Posted in 2019, fight, Heart, poem, Poetry, Strength, strong

Staying Away

I’m staying away.
I refuse to hear any bad news
My heart
Can’t seem to grip reality
I know I need to be strong
But my body won’t let me
I gotta stay away.
My heart can’t take bad news.
I’m believing you
Going to make it
Your strong woman.
You won’t give up.
I can’t see you in that bed.
So many times i
Wanted to pick up the phone
And hear your voice.
Always had some kind
Of excuse not call.
I wish I had called more.
Came around more.
I just know
You coming home soon
I’m sorry.
I didn’t do right by you.

5.7.19

~PJ~

I wrote this a few hours before got the news she passed away. Still, so hard believe she truly gone. God Bless

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Posted in 2019, Heart, knowledge, Strength, Word Of Wisdom

Word of Wisdom

Make sure your strength and value are found in your capacity to be whole, and not in your capacity to make others whole. Don’t die trying to be a keeper of everyone else’s heart but your own.

Good Afternoon, pray the message speaks to someone heart/soul. God Bless

Posted in 2019, Heart, Love, Love Journey, My Journey, My Love Journey, poem, Poetry

To be healed

I had to wait for my heart to heal.
I had to forgive myself
I had to learn to love me again
I never realize the hell you took me
Through
I couldn’t look at myself in the mirror.
I hated everything you took me through
I had to wait for my heart to heal
Boy you broke me
You destroy everything I was.
I had to learn to love me again
I had to have chat with myself
Teach myself you are worthy
I had to show myself
Who I was
That I was worthy
To be love
Boy
You showed me how strong I could be
Once reality kicked in.
I saw me returning to the strong woman
I once was.
I just had to wait
I had to learn to forgive myself
I just had to wait
To my heart heal
And I felt my worth
It was amazing
Feeling
To know my worth
To be loved
The way I loved you.
It’s an amazing feeling
To be healed

4.27.19

~PJ~Day 27. Feels good to express myself more and more after not writing for almost 2yrs. Do enjoy God Bless

Posted in 2019, Heart, Love, Love Journey, poem, Poetry, Relatonships

Faded Love

I use to love you
You use to love me
You use to make me feel so good.
Our love was unimaginable.
You use to be my heart
You use to be my everything.
Our love was for the books
Things change
We grew apart
We went our separate ways.
We use to have mad love
All we do is a fight
You use to be my man, and I was your woman.
Our love
Was one in million
Our love has faded away.
What happened to us
To make us go our sperate ways.
We use to be lovers
You were my best friend,
What happened to our love
We use to be so in love.
What happened
To our love

4.11/12/13.19

~PJ~

Day 13 a poem I started a few days ago but got bless with another poem while in church. Do enjoy and God Bless

Posted in 2019, Heart, Journey, Love, Love Journey, Relatonships

Happy Valentine Day

Today is Valentine Day. Some see this day as to share your love with your other half or someone you may be crushing. We who know we share our love for them every day just not on Feb 14.

I may be single but I’m here wish everyone a happy valentine day, pray you to continue to share love all year around. For many who have read my Love journey. I truly believe we should love ourselves first before we love another. If we can’t do that, how are we going love someone else? I love seeing the different post all over social media. Some may be just for show and some are real. One day I pray have just that.

Do you know what love is? There no greater love then God. I believe a mother love is next powerful love anykne can experience.

Posted in 2018, family, fight, Love, Mother, poem, Poetic, Poetry, Pray, Trust

A mother

What’s a mother.

I may not be one yet, but I do know

What one is because what my mother shows me every day.

Trust we may not get along all the time.

But one thing for sure she never turns her back on her kids.

A mother

Prays for you

Teach you right from wrong

Love you

Be there for you no matter how bad you mess up.

A mother you say.

Visit here and there

Isn’t what make you a mom.

Saying I love you but not

Doing what you should for them

Yea they say you carry them

But are you raising them?

Are you showing them the correct way how to be a mother?

A mother huh?

Can you remember a time

You stayed up with them through

Night.

Maybe sitting at the kitchen table trying figure out a math problem.

A mother job is never done.

Walking out on your kid/kids

Because things got rough.

You were dedicated to the streets then

Your babies.

A mother

Isn’t you.

But hey I’m a sit back and watch

Things unfold.

A mothers love is

Unbreakable.

To be one.

You need to learn love like

No other.

Fight like it’s your last breath

Take that last mile

To show them

I love you.

9/24/18

PJ

Not really finish yet. Seems to be missing something.

Posted in 2017, Christian, Christianity, God, Heart, Jesus, prayer, Spiritual, Word to the WIse, Word to the Wise (Spiritual Word Of The Day)

Word to the Wise (Spiritual Word Of Day)

Lets pray…..Father we bless you today above all else. Oh how we love You Lord, Nobody can touch our hearts like You. Our hearts cry out to God we seek Your face. Holy and righteous is our God. We dwell in the secret place of Your presence. Father we can be anywhere else but You chose this moment of Destiny for us to stand and do the things to be fulfilled which is to worship You in spirit and truth. We was created to praise and worship. So father we lift up our hands this place because You are our refuge and strongtower. We run into You and find safety, You are not our last resort, but You are our Only resort. Rain of God fall again, Glory of God fall again, Anointing of God fall again in this place. In Jesus mighty name Amen

Good Morning, I pray all is well with each and every one of you all. God is truly good all the time.

Posted in 2017, Christian, Christianity, God, Heart, Wisdom, Word Of Wisdom

Word of Wisdom

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God give us a heart of compassion instead of a mouth of criticism!!!

 

Good Morning, God is truly good all the time. I have so many things to be thankful for today. Today is my birthday, so thankful to see another day/year. Lately, I have bn scheduling my post since I haven’t been feeling my best…┬áLots of rest for me as of lately. I pray this message speak to someone soul/heart today. God Bless:)