Posted in 2016, AWARENESS, fight, Health, Journey, My Journey, My Life, Sickle Cell Anemia, Update

Update

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Welcome to my world, I know it bn awhile since I wrote or had the courage to type. I have bn going thru a lot with my illness and dealing with idiot doctors  I’m glad it’s finally finna be some warm weather we’re I’m at.  I’m having more trouble with my shoulder so I have voice or either wait to I’m feeling upto typing.  I also bn thinking what to do about my blog since I have bn abandoning it lately. I supposed I could do a post just talking to you all once a week about my week about what’s going on with me on my side of the world. I pray everyone had a good valentines day with there loves. I don’t do valentines,  I see that as a every day thing,  not just one time thing. But hey that’s just me. As I mention early in post about idiot doctors,  seem to be having trouble when I go to er . I have do farther off, and that’s foolishness to me. Last weekend I suffer to Tuesday.  Honestly I didn’t have the strength to temp move and be bother with people. I tend to have attitude when I’m hurting. Some say mean as a snake. I was glad know my counts went up a little after starting my meds I hate. I had went see sickle cell doctor back in December and they up my hydrea that I help, supposed help less my crisis but also makes me throw up and not want to drink water. I have to drink water, that’s  a must for me. I was throwing up blood and I had stop it and go back to the other one till I see doc next week. Ill end post till Wednesday,  hope all is well with each and everyone of you all. God Bless

Posted in 2016, family, heart, Love, My Journey, My Life, poem, Poetic, Poetry

Mr.Man

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Happy Birthday…
Let’s make this day…
As unbelievable as..
You…
I love the way you..
love…
The way you show..
Me love is magical.. 
To the young man..
Who have the other..
Half of my heart…
My prince…
Is turning the Big 6..
My little Iron Man..
Ninja Turtle. 
Kungfu fighter..
I pray you enjoy your. 
Day. 
2/2/16

Much love
Nephew
A.K.A
Redman

I actually wrote it yesterday but since i haven’t bn feeling my best. I didn’t get chance type and upload.  Enjoy

Posted in 2016, Bless, family, Friends, God, Health, Journey, My Journey, My Life, Sickle Cell Anemia, Update

Living With Sickle Cell Anemia

Hello World,

I have been home for awhile since Wednesday. Blood brought my counts upto 9.5,which is good! I had good nurses and doctors! Thank God! Hoping 2016 be better year, lesser hospital stays..Its been cold every since and it’s already doing a number on me. Night I got out wasn’t all that cold, but i ran fever all way to next evening. I hate winter because it love tortue my body. Im hoping to have schedule days ill post till im done with hectic real life. Seem be on a break with writing and thats not good. I like to say Happy New Year to everyone. I brought the new year in with friends and family at church. My team won 0-38! Sorry about the short post, hoping have a longer one soon. I have doc appointment next week. So hoping that’ll be longer post. Looking to bring my love journey post back as well. Im hoping change blog up soon. I pray all is well with each and everyone of you all. God Bless

Posted in 2015, My Journey, My Life, Update

Update

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I know it’s been awhile since I post. I pray all is well with each other. I have been taking it easy. Sad to say I have been in n out of hospital. Hopefully in due time I can return to blogging more. I have miss sharing and reading and hearing from you all. It’s the summer and I hate it. I’m spending time with my lil lady. We both turnt a year older in May. I have some poems to share with you all. Hope all is well with each of you….GOD Bless

Posted in AWARENESS, Death, fight, Health, hear me, My Life, poem, Poetry, Sickle Cell Anemia, Sickle Cell Awareness, Thankful

My Life

How can I speak…

when I’m only one

person…

You seem to look…

at me crazy…

Cause of the pain..

and you don’t understand…

Yes,

I’m one in a million…

So many of us or losing..

the fight…

So thankful for the one..

who fought with me..

You may not hear me…

But I know many hear me..

and join me to fight for our..

rights..

Do you hear me?

I hate to yell but hell..

my pain is that intense…

NO act..

over here..

We want Justices…

done…

We tired of been

mistreated..

some die in pain…

because of the abuse from

the one’s…

who supposed to help us..

Do that make you all happy?

see so many dying?

Technical I’m not finish with it but wanted to get it up, while I have the time and strength to share. I wanted to share it last month, since it was Sickle Cell Awareness Month. But you all know its every day for me… Do enjoy and let me know what you think.  The poem says a lot, so many sickle cell warriors have died this year. We don’t have it easy when we go to E.R/hospital. Since so many don’t know what it is or what we go through. We get sent home in pain or mistreated while been in hospital. I know you all have read a few of my post, and know I had could not so good nurses and doctors. I’m praying for cure for us.