~PJ~
This poem is dedicated to my life. Do enjoy and let me know what y’all think. God Bless

Posted in 2019, Encouragement, Journey, Motivation, Trust, Word Of Wisdom

Word of Wisdom

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Embrace the pace of your own journey. #TrustTheProcess #YouGotThis

Good Morning, God is truly good all the time. Pray everyone week started off good and today is even better than yesterday. Still, not my best, seem I’m losing my voice. New meds gave me dry cough but seen maybe turning into summer cold. Yes, yes I know summer doesn’t arrive until a few more days. Lol! Pray message speaks to someone, sure does speak to me. God Bless

Posted in 2019, growth, Heart, Journey, Love, Love Journey, poem, Poetry, Relatonships

Happy Anniversary

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Happy anniversary

Time to celebrate yall love

Time to celebrate yall journey.

The way shows young folks.

What marriage all about.

Happy Anniversary

Today is your day

Let’s show the world

What vows all about

Time to celebrate

Yall love

Happy Anniversary

Yall love is for a lifetime

Thru the ups and down.

Time Celebrate true love.

Happy Anniversary

4.15.19

~PJ~

Day 15, a poem dedicated to my parents. They have been married for 37 years. Do enjoy and God Bless

Posted in 2019, Christian, Christianity, God, Journey, Spiritual Word Of The Day, Trust, Word to the Wise (Spiritual Word Of The Day)

Word to the Wise (Spiritual Word Of Day)

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You have to trust that even if your journey doesn’t look like you want it to look—that would never stop God from doing what He has promised to do! #WayMaker #RestInHisPromises

Good Morning, God is truly good all the time. Pray everyone had a good weekend and message speaks to someone soul/heart. God Bless