Tag: poetry

Posted in 2015, heart, Love, My Journey, poem, Poetic, Poetry, Relatonships

Guilty

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Guilty

Everytime I think of you, its like I’m betraying my heart!
Last conversation
We was down right guilty..
I love you!
Guilty!
I need you!
Guilty
Is love supposed be so damn difficult?
Guilty Guilty Guilty…
Loving you from a far. 
Isn’t helping…
Wishing you was near…
I need you like I need my last breathe…
So Guilty?
Can you charge me for staying true to my heart?
I haven’t acted out!
But baby I’m so Guilty,
I feel it in my soul. 
I yearn for you. 
Damn..
I’m Guilty!

2/17/15

So much on my mind I had to write it and share with you all. Do enjoy, and yes it’s dedicated to my Love Journey

Posted in 2015, Heart, Love, poem, Poetic, Poetry

Not Trying….

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I’m not trying to hear it..

I just want to be free.

Not trying to hear it…

Not trying to feel it..

I’m sitting here thinking..

Why I gotta  hurt….

I’m just trying to survive…

Give me that…

Not trying to hear  it…

Not trying to feel it…

I got to much running through

my mind.

I don’t want to hear it….

So many things been  unsaid..

I do and I did…

Now I’m stuck here

with a broken heart…

Not trying to hear it..

I don’t want to feel it…

 

1/12/15

~PJ~

 

 

Another poem dedicated to my love journey….  With everything going on in my life, I have finally got my groove back to write and share. I have been on a break for a long time because I didn’t know how to put my thoughts into words. Do enjoy and let me know what you think. God Bless 🙂

 

 

 

Posted in God, heart, Love Journey, My Journey, poem, Poetic, Poetry, Relatonships

Farwell

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My heart torn…
But life goes on…
I can’t believe it…
I’m finally learning
To let you go…
My heart is broken…
I knew dis day..
Was coming…
I just wasn’t ready…
To walk away…
Deep down I feel…
So cheated…
But Hey That’s life…
I’m so torn…
Learning to let you go…
My GOD..
Ima need you…
To handle my broken
Soul….
I can’t do it alone…
I’m so torn….

1/10/15
PJ

So much bn going thru my mind/heart  Not sure if I’m done with dis piece…..I know I’ll have more to come in near future. Do enjoy…

Posted in God, Goodbye, heart, Love, Love Journey, My Journey, My Love Journey, poem, Poetic, Poetry

12/14/14

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Year almost over and got me thinking

of different conversation we had, and

ones that were never said for whatever reason.

Maybe we should’ve just left things the way it was from get go.

Maybe not, who knows?

Only GOD!

It’s been a minute since I heard your

voice, I was scrolling thru phone for

song to sleep to, and you waltz in my

thoughts, and what the different songs

mean to me.

I do miss you, but must of all I pray you

well, happy.

Time to let things go for good and I see

that more now then ever.

I hope dis reach you in good spirit,

cause I’m not sure what it doing to me.
Happy Holidays and for last time, I love

you and goodbye…

PJ
12/14/14

So many memories, it’s always good to let the past go and work on the future. Haven’t came up with a name just yet. Do enjoy n let me know what you think. GOD Bless

Posted in AWARENESS, Death, fight, Health, hear me, My Life, poem, Poetry, Sickle Cell Anemia, Sickle Cell Awareness, Thankful

My Life

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How can I speak…

when I’m only one

person…

You seem to look…

at me crazy…

Cause of the pain..

and you don’t understand…

Yes,

I’m one in a million…

So many of us or losing..

the fight…

So thankful for the one..

who fought with me..

You may not hear me…

But I know many hear me..

and join me to fight for our..

rights..

Do you hear me?

I hate to yell but hell..

my pain is that intense…

NO act..

over here..

We want Justices…

done…

We tired of been

mistreated..

some die in pain…

because of the abuse from

the one’s…

who supposed to help us..

Do that make you all happy?

see so many dying?

Technical I’m not finish with it but wanted to get it up, while I have the time and strength to share. I wanted to share it last month, since it was Sickle Cell Awareness Month. But you all know its every day for me… Do enjoy and let me know what you think.  The poem says a lot, so many sickle cell warriors have died this year. We don’t have it easy when we go to E.R/hospital. Since so many don’t know what it is or what we go through. We get sent home in pain or mistreated while been in hospital. I know you all have read a few of my post, and know I had could not so good nurses and doctors. I’m praying for cure for us.

Posted in 2014, heart, Love, Love Journey, My Journey, poem, Poetic, Poetry

Feelings

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I’m missing your touch…
I’m missing your love..
I loved the way you made..
Me feel…
My heart
Was at peace…
Trip down memory lane..
Got me yearning for you…
I’m missing the past…
Our present situation. .
Is heartbreaking. .
It’s like
Why did we stop caring. 
My heart use to be near..
Yours..
I use to sense your pain…
Missing you..
Loving you..
Gone so wrong..
Honey baby
Where have you been?
My heart..
Missing love. ..
I miss feeling what we..
Had..
Missing the feelings,
Not you…
9/6/14

Dedicated to Love Journey, not sure on title. Do let me know what you think, enjoy

Posted in 2014, heart, Love, Love Journey, My Journey, poem, Poetic, Poetry, Woman

Broken..

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You broke me….

even when I felt..

like loving you ..

was a waste…

of time.

I’m a broken woman..

on a mission..

to erase you…

out my heart…

I’m running away…

from my feelings…

When I should be ..

putting them in a box…

and digging a hole…

to place them in…

You broke me…

You destroyed me…

I’m tired of been ..

punish for loving..

a fool…

If anyone every said..

love was easy…

It’s a lie…

I’m a broken …

woman..

Whose heart been..

tumbling over….

I just want to erase…

the memories of..

Me and You…

 

7/31/14

~PJ~

 

Do enjoy and let me know what you all think, its dedicated to my love journey. God Bless 🙂

Posted in 2014, My Journey, My Love Journey, poem, Poetic, Poetry

Only You….

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You make me happy….

You make me sad….

I don’t know how to express myself…

I’m torn….

You make me happy…

You make me sad….

Why do I feel so

confuse?

I’m trying to reach my point &

and make myself happy…

You make me happy…

You make me sad…

I can’t deal with your moods…

You either loving me,

are you hating me…

I can’t deal…

I want your love…

all year around…

You make me happy…

You make me sad…

I don’t know how to explain my heart…

I do know you a confuse man…

and think I’ll be here forever…

Some may say

Only I can make myself happy…

I would think loving..

someone you choose ..

will do the same…

When I’m away..

I’m happy…

When I’m near…

I’m torn..

Your moods are pushing

me away…

You make me happy…

You make me sad…

I may myself happy…

I can spread my wings & fly…

You make me..

Incomplete..

I’m complete when I’m away…

from you…

You gotta be remove outta

equation…

7/31/14

~PJ~

 

 

I actually wrote dis one while I was sick and before getting put in hospital. Some things needed to be shared, so do enjoy and let me know what you all think. God Bless 🙂

Posted in 2014, Faith, God, My Journey, poem, Poetic, Poetry, Spiritual, Strength, Thankful

Only God

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Nobody but God
Brought me out…
God
I want to take time..
To thank you..
For your everlasting…
Love…
My God…
Is awesome God….
So many times…
I wanted to walk away…
And throw my hands up…
When things got hectic…
Nobody…
But God…
Kept me sane..
Putting the right people…
In my life..
Telling me not to
Lose FAITH…
Don’t Let The Devil
Steal your Joy…
Thank you Lord..
For not giving upon me…
I’m so thankful…
Of your love…
7/18/14
PJ

Enjoy and God Bless

Posted in 2014, Children, Death, God, poem, Poetic, Poetry

Bless the Little Children

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So many dying left and right….

So many are been abused…

by the one’s whose supposed to

love & protect…

My heart cry’s out for the

CHILDREN..

Bless the little Children

Bless the one’s

who have lost the fight….

Dear God..

Why such hate…

for our children…

I’m sick and tired of reading

and hearing abuse

done to our future….

What’s really going on?

My God

My God

I’m tired of such hate and pain

Bless the little Children..

2/2/14

PJ

I wrote the poem a few months ago, and wasn’t satisfied with it, but I had and was ready to share. I’m tired of hearing little one’s dye, we got to be more careful… Do let me know what you all think and God Bless:)

I may still tweek it some, so bare with me