Tag: pain

Posted in 2010, God, heart, Love, Love Journey, My Journey, poem, Poetic, Poetry, Pray

Thru Your Eye’s

Posted on by poeticjourney

I see the man…

God created you to be…

Thru Your Words.

I feel your pain,

and emotions you had

to endure alone.

Let Me …

Heal You.

just these once.

Let Me.

Be Your

Shoulder..

for support.

Thru Your Eye’s

and Word’s

I see the change in you.

Thru Your Action.

I see so much in you.

Your Love…

Your Soul…

Your Heart…

When will you learn..

I’m here for you,

even when things get rough…

I can’t be there for you…

if you don’t open up to me…

Thru Your Eye’s.

you seem to be against the world

on your own…

You lose someone who

can’t take being shut out…

You lose a love…

that never can be replaced…

I don’t think I can let

myself love you anymore…

Everytime..

I give you part of my heart…

You hurt me…

Thru Your Words…

I feel…

but don’t return the love…

Thru Your Eye’s…

I can’t see who

God wanted you to be.

You Lose Some…

You Win Some…

You Lost Me…

because you couldn’t

understand how a real woman

could love you

and be there for you…

Thru My Eye’s

You still hurt from the last one

Thru My Words…

I can’t even seem to care like

I use too…

I have changed so much over the past

few weeks…

Your Love…

use to…

touch me in every way…

Now It can’t even melt

the ice from my cold heart…

Thru My Soul…

I’m done with the

back and forth…

I pray you made it where God

Want you to be…

Let the next woman…

guide you thru your

hard times…

Let me hear about it…

And..

Not take it with you…

Thru My Words…

I’m done with you…

No lost love…

No Nothing…

Let My Actions…

Speak Louder Than Ever…

“Boom Boom”

Justice Bn Serve…

Poetic

12/26/2010

God Bless

A poem I wrote years ago and wanted to share it with you all.  I believe it’s good to see how far you come with writing. I can’t believe it been that long since I wrote this piece on here. The poem will be dedicated to love journey. Do enjoy and God Bless

Posted in 2016, Death, family, Friends, God, Life Lessons, prayer, Prayers, Praying, Thoughts, Thoughts!!!!

Heartbroken

Posted on by poeticjourney

Hello World,
Hope everyone of you doing good. Today I receive bad news. I’m not good on grieving.  The world is crazy place. I don’t watch the news anymore because tired of all the heartache. When will we wake the hell up and start loving?  With all the hate going on. We are failing our country. We are showing the new/next generation just how to hate. My emotions are everywhere. Yes, we all die, but to die such a gruesome way is just despicable. When will we stop letting hate drive us to sin and take someone life. I pray ya’ll are well and your love one’s know  just how much you love them. Please please hug them and say you love them. Pick up phone, call, text. From my heart to yall. I love each and everyone of you all. God Bless

Posted in 2016, Health, My Journey, My Life, Sickle Cell Anemia, Sickle Cell Awareness, Update

Day 1, Living With Sickle Cell Anemia

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Good Evening,  I know its been awhile since I truly shared anything about me.  As of right now,  I’m in hospital. Seem I came down with something. Running fever, chills,  nasty cough.  Actually all hit me yesterday like a ton of bricks. I got admitted last night.  My pain is t under control yet. Whatever I got hit all of me. I took a strep test and flu. Still waiting see what’s what.  Anytime a sickle cell patient got a fever something is wrong. I had a great group of people on my team when I came in. So thankful for that. I also had my love Lexie with me. She didnt want leave my side. It amaze me the love of a child. She just turned 8 2weeks ago.  I hope have more share next time with you all. I hope all is well with each and everyone of you all. God Bless

Posted in 2016, God, Health, My Journey, My Life, Sickle Cell Anemia, Update

Day 3, Living With Sickle Cell Anemia

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Hey World,

As you all know if you read my other post, that I’m in hospital.  My counts are still dropping and my right hand all the way up is swollen. I got x rays yesterday everything came back normal, nothing broke. When I was younger I use have problems with my arms and hands swellen due to my sickle cell. Thank for all the comments and prayers, truly means a lot to me. I’m not much with long post, but did want check in and let you all know how I was doing. If my counts don’t drop no more I could go home. But doc is holding off transfusion.  Which I’m happy about, haven’t had transfusion dis year. God is truly good all the time. Before I end dis post, I got heartbreaking news from my bestie, her cancer has return and now it’s attacking her liver. I actually enjoyed face time with her earlier today, just hear how she doing. 

Posted in 2016, Health, My Life, Sickle Cell Anemia, Update

Day 1-2, Living With Sickle Cell Anemia

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Hello World,

I wanted to update you all on my condition. I’m feeling better then when I came in. I’m not fully pain free, just thankful I can move a little bit more and on my own. My counts or 7.2 and retic is 10. Ill be getting labs early in morning and will let you all know what’s what. I have a good doc and wonderful nurses taking care of me. Hopefully tomorrow I can make post longer. Ty for kind words and prayers, truly means a lot. God Bless

Posted in 2016, Health, My Journey, My Life, Sickle Cell Anemia

Living With Sickle Cell Anemia

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Good Evening,

Welcome to my world. I havent  been feeling my best for about week now. Im currently in hospital. This has been my third time over the past few days.. I’m having trouble with my legs. I probably should’ve stayed Thursday when I came in, but I didn’t want be in hospital for Easter.  Lesson learn, I have bn admitted since last night. I’m waiting to see how my counts looking. Thursdays it was 8.6 and retic was 11.  I did have a good Easter with my family. I actually was in good spirits.. no pain so I thought I was getting better. I didn’t get put in my room till after midnight.I was hoping to go dis week without bn admitted. My primary doc is closed to Wednesday. I cant deal with being miserble that long. Going try and get me some rest. Hope all is well with you all. Ill try and keep you posted. God Bless

Posted in Health, My Journey, My Life, Sickle Cell Anemia

Day 3, Living With Sickle Cell Anemia

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Hello World,  I’m writing you from hospital bed. I bn sleeping off and on today because of my counts bn low. Yesterday was a rough day for me. I woke up with headache and it didn’t go away till the end of night. I wasn’t feeling nobody. My counts are at 7.1, not the best and not the worse. My right arm is still giving me trouble.  I can’t do much with it. The doctor mention blood transfusion yesterday,  honestly that’s my last result. The last transfusion was back in December when I get put in hospital on Christmas. I done had some great nurses. Thats always a plus when it comes to me. I’m praying counts don’t drop no more. Till next time. Thank you all for the prayers and comments, truly means  a lot to me.

Posted in AWARENESS, Health, My Journey, Sickle Cell Anemia

Day 2, Living With Sickle Cell Anemia

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Hello World,

I’m writing you from my hospital bed once again. I’m not feeling so hot , woke up with a nagging headache. I’m not going home today.  The doctor decided to do x- ray on my wrist since it been giving me trouble. I’m glad to hear no damage. Some time I can have a crisis in my hands and it moves up. I’m right handed so it was making it harder to type.  Still not at it’s best. I’m hoping when I do leave it be in good spirit,  if y’all know like I know. I’m not happy about nurses bn late when my meds, it takes awhile to get my pain uncontroll and with them bn late truly isn’t helping the cause. I pray all is well with each and everyone of you all. So thankful for the prayers….

Posted in 2016, AWARENESS, Health, My Journey, My Life, Sickle Cell Anemia

Day 1, Living With Sickle Cell Anemia

Posted on by poeticjourney

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Hello Everyone,

Writing from my hospital bed. I’m not feeling my best. I was planning on doing a post yesterday saying living with it, but I couldn’t take the pain no more.. I was throwing up and gagging a lot. Come find out have fluid in my lungs, seems I may have a touch of pneumonia.  I have a great group of people on my team here. It took me awhile get on the floor dis morning. I’m trying write to distract me from my pain.  It’s not really working. My port still not letting them pull blood from it. So when they came around to check port I let them know and she reclog it to get it working. I’m not ready to get it replace. I know it still works,  it can be flush and I can get fluids, and meds. My right hand is swollen real bad so I’ll cut dis post short with you all. I pray all is well with each and everyone of you all. God Bless:)