Posted in 2019, emotions, God, Love, Love Journey, My Journey, poem, Poetic, Poetry

Pulling Me Back

I don’t want to think of you
I’m trying to let go
You keep pulling me back
I don’t want to hurt anymore
I’m trying to see my future without you
You keep pulling me back
I’m sitting here
With regret and frustration.
But deep down I know it’s you I want.
You may not be what I need.
But that’s between me and God.
You came in my life
When I was ready for love
When I needed someone
I was so ready to give up
But the way you stepped to me
Stop me in my tracks.
But you turned out to be a tornado
Destroying everything
From my walls
That been up for the past few years
I’m losing the battle
And I can’t have that.
You keep pulling me back
I’m trying to fight my feelings
My heart
Isn’t having it.
My head is saying run
I’m stuck
In my feelings
I’m trying to come to terms
With my emotions and let’s just say
You making it easy to turn my back
And walk away.
But I know deep down
I can’t just walk away
Without expressing how you make
Me feel.

8.7.19

~PJ

I have been writing a lot lately and here is one of my pieces just finish last night. Do enjoy and let me know what you think. God Bless

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Posted in 2019, Death, emotions, Goodbye, memories, poem, Poetry

More than Memories

They quick to say you’ll have memories
I don’t want the memories
I want you here with us.
Maybe im been selfish.
But I don’t care.
What are memories?
When you can pick up the phone to tell them
You love them.
When you can hug them.
And hear their laughter.
All I have is memories
I need more.
I want more.
More time.
I’m not ready to say goodbye
Memories aren’t enough
I just need
No, I just want
More time.

5.10.19

~PJ~

More of my feelings and emotions. I lost my Godma. Guess I should be lucky/bless I had her as long as I did. Almost shared my age. It’s nothing like having them here with us. Make sure let your loved ones know you love them.

Posted in 2017, emotions, Heart, Love, Love Journey, My Journey, My Love Journey, past, poem, Poetry, Relatonships

The Past

I don’t want a reason to feel…
I’m tired of going back and forth
About you.
With my heart.
I just don’t want to think about you at all
I want you to stay in my past.
Why why
Am I still thinking about you in my present?
I don’t want to think about you.
I don’t want to feel anything
When you come to mind.
I want you to stay in my past
Where all my mistakes live

12.8.17

~PJ~
Day 20. A blast from the past when came across the poem. Was just telling my friend its good see where I was back then. Seem come a long way. Do enjoy.

Posted in 2019, emotions, Love, poem, Poetry

Full Of Love

You know I love you
No No
I gotta hear at times
Action speaks louder than words.
I show you every day.
But baby I need to hear them
Time of two
You say know I love you.
But you acting like I don’t.
You know I love you.
No No
I want to hear you say it
A time of two
Baby
I love you
You love me
The world going know our love
The way I look at you
Is with love in my eyes
The way I touch you.
That’s love.
The way we carry on
Baby,
If you don’t know by the
The way we make love.
I don’t know what to say.
I’m lost for words.
Cause my love is for you.
I love you
Remember action speaks louder than words.
Don’t ever doubt our love.

4.12.19

~PJ~

Photo/Title

Siomaria

Day 12. I usually ask my friend for help when it comes to pictures. I didn’t even have a title yet and as soon as she read it. She gave me one. Do enjoy.