We need to learn to shake the devil off. No matter what he throws our way.
Get on your knees and pray.
God do you hear me.
I know it’s been a while,
but I need you.
I try to handle stuff on my own.
I need you.
Down on my knees crying out.
I’m struggling on my journey.
I need you
for not trusting you when things got rough
I’m in need
Of your blessing
Of your healing
I’m drowning in my sin.,
Do you hear me
I can’t do this journey without you
I’m down on my knees Crying out.,
Yes, Lord, I hear you
Use me, Use me, Lord,
I want to do your will
Use Me Lord.
I started blogging a few years ago on Xanga basically on my Journey on LOVE but it ended up discovering who I was with all my trials and tribulations. I have have been here for a while now and so I decided to bring my other blog here little by little. I have poetry and questions about love and I know for a fact I’m not the only person dealing with LOVE. So hope you all enjoy it and if you have questions or comments do ask and put your inputs here. Love to see where everyone has to say. I’ll be posting something here every day or every other day depends how hectic my week is going. Being that I’m psychology major and I’m either having a talk with someone for myself meaning getting advice or giving it to a friend or reading different blogs. I love to learn more, you can never learn enough, don’t let anyone tell you differently.
I have been through a lot with this word and love. I done gave up and close my heart, but I remember that God didn’t give up on me (us). So why should we give up and become cold? A man and woman will let us down, but he wouldn’t. I know to be in a relationship of any kind. Such as marriage, dating, etc. Yes, we going to go through something. Love is patient. I need to learn to have that and I’m pretty sure I’m not the only person out there who doesn’t have it. I have come to conclusion. I don’t have any whatsoever. I got common sense to know when to let go and walk away. Some peoples don’t want help and want to stay in the past. If being betrayed, angry and so far, make you happy then more power to you.
The song I would l like to share today will be song redid by Ruben Studdard and question to go with it. Can a broken heart be healed? As he sings “How can I mend a broken heart”? Something to think about, because I have learned from this song and poem shall be posted shortly.
Not sure if the video will load again, blogging from the phone.
After having trouble trying to reblog my work, and just recopy everything. I decided to go this way. After bringing love lesson/love thought to the blog. I was like why not bring My Love Journey postback, it been a long time and I wouldn’t mind sharing them again and getting feedback.
Father, open our eyes even more today. Help us on our journey and cause us to see you as you are not as we want you to be!
Good Afternoon, I pray all is well and the message speaks to someone heart/soul. God is truly good all the time. Hope everyone enjoys their weekend. God Bless
Today is Valentine Day. Some see this day as to share your love with your other half or someone you may be crushing. We who know we share our love for them every day just not on Feb 14.
I may be single but I’m here wish everyone a happy valentine day, pray you to continue to share love all year around. For many who have read my Love journey. I truly believe we should love ourselves first before we love another. If we can’t do that, how are we going love someone else? I love seeing the different post all over social media. Some may be just for show and some are real. One day I pray have just that.
Do you know what love is? There no greater love then God. I believe a mother love is next powerful love anykne can experience.
So many fighting diseases behind
Breaks my heart to hear
So many losing the battle…
You see our smile,
But not know our pain.
Fighting to live.
Holding back tears
So many warriors dying
From sickle cell, lupus, ms, cancer
And so many other diseases…
I never consider myself a warrior
Warriors coming out the closet
And letting the world know
I’m not a shame, my disease isn’t me.
Warriors are the ones,
Who keeps moving when the
The world has turned there back on us…
Keep marching to our heavenly
Father call you home.
Dedicated to so many falling warriors. Quit judging when you don’t know the whole story! God Bless. Feel as if I can add more.
Wanted to share it again for the month of September to bring more awareness to sickle cell since it was sickle cell awareness month. But as many of you may know I try to share it much as possible.
If somebody loves you, they won’t make you Guess. You’ll know.
I was supposed post this message a few months back but life knows how to slow us down. Growing up we couldn’t tell if someone cared for us. You know this would have been a very important message for me in my younger years when I was confused and wonder if he did or didn’t. Sometimes we still need that confirmation but if you got guess then you already know the answer. Hope bless someone spirit today. God Bless
And welcome to my world. I took a break from writing about my disease because I felt like I was talking about it too much. But honestly its truly not enough information about what I and many others go through on daily basis. September is Sickle Cell Awareness month. With so many dying left and right and it seems like every day makes me wonder what is going on. Why isn’t there much information about what we go through and why does it seem like the doctor and nurses have stopped giving a damn about us? It’s time to better educated new and younger doctors/nurses about sickle cell and stop making it a black disease because that’s not the case. And time spread awareness on sickle cell trait. I got to stop being quiet and start opening my mouth and let the world know what’s going on. I have debated for a few weeks now on coming back and doing what I started. Some may not like my content and that’s fine. On days when pain is so bad, I pray that God calls me home cause it be just that painful and nothing love ones do doctor and nurses help. I recently had E.R visit after going months without having an issue. Sorry, I take that back, I fought it home a few months again. I haven’t been admitted since May before my bday. God is truly good all the time. I’m not sharing my story for pity, I’m sharing my story to spread awareness. The more I stay quiet the less is getting done for the sickle cell community. I do plan on doing an update post on how my experience went with hospital visit and doc appointment. I pray all is well with each and everyone of you all. God Bless
Good Evening World,
Its been awhile since I posted. Every time I would start this post, something always came up. Funny how life slows you down when you so determined to do something. This may not be the posy from months ago, but hey its an update post. My dad got good news a few weeks ago, the new treatment is working and cancer shrinking. God is truly good, even when you going thru your own storm. I have found a new primary doctor, hoping have a post about that before year out. Its almost Thanksgiving, I have a lot to be thankful for. I’m alive, not in the hospital, surrounded by loved ones. I’m free, I could go on. I pray each and every one of you all is well. Hope have a better update in future. God Bless
September is Sickle Cell Awareness and wanted to share the interview from a fellow warrior who experiences same crap I do and many others. Thank You for coming along for my journey. God Bless
Hey World, it’s been awhile since I posted. I have been resting and spending time with family as well as clearing my head with different things going on. August wasn’t a good month for me. I had to make er visit and let’s just say it wasn’t good whatsoever. Had doc appointment following week. Er, visit what can I say, it was hell. They wouldn’t access my port, are oxygen is given me fluids. I got stuck like 6 times just so they could get my labs. I got a pain shot and let’s just say it didn’t work. Finally, after waiting and being in pain they wanted to access my port and give me fluids. Retic was high but counts was somewhat OK and not truly explaining why i was in the pain I was in.What the hell. I rather suffer then step foot in er. The following week my counts wasn’t good. If they had did they job right the first time. I decided to tough it out because I’m never prepared when i have doctor appointments.I didn’t think my post on rant and frustration got much attention. But wow Twitter and here has been going off and on. I guess my words are reaching people. September is sickle cell awareness month, I have been debating on sharing. Frustration knows how to get you. I got tired of reading are hearing another sickle cell warrior has died. I even got to the point I didn’t want get close to anyone else. Yes, I know we all have die. Coming to term to enjoy life, and not worry about death. I pray all is well with each and everyone of you all. God Bless