Has been just that over the years. I have learn so much from my mistakes, the joys, pain, even the mishaps ( such as not seen what I had right in front of me before it was too late)..
Category: Journey
Update
Welcome to my world, I know it bn awhile since I wrote or had the courage to type. I have bn going thru a lot with my illness and dealing with idiot doctors I’m glad it’s finally finna be some warm weather we’re I’m at. I’m having more trouble with my shoulder so I have voice or either wait to I’m feeling upto typing. I also bn thinking what to do about my blog since I have bn abandoning it lately. I supposed I could do a post just talking to you all once a week about my week about what’s going on with me on my side of the world. I pray everyone had a good valentines day with there loves. I don’t do valentines, I see that as a every day thing, not just one time thing. But hey that’s just me. As I mention early in post about idiot doctors, seem to be having trouble when I go to er . I have do farther off, and that’s foolishness to me. Last weekend I suffer to Tuesday. Honestly I didn’t have the strength to temp move and be bother with people. I tend to have attitude when I’m hurting. Some say mean as a snake. I was glad know my counts went up a little after starting my meds I hate. I had went see sickle cell doctor back in December and they up my hydrea that I help, supposed help less my crisis but also makes me throw up and not want to drink water. I have to drink water, that’s a must for me. I was throwing up blood and I had stop it and go back to the other one till I see doc next week. Ill end post till Wednesday, hope all is well with each and everyone of you all. God Bless
Living With Sickle Cell Anemia
Hello World,
I have been home for awhile since Wednesday. Blood brought my counts upto 9.5,which is good! I had good nurses and doctors! Thank God! Hoping 2016 be better year, lesser hospital stays..Its been cold every since and it’s already doing a number on me. Night I got out wasn’t all that cold, but i ran fever all way to next evening. I hate winter because it love tortue my body. Im hoping to have schedule days ill post till im done with hectic real life. Seem be on a break with writing and thats not good. I like to say Happy New Year to everyone. I brought the new year in with friends and family at church. My team won 0-38! Sorry about the short post, hoping have a longer one soon. I have doc appointment next week. So hoping that’ll be longer post. Looking to bring my love journey post back as well. Im hoping change blog up soon. I pray all is well with each and everyone of you all. God Bless
Update
Good Morning,
Will be short post, since its Christmas. I posted the last update late. I don’t know what happen. I guess it had bn awhile since I posted that I forgot to take it off draft and hit publish.. lol. I had some what okay doctor appointment. I got put on more meds. So not happy about that. I got back in Feb, before I leave in March so that’s good. They up my dose on one of my meds. I already know how dis going to go. Lets just say I’m not happy:( . I bn dealing with headaches for like 3 days, not so bad today. I’m listening to music as I type up my post. So that’s helping. I’m loving the weather we having here in the South. Not cold whatsoever. I hope everyone having a lovely Christmas. I don’t believe I ever had a warm Christmas, but I’m so not complaining. Even with the rain. I’m not crazy about the rain because it makes my body aches and can interfere with my illness, but I do love rain. SO love and hate relationship. We trying to see about not depending on pain meds, I like the way that sound. Because I’m bad about going cold turkey a lot, but that could be reason why I be in and out hospital because I do that a lot. Sometime you just want to enjoy life and not be drug up. Just my opinion . Sorry it took so long to do my updates, with everything going on, with health and holidays. I probably wont post anymore 2 New Year. So I want to wish everyone a Merry Christmas and Happy New years one more time. God bless :). If I forgot anything in the update, will edit later on. I need some sleep. Music do put my mind at ease. Thank You all for sticking with me on dis bumping ride I call life.
Left a mark……
My heart beating to so many beats..
You got me confused & I
Cant take it…
I’m grown now.. so the
Past will never repeat…
Ill always have feelings for you..
But you seem be the same
From my past…
We not young anymore..
So if you trying to play
Me..
Please walk away now
And let me be..
I never thought I catch
Feelings for you.
Never imagine I’ll keep
Thinking of you..
I felt so hurt when I heard
You had a little one…
Thats when I knew I didnt
Mean anything to you
Its cool.
I’m over it..
Some days it still hurt,
But not as much as before..
Now you have another blessing..
I always knew you be a
Perfect father..
I saw so much in you..
Years ago…
You seem to take my breath a way…
Your smile is so amazing…
Your heart..
One of a kind, but already
Full with your family.
Boy you got a piece of me.
I hate it cause every time you
Walk in….
I knew my heart will be broken..
Why can’t you see.
I’m one of a kind?
O well..
In due time..
Ill stop caring for you.
Thank God…
For blessing me….
See the real you..
Thank God…
I have strength to walk away…
Before you do me harm
9/10/15
PJ
I have started writing again. Actually wrote it while in hospital..I usually like to think and let stuff sit on my mind and heart for awhile. Dedicated to my love journey do enjoy.. let me know what you think.. God Bless:)
Will change title, still thinking on it:)
Against All Odds
I learn to fight
I shed tears, question
Myself if I was meant for
These journey with Warriors
Against All Odds.
God showed me just how..
Strong I was to be Warrior..
He knew what he was doing
When he created me
Against All Odds .
I showed strength, when I wanted
To give up
God showed me love…
In the midst of storm
He showed me I’m nothing
Without him..
Reminded me to hold on to
Faith…
Against All Odds..
4/18/14
PJ
Dedicated to my journey of life. No matter what you going thru his right there in the midst! Don’t stop fighting/ believing in him..No matter my odds, God had everything in control… Not sure if I’m happy with this piece, do let me know what you think 🙂
Warriors
So many fighting diseases behind
Close doors…
Breaks my heart to hear
So many losing the battle…
You see our smile,
But not know our pain..
Fighting to live..
Holding back tears
So many warriors dying
From sickle cell, lupus, ms, cancer
And so many other diseases…
I never consider myself a warrior
Warriors coming out the closet
And letting the world know
I’m not a shame, my disease isn’t me..
Warriors are the ones,
Who keep moving when the
World has turn there back on us…
Warriors
Keep marching to our heavenly
Father call you home..
4/10/14
PJ
Dedicated to so many falling warriors. Quit judging when you don’t know the whole story! God Bless.. Feel as if I can add more..
Word to the Wise (Spiritual Word Of The Day)
Please don’t get frustrated when God is moving you in a different direction-and people, places and things are no longer apart of your Journey. This sometimes means~He is simply moving you closer to your destine(Destiny Place)-Simply raise your hands and say “Lord I embrace the change that you bring” #DestinyCallingU #AnswerDCall
Good Evening, I pray all is well with each and everyone of ya’ll. Hope everyone had a Bless Weekend. God is truly good all the time. I pray the message speak to someone soul/heart. God Bless 🙂
Word to the Wise (Spiritual Word Of The Day)
The journey you are on. Even though you haven’t been this way before. Its only to place you in a Better Position to Prosper. Don’t give Fear your Ear.
Good Morning, Another Bless & Glorious Day! God Is Truly Good! Its cold in the South. So if you stepping out today, make sure you bundle you and your love one’s up. Still not feeling my best but wanted to share the lovely message I was Bless with today. I hope you all continue to have a Bless Tuesday. God Bless 🙂
Word to the Wise(Spiritual Word Of The Day)
All of us should be on a spiritual journey in faith.
Good Morning, what another Bless Sunday! God is truly Good! Saw the message while going over my Sunday lesson and wanted to share with you all! Pray speak to someone soul! Hope everyone have a bless Sunday and weekend! God Bless:)
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