Posted in 2019, fight, God, Love, poem, Poetry, prayer, Strength

Fighting to Live

You fighting to live
Only God got last say so.
The doctor didn’t think
You’ll ever open your eyes.
My God
Is amazing
No love
Greater then his
You a winner
Don’t stop fighting.
Prayer warriors.
Stand around and behind you.
You may have got hit with a stroke
And blood on the brain
My God
My God
My God
Is a healer.
Yes, he is.
He was in the room watching over you.
Through surgery
Nobody but God.
You a fighter
In a fight, of your life.
Just keep fighting
And beating odds.

5.5.19

~PJ~
I haven’t been all here to blog. A week ago wrote a poem called Dear God, this is the continuing piece, update whatever you want to call it. Do enjoy. God Bless

Posted in 2019, Focus, Heart, Love Journey, memories, poem, Poetry, Relatonships

Step Back

I had to step back and take a look
I got tired of being the one putting
In work for us.
I was the one picking up the phone
See how your day went.
I was the one doing the most
I had to reelevate us
I had to stop being a fool
And take my life back.
I’m not going to lie.
I think of you constantly
I wish I could hear your voice
Feel your heartbeat beating
As one
I wish you miss me as much
As I miss you.
I wish I wish I wish
I could get my wish
And you be the man for me
I done step back
And seen my worth

4.30.19

~PJ~

Day 30. Wow shared a poem every day for the whole month. May have reposted a few, but you never know what a person going through and it speaks to them. Do enjoy. God Bless.

Will feel good to step back and put my thoughts in perspective. I see a lot of writing in future.

Posted in 2019, Death, Goodbye, life, Love, poem, Poetry

Tomorrow Not Promise

Tomorrow not promise to anyone
So many dying left and right.
Tomorrow not promise
It could be last time saying
Goodbye
It could be my last time saying
I love you
Tomorrow not promise
I love you today
I cherish you
I love you
I’m sorry
Tomorrow not promise to anyone
Let me show you
I love you
Let me tell you.
I love you
I said
Tomorrow not promise
To anyone.

4.29.19

~PJ~

Day 29. You never know when it’s your last time on earth. Make sure let your loved ones know you love them. Don’t put it off any longer. Lately so many leaving this earth and we left with regrets. Do Enjoy. God Bless

Posted in 2013, Children, Encouragement, family, God, Health, Hope, Jesus, Lord, Love, Mother, Motivation, poem, Poetry

Hold On

You can do it!
Don’t lose hope!
I believe in you!
Hold on to his name!
God hasn’t left you
You can do it!
Don’t you dare give up!
I believe in you!
Baby,
God hasn’t left your side
He making a way!
Call out his name!
Jesus, you’re my Savior
I may be down and out!
You the one I need
You can do it!
I believe in your will!
Thank you, Lord!

6/12/13

~PJ~

Day 28. This poem means so much to me. I and bestie were on the phone while she and her bro was helping mom. She had a stroke at the time and bestie wanted to take care of her mom herself. Her mom love for God and her determination to keep fighting. That’s amazing.

Posted in 2019, Heart, Love, Love Journey, My Journey, My Love Journey, poem, Poetry

To be healed

I had to wait for my heart to heal.
I had to forgive myself
I had to learn to love me again
I never realize the hell you took me
Through
I couldn’t look at myself in the mirror.
I hated everything you took me through
I had to wait for my heart to heal
Boy you broke me
You destroy everything I was.
I had to learn to love me again
I had to have chat with myself
Teach myself you are worthy
I had to show myself
Who I was
That I was worthy
To be love
Boy
You showed me how strong I could be
Once reality kicked in.
I saw me returning to the strong woman
I once was.
I just had to wait
I had to learn to forgive myself
I just had to wait
To my heart heal
And I felt my worth
It was amazing
Feeling
To know my worth
To be loved
The way I loved you.
It’s an amazing feeling
To be healed

4.27.19

~PJ~Day 27. Feels good to express myself more and more after not writing for almost 2yrs. Do enjoy God Bless

Posted in 2019, Christian, Christianity, God, hear me, Jesus, Lord, poem, Poetry, Pray, prayer

Dear God

Let me bow my head and
Pray to my heavenly father.
God I need you
I’m not asking for myself
Dear Lord
Can you Look over my loved ones
Watch them throughout day/night
But God
Right now
I’m asking can you
Please watch over my Godma
As they operate.
You know the rest
Lord, I thank you.
Thru good and bad
Down on my knees
Crying out for your mercy.
God
Do cover everyone that’s in need
My God
Nobody but you
Can heal and touch them.
My God
Is able.

Amen

4.26.19

~PJ~
Day 26. Today was suppose be good day spend time with my bro see the Endgame. The call I receive today shook me. I’m still waiting to hear the report. I have been calling on and off today. I know God got the last so. Pray message/prayer speaks to someone heart. God Bless

Posted in 2019, Heart, Love Journey, poem, Poetry, Relatonships

Give My Heart Back

Can I have my heart back
You done abused it enough
There nothing more for you
I’m just asking for you return my heart
I can’t keep going on like this.
Feel like I’m dying a little every day
Just give me what I want
We don’t have cross pass anymore
I want my heart
NOW
Not later but
NOW
Just give me
My Heart
And disappear.
We ain’t got to act like we.
Know each other.
Just Give me what’s mine

4.25.19

~PJ~
Day 25. Something that been on my heart and mind for a while. So felt good to release my thoughts and finish it. Month almost over. Do Enjoy

Posted in 2011, God, Heart, Love, My Journey, poem, Poetry, Spiritual

My Song

I lay in bed with purpose

Beating in my heart.

I knew then and there

The love of my life

Was in the room with me

Holding me in his arms

You knew I would need you

Before you created me

My struggles or nothing

I’m giving them to you

I’m standing here with my arms

Lifted to you

God Almighty

I need you now

I can look back over

The years and see when

You carry me when I gave up

And died

You breathe life back in me

That’s when I realize I had a purpose

12/1/11

PoeticJourney

Day 23. If you wondering about the title, you’ll see the title more then once. Its actual song titles that spoke to me, and I use them to write my heart. Do enjoy and God Bless 🙂

It’s a repost, that means a lot to me to this day. No matter what you going through. You have a purpose. Do enjoy.

Posted in 2019, Heart, Love, Love Journey, memories, My Love Journey, past, poem, Poetry, Relatonships

Trying Love You

When you going to see me for me
And not no one else.
I’m not them
I’m trying to love you
Baby
When you going to see me for me
Right now you breaking my heart
You see your past
And not your future
I can’t keep taking hits like this
Boy
When you going to see me for me
I’m here love you
I’m not trying to use you
I’m just trying to be the one for you
I’m trying to heal and love you
But all you do is shut me down
I can’t keep taking hits like this
My heart is breaking
I didny think loving you
Would be so much work
I’m just trying to love you

4.23.19

~PJ~

Day 23. I can’t even give you a story in the poem. Guess taking trips down memory lane really woke something in me write. Enjoy! God Bless

Posted in 2019, chronic illness, fight, Health, My Journey, My Life, poem, Poetry, Sickle Cell Anemia

Join My Fight

Trying to make you mine
Want you on my team
I need justices
Are you going to help me
I’m trying to live my life
But nobody seems to want
Help me
We need justices
The systems not for us
All I’m doing is, trying to live my life
So my question
Are you going to help me
Too many dying at home
Cause we not been treated right
When we come in
I need you on my team
I want to live.
You my choice
Please don’t let me down
I want to live
I heard you the one
That fight for us
I want to live
Can you be on my team

4.19.19

~PJ~
Day 22. It’s been a while since I did update on some of the stuff we, meaning other sickle cell patients go thru. It breaks my heart, read some of the treatment others get. Since changing my diet, my treatment has changed. It has got better, but at times I worry if I get the proper care I need when I go into E.R. anywho another story for a separate post. Just in case you wondering this poem goes with my life.