Hello and Welcome to my world. I got out of hospital the day before the 4th. Blood count had drop 6.5, but I wanted to be home. I’m off my steroids. I had stop taking them before I was cleared. But got the lovely news while in hospital. Had good nurses and my doctor wanted to be on his P’s and Q’s. Surprise me cause I was ready to get rid of him. I’m doing better then I was…Headaches are giving me hell. But I’m pushing on each and everyday. At the moment me and bro staying at parents house, we currently having plumbing problems. I’m missing my peace and quietness. I had update doctor appointment, since been out of hospital. It went good, blood count went up tremendously:) I just wanted fill you in what’s been going on since I been quiet. As of right now I’m not feeling my best and don’t know what’s going on. I’m trying to see how long I can stay out of hospital. Please do keep me in your prayers. Many Blessing:)
Tag: prayers
Bow Your Head
Let us pray…
I come to you
With heavy heart God
Praying for the grieving mother,
The fatherless baby…
My God..
So many leaving us..
Bless and cover each and everyone reading…
I’m praying for you..
God I may not be at my best
Right now,
But you been so good to me
My heart cries out
I’m down on my knees
Praying..
Father God
I love you..
I praise you..
I cherish you..
Father God .
My soul cries out..
Thank You ..
For your everlasting love..
In Jesus Name
I pray.
Amen…
4/6/14
PJ
With so much on my mind, my heart poured out! No matter what you going through give it to him. God Bless 🙂
Living With Sickle Cell Anemia
It have been awhile since I mention my illness,to it surprise me last week and broke my spirit at same time. But I know God is all I need.It started with me getting nasty cold, which turn out be bronchitis with lil pneumonia! Im like serious on bronchitis, just went through it the month before.I couldn’t hardly move,so that was my notice to make my way to evil place! God Bless me with some good nurses and doctor while in ER! I did have a long wait, which my poor body hated, and germs spread! You would think peep would cover mouth,but nope! As you all know, im finally home since MondAy afternoon! Lets just say,my body is in for a fight of my life again. I rather not go into detail. If I refuse to take my meds, im killing myself!But come on, all meds have bad sides of them! I almost went back to hospital Tuesday, I was in so much pain! Hurt move,talk, think, cry! God gave me strength to fight without the hospital! Im still in some pain, but not as bad as early in the week! Good weather, and I cant enjoy it:( I have update doctor appointment next week, plus to get recheck on labs and xray really? Labs understabdable, but umm u sent me home saying things look better! No smart comment at the moment! Turn out I needed antiobodies, which wasn’t mention to me before you discharge me! Thinking I need a new primary doctor! Im lil lazy to do the searching right now, but dont feed me bs and then have to eat your words later 🙂 All the prayers,comments touch my heart in so many ways. I cant have transfusions, to everything is cleared. I left hospital at 7.2! Another rough journey, im praying ill make it through once again. Makes you wonder how some people become doctors when you educationing them. I did have two big idiots as doctors.
Day 4-6, Living With Sickle Cell Anemia
Hello World, thank you for prayers and comments. Meant so much to me. I had rough weekend, idiot doctor who didnt know crap. Bless with many wonderful nurses, who showed me so much compassion. My count came up and then drop. I did come home, but I shouldn’t have as today im in more pain today then before. Im trying stay strong and not move around much, it makes me hurt even more. I cant have transfusions, im back on steroids! Told my doctor I wasn’t going take them, but im doom even more if I dont. Ooo lucky me stuck with more poison to take. Idk how to deal, when my body wants best of me and im getting discouraged! I know God have last say so! Idk how much fight I have in me. I pray all is well with each and everyone of you! God Bless
Physical therapy
Week three since of Monday just pass. Yay! As you all may know for the ones who read my late post last week, of my accident! Doesn’t look like I damage anything, which I’m very thankful of! I was very worry… thank you all for the prayers. I so don’t like this season or the next. I’m more concern with my sickle cell while recoverying. Having trouble doing squats. You never realize the lil things to you can’t do them anymore. I know its temporary thing for now. I’m pushing myself every week! And trust I crash out everytime I get home. Me and bed have such good relationship during the day then night. We working on bending my knee while walking, I think in back of my mind I’m scared ima fall. I still be happy with X-ray in a month. I have truly learn lesson to not do much and even tho not crazy about walker its not the enemy, it can prevent harm while recoverying… God Blessed till next time
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Prayers
I’m praying for you
And you, yes you
And many thats dear to
My heart
so many are going through
different battles and
Feel like they alone
My heart goes out
To them
The young woman
Who just received news
Of her cancer is back
While missing her mom
And wishing she had
Her to help get her through
One more time.
To the young man
who filling in as a father and brother
To the mother who fighting to
Live so she can make it back
To her children
to the young mother whose
Trying to find a way survive
I’m praying for my blogging family whose in need of healing
God hasn’t forgotten you
My soul cries out
Thank you Lord
Thank You Lord
10/29/13
PJ
Its truly not finish, but wanted to share it with you all, I hope I get the strength to finish it soon. Do enjoy and let me know what you think! God Bless 🙂
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Surgery Day
Good Morning, early post because I know I wont be able to do it later! Today is my surgery and its at 7:30 in this morning and I have be there at 6:00! And will leaving out at 4:30! Its in another county! I have slight headache, I didn’t eat because well I couldn’t! No food or drink after midnight! I have put it all in God hands! If y’all wondering I’m having hip replacement surgery due to my sickle cell! 6-8 weeks recovery! Therapy is going whoop my butt! Lol! I’m thankful for the prayers and likes. I make sure to update once I got strength to do short post! Hope all is well! God Bless
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How could you
Not take your life serious?
How could you
Poison your body
I’m hurt you gone..
But more angry that you
Didn’t think about your son
Or your body…
I heard about your parents
Wanted you to do rehab..
I wish you hadn’t said NO,
How could you be so foolish.
You leave so many hurting and grieving…
They won’t see your beautiful smile,
Hear your voice
I pray that God keep his hands on
Your family…
God Bless there soul….
9/16/13
PJ
Dedicated to my cousin and love ones whose mourning. Its hurts when you lose a love one, hurt even more when they do stupid and foolish things. God Bless
Losing A love one
As of yesterday, I lost a family member. I know last week I mention I most someone to sickle cell. As you may know for the ones that been following me for awhile, I don’t do funerals. So I didn’t and will not go when they put my cousin in ground to say goodbye one last time. I’m heartbroken and disappointed how he left this world. Right now I’m just asking for prayers for me and my family. I pray all is well with each and everyone of you. God Bless
Update ( doctor appointment)
I’m still not feeling my best, but as of right now waiting on my blood work, so we can get things moving. My doctor appointment with primary doctor went very well to extent, I was glad to get off some medicine. And also got new poison to help me as we’ll. My headaches are getting worse, so we had to do something to help the process. I have been putting off doing update post for awhile, but with my hectic school schedule and days I’m not at my best, I wanted to share what I can. I know last year was worse then this year, the last two sickle cell episode took me back when I was younger and wouldn’t go to hospital. I haven’t had pain like that in long time, bring tears to my eyes, and no matter what they medicate me with me it wouldn’t work. I know I shared a post awhile back, I’m not been able to get transfuse, cause of warm antibiotics. I pray if it got lower then 5, they would transfuse even if it didn’t do much. Yes, I really had no reason to share post last time i was hospitalize since I know its a give or take, but I know God got me even when the doctors wanting to give me blood and I kept denied it. My blood count came up fast this time in the 8″s. I’m praying when I see my blood doctor next week it still be decent enough. I’m not going give up, I do get discourage at times, but im Bless with so many loving souls. God truly knew what he was doing when he created me , and when he place me here on WordPress to share my story. Thank you all for joining me and praying. I hope to have more share next week. God Bless 😉
No matter what you going through, never give up! Continue to fight and hold on to God hands!
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