Category: family

Posted in 2015, Blessed, Death, family, God, Health, My Journey, poem, Poetry, Pray, Update

Update

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Hello Everyone,

 

I hope everyone is well. I know its been awhile since I posted. I bn enjoying life and few hospital stays. But other then that all is well. Got heartbreaking news today, we lost a love one on my mother side right before the holidays. Always heartbreaking lose a love one, even more heartbreaking when its right before holidays. God doesn’t make any mistakes, that much I know.  I have decided to leave in a few months, I need get away. Part of me feel like I’m running away from certain things in my life, but part of me doesn’t. I need change in my life. I will come home and visit as much as possible. God work in mysterious ways. Im getting the opportunity to get my work publish, so Im excited about that. SO in the new year, I’ll be busy typing up old and new work and trying get everything that need be copyrighted.  I’ll try get back into blogging as much as possible. I have bn reading post and trying to like and comment. I have check up tomorrow with my sickle cell doctor. So I’m hoping for good news, since I haven’t been feeling my best lately. I pray everyone have a good Christmas and New Year. I shall post more or another post soon. God Bless:)

Posted in Bless, family, God, heart, Journey, Love, Love Journey, My Journey, My Love Journey, poem, Poetic, Poetry

Left a mark……

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My heart beating to so many beats.. 
You got me confused  & I
Cant take it…
I’m grown now..  so the
Past will never repeat…
Ill always have feelings for you..
But you seem be the same
From my past…

We not young anymore..
So if you trying to play
Me..
Please walk away now
And let me be..
I never thought I catch
Feelings for you. 
Never imagine I’ll keep
Thinking of you..

I felt so hurt when I heard
You had a little one…
Thats when I knew I didnt
Mean anything to you  
Its cool. 
I’m over it..
Some days it still hurt,
But not as much as before..
Now you have another blessing..
I always knew you be a
Perfect father.. 
I saw so much in you..
Years ago…

You seem to take my breath a way…
Your smile is so amazing…
Your heart..
One of a kind, but already
Full with your family. 
Boy you got a piece of me. 
I hate it cause every time you
Walk in….
I knew my heart will be broken..
Why can’t you see. 
I’m one of a kind?
O well..
In due time..
Ill stop caring for you. 

Thank God…
For blessing me….
See the real you..
Thank God…
I have strength to walk away…
Before you do me harm   

9/10/15

PJ
I have started writing again. Actually wrote it while in hospital..I usually like to think and let stuff sit on my mind and heart for awhile.  Dedicated to my love journey  do enjoy.. let me know what you think.. God Bless:)

Will change title, still thinking on it:)

Posted in 2014, Birthday, family, God, My Journey, poem, Poetic, Poetry

My Day

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Today I celebrate another
Year on earth.
Its my day
Set aside from the rest.
God created me back when
Blew breathe in me
Save me from myself…
Most of all, love little oh me
Today is my day…
I plan on living as if its
My last day on Earth..
Telling love ones I love them
Enjoying the lovely people God
Put in my life…
Happy Birthday to me..
Oh how sweet it was to hear
Mr. Man sing Happy Birthday
2 me..
He made sure he wasn’t left out
To give me some love over
Phone…
Happy Birthday
2 me!

5/21/14
PJ

Posted in 2014, Death, family, God, poem, Poetic, Poetry

Rest On

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As I layed in bed
Hurting.
You was fighting to live
God Bless Your family
They gave upon you.
When you needed them
To a fatherless child
Broken hearted mother
So many grieving individuals
My heartaches for you.
God Bless You
As you rest in paradise.
As I layed in hospital
Fighting to keep going.
You was dying
And leaving so many
Hurting and shock
God Bless the brokenhearted
4/1/14
PJ

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Someone from my area lost his life fishing over weekend. We had bad weather , but they discover him yesterday morning! Let your love ones know how much they mean to you! God Bless

Posted in 2013, Cancer, Death, family, God, poem, Poetry, prayer

Lets Pray

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thumbnailCAQGAS54This holiday so many are missing love ones.
I’m praying for the mother whose mourning and wishing she lost her life in car accident instead of her baby!
As I read her status it broke my heart.
I may not be a mother, but I know pain of losing someone close.
I’m praying for young lady fighting cancer alone and trying go on during holidays
As her mother fight to make it back to her.
Do bow your head with me …
So much pain when it should be joyful…
I know God got them covered and protected…
I pray as you all cherish the holidays, do enjoy it…
You never know when your last time or loves one’s …
Tell them you love them now while they can hear it!
I’m praying for my blogging family to continue to have a bless holiday and rest of 2013!
God Bless
12/26/13
Poeticjourney

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Posted in 2013, Cancer, Children, family, God, Lord, poem, Poetry, Prayers

Prayers

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I’m praying for you
And you, yes you
And many thats dear to
My heart
so many are going through
different battles and
Feel like they alone
My heart goes out
To them
The young woman
Who just received news
Of her cancer is back
While missing her mom
And wishing she had
Her to help get her through
One more time.
To the young man
who filling in as a father and brother
To the mother who fighting to
Live so she can make it back
To her children
to the young mother whose
Trying to find a way survive
I’m praying for my blogging family whose in need of healing
God hasn’t forgotten you
My soul cries out
Thank you Lord
Thank You Lord
10/29/13
PJ

Its truly not finish, but wanted to share it with you all, I hope I get the strength to finish it soon. Do enjoy and let me know what you think! God Bless 🙂

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Posted in 2013, Death, family, God, poem, Poetry, prayer

How could you

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Not take your life serious?
How could you
Poison your body
I’m hurt you gone..
But more angry that you
Didn’t think about your son
Or your body…
I heard about your parents
Wanted you to do rehab..
I wish you hadn’t said NO,
How could you be so foolish.
You leave so many hurting and grieving…
They won’t see your beautiful smile,
Hear your voice
I pray that God keep his hands on
Your family…
God Bless there soul….

9/16/13
PJ

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Dedicated to my cousin and love ones whose mourning. Its hurts when you lose a love one, hurt even more when they do stupid and foolish things. God Bless

Posted in Death, family, Prayers

Losing A love one

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As of yesterday, I lost a family member. I know last week I mention I most someone to sickle cell. As you may know for the ones that been following me for awhile, I don’t do funerals. So I didn’t and will not go when they put my cousin in ground to say goodbye one last time. I’m heartbroken and disappointed how he left this world. Right now I’m just asking for prayers for me and my family. I pray all is well with each and everyone of you. God Bless

Posted in 2013, Children, Encouragement, Faith, family, Friends, God, Health, Inspiration, Jesus, Lord, Love, Motivation, poem, Poetry, Update

Hold On

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You can do it!
Don’t lose hope!
I believe in you!
Hold on to his name!
God hasn’t left you
You can do it!
Don’t you dare give up!
I believe in you!
Baby,
God hasn’t left yourside
He making a way!
Call out his name!
Jesus your my Savior
I maybe down and out!
You the one I need
You can do it!
I believe in your will!
Thank you Lord!
PoeticJourney
6/12/13

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Wrote poem before I got sick, me and bestie was on phone while she and her brother was working with mom, since her stroke! I was so touch by the love and motivation that I got inspired to write poem! God is truly good all the time! I haven’t shared my poetry in awhile, and I felt like this one is the perfect one to bless you all with! God Bless:) such a determine mother for christ!

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Posted in AWARENESS, family, Friends, God, My Journey, Sickle Cell Anemia, Thankful, Update

Living With Sickle Cell Anemia

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thumbnailSCDHello Everyone,  I’m finally home, been home for a few days now, spending time with my love one’s. Getting much rest as possible. I must admit I’m so glad to be home, so can’t wait to be feeling my best. I usually would have this post up already, but still not 100 percent. I’m hoping sometime this week to know if my blood count has went up some more. Before I left it was still in the 5’s and we all know that’s not good. I must be honest with you all. Only Lauren knows whats going on with me. Right now I’m not doing good. I was supposed to have surgery on my birthday to have hip replacement, due to my illness. But that’s when I find out I had warm antibodies in me, because I done had so many transfusions, that’s why I can’t have anymore right now. I have been on the meds for over a month,and there not doing anything for me. I’m getting a lil discouraged, I must admit that to you all. I have been at my lowest last week and wanted to throw in the towel. I don’t know if it’s because I was just tired because of my health, and everything just wasn’t going my way or just cause the devil was just trying to get the bet of me. I believe it was a little of both. I’m not thinking that anymore. I know God isn’t finish with me yet, I’m here for a reason, so I need to continue to hold on and continue to fight to he calls me home to be with him. I’m so touch and feel so much love by all of your comments and prayers, it truly meant so much to me. I got to many visits from family and love one’s and calls from my best friend and TN, y’all thank you for praying for her mom her who had a stroke, she is doing so good. She has been there for me and so has her brother. They  have been keeping me laughing and if I couldn’t sleep staying up with me, and just praying for me. I couldn’t ask for two great group of lovely souls than them two. God knew what he was doing, he knew I couldn’t have that surgery for a reason on 5.21.13, I had to overcome this obstacle last week, and I can’t wait to im fully over it. I can’t wait to I can share more with you all. I need my rest and to stay on top of my studies, you all know how much I hate to be behind on my studies. God is truly good. I want to say thank you again. Thank you for joining my JOURNEY, and been part of my blogging family. I pray all is well with each and every one of you. God Bless. Sending love and hugs to each and every one of you. God Bless 🙂