Posted in 2019, Christian, Christianity, God, hear me, Jesus, Lord, poem, Poetry, Pray, prayer

Dear God

Let me bow my head and
Pray to my heavenly father.
God I need you
I’m not asking for myself
Dear Lord
Can you Look over my loved ones
Watch them throughout day/night
But God
Right now
I’m asking can you
Please watch over my Godma
As they operate.
You know the rest
Lord, I thank you.
Thru good and bad
Down on my knees
Crying out for your mercy.
God
Do cover everyone that’s in need
My God
Nobody but you
Can heal and touch them.
My God
Is able.

Amen

4.26.19

~PJ~
Day 26. Today was suppose be good day spend time with my bro see the Endgame. The call I receive today shook me. I’m still waiting to hear the report. I have been calling on and off today. I know God got the last so. Pray message/prayer speaks to someone heart. God Bless

Posted in 2019, Heart, Love Journey, poem, Poetry, Relatonships

Give My Heart Back

Can I have my heart back
You done abused it enough
There nothing more for you
I’m just asking for you return my heart
I can’t keep going on like this.
Feel like I’m dying a little every day
Just give me what I want
We don’t have cross pass anymore
I want my heart
NOW
Not later but
NOW
Just give me
My Heart
And disappear.
We ain’t got to act like we.
Know each other.
Just Give me what’s mine

4.25.19

~PJ~
Day 25. Something that been on my heart and mind for a while. So felt good to release my thoughts and finish it. Month almost over. Do Enjoy

Posted in 2011, God, Heart, Love, My Journey, poem, Poetry, Spiritual

My Song

I lay in bed with purpose

Beating in my heart.

I knew then and there

The love of my life

Was in the room with me

Holding me in his arms

You knew I would need you

Before you created me

My struggles or nothing

Iโ€™m giving them to you

Iโ€™m standing here with my arms

Lifted to you

God Almighty

I need you now

I can look back over

The years and see when

You carry me when I gave up

And died

You breathe life back in me

Thatโ€™s when I realize I had a purpose

12/1/11

PoeticJourney

Day 23. If you wondering about the title, you’ll see the title more then once. Its actual song titles that spoke to me, and I use them to write my heart. Do enjoy and God Bless ๐Ÿ™‚

It’s a repost, that means a lot to me to this day. No matter what you going through. You have a purpose. Do enjoy.

Posted in 2019, Heart, Love, Love Journey, memories, My Love Journey, past, poem, Poetry, Relatonships

Trying Love You

When you going to see me for me
And not no one else.
I’m not them
I’m trying to love you
Baby
When you going to see me for me
Right now you breaking my heart
You see your past
And not your future
I can’t keep taking hits like this
Boy
When you going to see me for me
I’m here love you
I’m not trying to use you
I’m just trying to be the one for you
I’m trying to heal and love you
But all you do is shut me down
I can’t keep taking hits like this
My heart is breaking
I didny think loving you
Would be so much work
I’m just trying to love you

4.23.19

~PJ~

Day 23. I can’t even give you a story in the poem. Guess taking trips down memory lane really woke something in me write. Enjoy! God Bless

Posted in 2019, chronic illness, fight, Health, My Journey, My Life, poem, Poetry, Sickle Cell Anemia

Join My Fight

Trying to make you mine
Want you on my team
I need justices
Are you going to help me
I’m trying to live my life
But nobody seems to want
Help me
We need justices
The systems not for us
All I’m doing is, trying to live my life
So my question
Are you going to help me
Too many dying at home
Cause we not been treated right
When we come in
I need you on my team
I want to live.
You my choice
Please don’t let me down
I want to live
I heard you the one
That fight for us
I want to live
Can you be on my team

4.19.19

~PJ~
Day 22. It’s been a while since I did update on some of the stuff we, meaning other sickle cell patients go thru. It breaks my heart, read some of the treatment others get. Since changing my diet, my treatment has changed. It has got better, but at times I worry if I get the proper care I need when I go into E.R. anywho another story for a separate post. Just in case you wondering this poem goes with my life.

Posted in 2019, God, poem, Poetry, Resurrection

Resurrection

So you heard he died
Did you hear how they beat him
My God
Sacrifice his life for my sins
Your sin
I’m so thankful
He’s Risen
Yes,
He’s not dead
I said he’s Risen

4.21.19

~PJ~

Day 21. God, not dead. Hope everyone enjoys their day. Remember his reason. God Bless

Posted in 2017, emotions, Heart, Love, Love Journey, My Journey, My Love Journey, past, poem, Poetry, Relatonships

The Past

I don’t want a reason to feel…
I’m tired of going back and forth
About you.
With my heart.
I just don’t want to think about you at all
I want you to stay in my past.
Why why
Am I still thinking about you in my present?
I don’t want to think about you.
I don’t want to feel anything
When you come to mind.
I want you to stay in my past
Where all my mistakes live

12.8.17

~PJ~
Day 20. A blast from the past when came across the poem. Was just telling my friend its good see where I was back then. Seem come a long way. Do enjoy.

Posted in 2019, joy, memories, nature, poem, Poetry

Honeysuckles

Brings me back to my childhood.
Grabbing them off the ground
The trees.
Picking them up off the side of the road
Just to get a sweet taste from the bud
Honeysuckles
Do you remember them growing up?
Been able to share the memories
With the babes.
Watching my lil lady sit on
Trampoline sucking on them
Made my heart jump for joy
To share my memories with her
And for her to enjoy it.
Honeysuckles

4.18.19

~PJ~

Day 18. Lil lady took pic of the honeysuckles. Do enjoy

Posted in 2019, chronic illness, God, My Journey, My Life, poem, Poetry, Pray, Sickle Cell Anemia, Sickle Cell Awareness

Let Me Go

Let me Go
I just want to be free
To get some rest.
To just live my life
I’m tired of hurting.
I’m tired of the pain
Waking me up in
The middle of the night
Making it hard to move
I’m Praying to God
And hoping
I’m not going into crisis.
I don’t have time to be
Down in my body
Just let me be.
I got things to do.
Weather doing its thing
Bringing me down
All I want to be is free

4.17.19

~PJ~

Day 17. Living with sickle cell is no joke. I haven’t been feeling my best lately and wanted to share a poem dedicated to my illness. Enjoy and God Bless

Posted in 2019, Heart, Love, poem, Poetry

Morning Love

Morning love
The way to my heart
Warming me from head to toe
Even from inside out
Don’t speak
Till I had me a cup of joe
Morning love
Smells so good
Smelling the spices as you create
Such magic
Morning Love
In the pot
Do you hear it brewing?
Drip Drip
Not strong or mild but just right
The bold taste of Colombian bean
Spreading throughout the house
You know the way to my heart
Don’t speak
Let me enjoy my cup of joe
Now you may begin
Good Morning
4.16.19

~PJ~
Day 16. Nothing like a cup of Joe in The morning.