Tag: poetry

Posted in heart, Love Journey, My Life, My Love Journey, poem, Poetic, Poetry, Relatonships

I hate the way he makes me feel….

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Never realize how much I could miss you…
You done frustrated me so many times..
Not even going lie…
You done broke my heart…
I love your voice….
Your amazing heart…
Your smooth chocolate skin…
Them lips…
OMG…
MY MY MY…
how the hell…
Did my feelings come back & stronger then ever?
Missing You…
Wanna You…
Needing You…
All the above…
Its scary how different we are…
I love watching you sleep…
You so damn sexy….
Never realize just how much I could miss you….
You know which buttons to push to get me riled up…
You done showed me there is good in you..
No matter how many times.
I tried to push ’em away.
12/5/8/15
~PJ~

I finally had the time to type poem up. With everything going on with me and dis person. Its dedicated to my love journey. Do enjoy and let me know what you think. I may Change the title eventually.  The title that really came to mind is the movie 10 things I hate about you. When she read her poem in class.

Posted in 2016, heart, Love, Love Journey, My Journey, My Love Journey, poem, Poetic, Poetry, Relatonships

Yearning

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I’m yearning.. 
The way things used…
Be…
Its bn a minute….
Since I heard..
Your voice…
Oh how I yearn…
To have your arms…
Around me…
-sighs-
If only I could go back….
In time & fix..
My mistake….
I’m yearning….
The way you feel…
Your smell…
Just to see your gorgeous…
Smile..
I’m yearning you….
I never realize…
Just how much…
I miss you…
To it’s gone…
I find myself…
Loving your imperfection…
Oh how I yearn…
Just to know we okay…
I hate the way…
Things are…
Yearning….
For your love Is bananas…
Yearning….
3/5-6/16
~PJ~

Do enjoy.. I wrote while in hospital for the second time, will be doing a post shortly… do let me know what you think. Dedicated to my love journey.. God Bless

Posted in 2016, Death, family, fight, God, Goodbye, Health, poem, Poetic, Poetry

Preparing

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To say goodbye….
Its heartbreaking…
To hear you have lost…
The will to fight…
You have refuse to even…
Try…
I hear they are bringing in reinforcers
as last resort….
To hear you lose…
Who you use to be…
Breaks my mother’s…
Heart. .
Preparing…
To not have you here…
Anymore is heartbreaking….
You was the woman to keep the…
Family together….
Today…
We got the call…
You coded…
The burden became too much. .
My God….
I thought you would be here …
A little longer….
Me and my mom…
Was just talking…
About you and how the old you
we thought returned… 
But God needed you more…
Preparing is no more…
Death is all around me…

2/18,21/16
~PJ~

I bn working on dis poem for a few days. I didn’t know how to finish it and I honestly thought I had plenty time to finish it before she pass. No matter how often you think you may have more time with a love one. You need to let them know how you feel. Tomorrow isn’t promise to anyone, no even a second, minute. Tonight I find out I lost a family member as well. So the poem hits me even harder then before

Posted in 2016, heart, Love, Love Journey, My Journey, My Love Journey, poem, Poetic, Poetry, Pray

In my Feelings….

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Im in my darn feelings…
But it’s time for me to come
To my freaking sense..
bump the past…
On to the next…
The past is the past for a reason….
I’m thanking God the year is almost
Over…
To be able to leave my mishaps and
Heartbreak in 2015.
Seems like a good idea,
But I know it’s going to haunt
Me and in the following year.
I just pray I’m strong to not go
Back…..
I messed up.
I got carry away once I slipped
Into my freaking feelings ..
My heart

12/12/15
~PJ~

I have bn writing, just havent had the time to post due to health and holidays, do hope you all enjoy. dedicated to my love journey do enjoy. God bless;)

Posted in 2016, heart, Love, Love Journey, My Journey, My Love Journey, poem, Poetic, Poetry

In my Feelings….

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Im in my darn feelings…
But it’s time for me to come
To my freaking sense..
bump the past…
On to the next…
The past is the past for a reason….
I’m thanking God the year is almost
Over…
To be able to leave my mishaps and
Heartbreak in 2015.
Seems like a good idea,
But I know it’s going to haunt
Me and in the following year.
I just pray I’m strong to not go
Back…..
I messed up.
I got carry away once I slipped
Into my freaking feelings ..
My heart

12/12/15

I have bn writing, just havent had the time to post due to health and holidays, do hope you all enjoy. dedicated to my love journey do enjoy. God bless;)

Posted in 2016, family, heart, Love, My Journey, My Life, poem, Poetic, Poetry

Mr.Man

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Happy Birthday…
Let’s make this day…
As unbelievable as..
You…
I love the way you..
love…
The way you show..
Me love is magical.. 
To the young man..
Who have the other..
Half of my heart…
My prince…
Is turning the Big 6..
My little Iron Man..
Ninja Turtle. 
Kungfu fighter..
I pray you enjoy your. 
Day. 
2/2/16

Much love
Nephew
A.K.A
Redman

I actually wrote it yesterday but since i haven’t bn feeling my best. I didn’t get chance type and upload.  Enjoy

Posted in 2016, Christian, Christianity, God, Lord, My Journey, poem, Poetic, Poetry, Spiritual

Set me free….

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devil get up off of me..

you cant have me…

My soul belongs to God…

Set me free..

Get up off of me..

I seem to have slip back…

in some of my old ways..

God I need you…

Can you hear me?

Devil get up off of me…

You can’t have me..

My God done died for me…

My soul belongs to him and only him..

Set me free…

Get up off me…

I’m down on my knees..

crying out for his mercy…

I just want to be free…

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I started to work on dis poem a few years ago, but never had the chance to finish it. But with everything that’s going on around the world and some of the things I bn dealing with. I got encourage and inspired to finish it. I hope it speaks to someone soul/heart. God Bless

 

Posted in 2015, heart, Love Journey, My Journey, My Love Journey, poem, Poetic, Poetry

Regret

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I regret that one last chance to go there with you..

that one last chance to put my feelings in the air..

I regret opening myself to a man who isn’t ready..

I fail to realize to not see I couldn’t control..

how my feelings would react when you walk back in..

How did I let my heart get chip…

dent…

I regret everything that has happen in the past week..

But then again I can’t say…

I really regretted it…

It was meant to happen, so I could open…

my eye’s to you..

I was hoping he would open

his eye’s to reality…

but as someone brought to my attetnion..

I fucked that up by been..

unexperience….

What do we do when regrets seem to take over..

But at the back on your mind..

You screaming…

but words seem to betray you ..

and your emotions is taking over..

Im stuck with regrets…

12/7/15

As I mention I have bn writing even though I may haven’t bn busy blogging and sharing. I have bn sharing my thoughts on paper. Right now I’m refusing to do just that, because I’m going thru so much as the poem says. I know things happen. Teach us a lesson. I hope and pray everyone have a bless Christmas and if you don’t celebrate Happy Holidays 2 you and yours. God Bless 🙂

 God is truly the reason for the season. I can’t sleep since I’m not feeling my best and my mind is doing 2 much thinking. I need to write and I don’t want 2. I usually let myself think for awhile before I temp to write. But I truly need to think as much as possible cause I refuse to write. No matter how much it may make me feel good or either break me .

 

Posted in Christian, God, heart, Love, poem, Poetic, Poetry, Spiritual, Strength

True Love

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I couldn’t be more happy
With this matrimony….
The day I met him and saw
The love in his heart for Kendra
In kids..
The words came out my mouth….
You belong together….
I got to mention..
I don’t like to many people..
But God saw fit for you to enter…
They life….
I love watching you two react with
One another… 
I know the feelings aren’t 4sho.
The way kids love and respect  you..
My brother you truly a blessing from God
My sista,
Bn long time coming you deserve
It mami
God was waiting on you to be ready for love…..
The time to heal and time to let
Go…
I love the conversation we had…
The man not going nowhere….
What God has brought together can’t no
Man/woman destroy…
Do keep God in your marriage.
You know he got you…

10/1-2/15
PJ A.k.a. P. PRIM

Posted in Bless, family, God, heart, Journey, Love, Love Journey, My Journey, My Love Journey, poem, Poetic, Poetry

Left a mark……

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My heart beating to so many beats.. 
You got me confused  & I
Cant take it…
I’m grown now..  so the
Past will never repeat…
Ill always have feelings for you..
But you seem be the same
From my past…

We not young anymore..
So if you trying to play
Me..
Please walk away now
And let me be..
I never thought I catch
Feelings for you. 
Never imagine I’ll keep
Thinking of you..

I felt so hurt when I heard
You had a little one…
Thats when I knew I didnt
Mean anything to you  
Its cool. 
I’m over it..
Some days it still hurt,
But not as much as before..
Now you have another blessing..
I always knew you be a
Perfect father.. 
I saw so much in you..
Years ago…

You seem to take my breath a way…
Your smile is so amazing…
Your heart..
One of a kind, but already
Full with your family. 
Boy you got a piece of me. 
I hate it cause every time you
Walk in….
I knew my heart will be broken..
Why can’t you see. 
I’m one of a kind?
O well..
In due time..
Ill stop caring for you. 

Thank God…
For blessing me….
See the real you..
Thank God…
I have strength to walk away…
Before you do me harm   

9/10/15

PJ
I have started writing again. Actually wrote it while in hospital..I usually like to think and let stuff sit on my mind and heart for awhile.  Dedicated to my love journey  do enjoy.. let me know what you think.. God Bless:)

Will change title, still thinking on it:)