Posted in 2020, chronic illness, Health, life, My Life, Sickle Cell Anemia, Sickle Cell Awareness

Day 2, Living With Sickle Cell

Hello and Welcome back to my journey. Another long day here. Last night was rough, i was hurting all night. Shortage on IV meds. IV meds are what needed to get the pain under control. I have a good team of doctors. Nurses can’t really say right now. My counts drop 7.7 overnight, so they have come and taken more blood for cross and type if i need blood. Let’s pray I don’t need. I have started reading again on my kindle to take my mind off my pain. Feels good getting back into reading and visiting blogs. I’m behind on my poetry for the month. I’m ready to go home, can you believe that. I’m not as bad as when i came in so that’s a good thing. But im, not 100% either. I’m starting to get tired of fighting. My body is in overload. I really don’t have much to say. Pray all is well with each and every one of you all. Blessings

Posted in 2020, God, Heart, life, Life Lessons, Listen, My Life, My Love Journey, poem, Poetic, Pray, queen, Relatonships

Bigger Picture

My heart hurts so bad right now
I done made the biggest mistake
And fallen for a man
Who only thought of me
As a chess piece
The time I needed to be strong
I fail myself
Im standing in the rain
With a broken heart
Im a Queen
In dire need
If you see me walking with
Head hanging down
Please mind your own business
Im dealing with my lost
One after another.
I need to go back to the time things
Was simpler and remember my damn
Place.
God will give it to you

And take it away.
Im dealing with my lost
And having a talk with my master
Let me do this alone.
He never left me when I had it all
And didnt know how to act.
Dealing with heartbreak when
The world going thru pandemic
It seems so trivial.
To worry about a Lil heartbreak.
When God is showing me a bigger
Pic

4.1.20

~PJ~

Hope you enjoy. I have been working on this piece for over a month. Glad to finish it for poetry month. Do let me know what y’all think. God Bless

Posted in 2019, God, knowledge, life, Word Of Wisdom

Word Of Wisdom

God’s plan for your life far exceeds this ”temporary” situation. I encourage you ”GOD is up to SOMETHING!

Good Evening, I pray all is well and the message speaks to someone’s heart/soul. God is truly good all the time. I’m in the hospital, so hoping to have a blog post about that. Bl3ss

Posted in 2019, Christian, Christianity, God, life, Lord, season, Spiritual Word Of The Day, The Word Of God/Bible, Word to the Wise (Spiritual Word Of The Day)

Word to the Wise (Spiritual Word Of Day)

READY READ:

You have entered a new season and old cycles, old patterns of lack and despair is destroyed in your life

I declare over you every old cycle is broken. Cycles of poverty, misfortune, shame, humiliation, sickness, lack, rejection, oppression, and depression. The cycle where you feel you can never get ahead, come in last, never picked for the team. Never passing the test is over! The Lord has destroyed your enemies by fire!

This is your new season, a new cycle of prosperity, health, wholeness: mind, body spirit, first and never the last, the head and not the tail, extravagant favor, joy, abundance, power, etc, etc the blessings, and the increase will never cease!

“And Moses said to the people, “Do not be afraid. Stand still, and see the salvation of the LORD, which He will accomplish for you today. For the Egyptians whom you see today, you shall see again no more forever.” Exodus‬ ‭14:13‬ ‭

“because our God is indeed a destroying fire.” Hebrews‬ ‭12:29‬ ‭. TW

Good Morning, God is truly good all the time. A new month, a new day to make things better than the day before. Pray message speaks to someone’s heart/soul. God Bless

Posted in 2019, knowledge, life, life advice

Life Advice

Stop letting people “just chill” in your life. Their PRESENCE should have a PURPOSE.

#KnowThyFriends

Good Morning, God is truly good the time. Let’s make this week better than the week before. Pray message speaks to someone heart/soul. God Bless

Posted in 2019, Heart, knowledge, life, Lord, Love, prayer

Life Advice

Today Lord put creative ideas in my HEAD, keep real love flowing in my HEART, place great opportunities in my HANDS, and set genuine people in my LIFE.

Good Morning, God is truly good all the time. I pray message speaks to someone and everyone has a good Saturday. Stay cool and if you have rain do stay dry. God Bless

Posted in 2019, family, God, life, My Life, Update

Update

Hello and Welcome to my world. If you celebrate the 4th, hope you enjoy it and be safe. Today we’re just resting. Two days ago I and my parents were in an accident. I never been in one and let’s just say my life flash before my eyes. God is good, it could’ve been worse then what it is. We didn’t hit anyone. My dad lost control. We couldn’t wake him and I and mom went in panic mode. I was the only one not buckle in. All I was thinking about he wasn’t waking up. We had to grab the wheel before we hit a house. We swerve into an open field and was just speeding. we ended jumping a ditch and almost into another one. So thankful we didn’t hit the pole. As some of you all may know I had a hip replacement a few years ago. I was worry I had did damage to it. My hip was in a lot of pain and my head and neck. My dad came around once it stops. So thankful we had help. So many people came to check on us. They saw the whole thing and somebody calls 911. They were asking if we were ok. They stayed till firetruck and ambulance and police. I rode in the ambulance. Not crazy about them, but it was a short ride. it’s weird how long you have wait be seen when you did had to wreck. So thankful my favorite guy was working. He made sure her x-ray order in and ct scan. As of right now my hip not looking so good. Everything came back good, but I’m walking funny. And was told first x-ray can miss something. I’m scared of what x-ray will say. Sickle cell appointment coming up so we shall see what going on. Other then dad seems my dad has something call syncope. When he coughs at the time he passes out. Thank God it’s not behind a wheel. So no driving for him no time soon. We hope to find out more this weekend are Monday. He did the fine day after the wreck, all of a sudden he’s doing it again and more then once. This is something new to him. We wondering if it has something to do with his new cancer meds treatment. I will keep y’all updated. Until next time. God Bless

Posted in AWARENESS, chronic illness, God, Health, Heart, June 19, knowledge, life, My Journey, My Life, Sickle Cell Anemia, Sickle Cell Awareness

World Sickle Cell Awareness Day

Today is Sickle Cell Awareness Day. I know I have mentioned it so many times on my blog and the different things I go through with dealing with this disease. Lately, all I see on Facebook is how they are getting treated. Some of yall may have never heard of the disease. Well, today is the day I explain what it is. If you want to know more keep following me on my journey and google as well. I never thought people would care about what I go through.

Whats sickle cell anemia.
It’s an awful hereditary blood disease. You can be fine one minute and the next you not. Years ago we didn’t see the age of thirty. Wow what a mighty God we serve, some may not see that age today and some are seen age all the way up to there 80s. When in crisis is turns your blood into crescent making it unbelievable to move because of oxygen not reaching that area. Normal blood cells look like doughnuts. Let’s be real for a second this is a dangerous disease it affects all your organs. Since its heredity disease. It can affect all your kids are just one or two. My parent had five of us, only two of us was diagnosed with this disease and the rest trait. They didn’t start testing babies to till the late 80s. For some many years, I was told and so many around us that sickle cell was a black disease, I believe it to join sickle cell groups on facebook. Wow, the many faces behind this evil disease showed me the truth. Since 2008 they have recognized sickle cell as a global public health priority in order to raise awareness to sickle cell. With that been said its still not much awareness. So many people still don’t know what sickle cell is. I hope by joining my journey it opens someone eyes and hearts up.

Posted in 2019, change, knowledge, life, Wisdom, Word Of Wisdom

Word of Wisdom

Life changes in the blink of an eye—We must learn to enjoy the season we’re in.

The message takes me back to when I was younger and losing my best friend a few days before our birthday. Yea never knows when your last time to let your loved ones know you love them. We got to learn to enjoy life, don’t put off to whatever reason. You may never see the next hour/day. Live your life.

Good Evening, God is truly good all the time. Pray message speaks to someone heart/soul. What a long day with a doctor appointment. Tomorrow hoping have a post about it.