Posted in 2013, Love, Love Journey, My Journey, poem, Poetry, Prayers

Reality

I done cried my last cry
I often wonder how often you think of me
Do i cross your mind Anytime?
I’m having my shoulda, coulda, woulda moment
But i’m taking  u turn
Back at one
And seen just how much i wasn’t appreciated
I shoulda protected my heart ,
I woulda be the one for you,
I coulda been your backbone when you was down and out
I cant take this craziness
Im torn because every time i thought i was through door
Im slap with the reality
That love have no chance here
I had that crazy love
And all i wanted was you to Let me Love you
The way you deserved
I use Find Myself In You
The way you made me feel
Every time you call you brought joy to me
You used to be my number one man
Where did we go wrong?

8/31/13
PJ

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Dedicated to love journey! So do enjoy and let me know what you all think.

Not sure if title just yet! So do bare with me! Also believe its not quite done!

I love me some Brian Mcknight, and so do the other person who inspired me to write the finally chapter of us.. some things just can’t be left unsaid, my heart wouldn’t let me. To move on with the new person, I need to let my past be done and to close the chapter for good. I’m pretty sure I got more poems to add, but this is the ending of something that wasn’t meant to be, and move on to something and someone amazing.

Posted in Death, family, Prayers

Losing A love one

As of yesterday, I lost a family member. I know last week I mention I most someone to sickle cell. As you may know for the ones that been following me for awhile, I don’t do funerals. So I didn’t and will not go when they put my cousin in ground to say goodbye one last time. I’m heartbroken and disappointed how he left this world. Right now I’m just asking for prayers for me and my family. I pray all is well with each and everyone of you. God Bless

Posted in God, Health, My Journey, Prayers, Sickle Cell Anemia, Thankful, Update

Update (Good Report)

Good Morning, I pray everyone is having a Bless Day. I got the call yesterday that I been waiting for. My labs came back good from last Thursday. I’m so happy and not surprise, because i already know. I love how God works things out for me. I have to stay on the meds for twenty more days before I can actually stop taking, not happy about that, but happy the doses drop. My headaches have got worse since taking the meds. Once I’m off, I can start getting ready and plan for my surgery. Hopefully end of the month are beginning of next month. I do have another doctor appointment tomorrow, with blood doctor. Praying that one goes well as well. I want to hear your blood count is high 7 or 8! Okay maybe not 8, but I can hope right? Well wanted to share that little news with you all. God is good and able all the time. God Bless 🙂

So thankful for all the prayers from each and everyone of you. Many Blessings

Posted in 2013, Children, Death, God, poem, Poetry, Prayers

What the World Coming to..

thumbnailCAQGAS54So many of our children

dying young and growing

up parent less

So many not believing in GOD

but is allowed to see another day

What the World Coming to

So many struggling on the

right road

but not enough running  to take

heed to his WORD

What the World Coming to

We have to start fighting for

whats important

We have forgotten to love

so much damnation around us

Why can’t we

Just Pray for peace

and stop the hate

for once.

7/13/13

~PJ~

Actually wrote this yesterday morning, it was on my mind heavy, and to see all the emotions that came through, i had to share it with you all. Do enjoy! God Bless 🙂

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Posted in Lord, Prayers, Spiritual, Wisdom, Word to the Wise (Spiritual Word Of The Day)

Word to the Wise (Spiritual Word of The Day)

734370_583160355031113_2099077309_nOld Repeated Cycles are being destroyed NOW–I am Praying for you. Substance Abuse is being destroyed NOW. Prescription Drug Abuse is being destroyed by the Fire of the Lord NOW–I am Praying for you. ‎#Prayer&Traviling is going forth NOW. ‎#POWER ‎#DELIVERANCE

*Nobody but God can do it, so give it to him, no matter your situation….

Good Evening, I pray all is well with each and every one of you, I’m so late with my post, or either I’m skipping a day due to the fact some days I just don’t feel good and don’t feel like doing nothing but lying around and trying to catch up with my studies. Hint: I wish someone had warn me I wouldn’t like Healthmangement before I agreed to it, but my teacher is kind and working with me. I was beginning to panic. But I believe I’m over thinking the class pretty much. Now my criminal class, I’m so in love with it 🙂 Anyways that’s besides the point. I have to the 16, before I have doctor appointment and I’m debating with myself if im going to make it.. Meaning reschedule are going see my Primary doctor before hand, nothing is agreeing with me, and I’m gaining weight and losing it as quick, I’m not complaining 🙂 My friend mom is still in the hospital, so please keep them in your prayers, she just recently hand transfusion because her blood count is low, I’m so behind with filling you all in on everything. But hey God is still God, and his Good all the time. I pray all is well with each and every one of you all and this message speak to someone. Many Blessings 🙂

Posted in Prayers, Spiritual, The Word Of God/Bible, Wisdom, Word to the Wise (Spiritual Word Of The Day)

Word to the Wise (Spiritual Word Of The Day)

thumbnailMy prayer for You Today is:Beloved, I wish ABOVE All things that you would Prosper, Be in good health even as your soul Prospers. 3 John 2. #YourTurn

 

 

 

Good Evening, I pray everyone had a lovely Tuesday! Not feeling my best, but not going to complain, could be worser. What a beautiful prayer, to share with you all. I hope it speaks to someone heart tonight/today. God Bless 🙂

Posted in 2013, God, Jesus, My Journey, poem, Poetry, Prayers

Prayers

thumbnailprayerLets bow our heads and pray…

I never thought my life was more difficult than anyone else.

I’m touch by so many kind and loving souls who prays/prayed for me.

Even for nurses who fighting difficult illness as well.

My God Is Good…

If you Believe..

then lets pray..

My heart goes out to a young woman

whose fighting to hold on while battling demons..

My heart goes out to her mother

whose Just had a stroke and fighting to overcome.

My heart goes out to all of you whose reading this prayer

and struggling right now.

God got your situation taking care of already…

As I end this prayers.

I like to take the time and thank you all for joining

my Journey and been a Blessing to my life..

May God continue to Bless you all..

In Jesus Name..

~Amen~

4/28/13

~PJ~

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Posted in AWARENESS, family, God, Health, My Journey, Prayers, Sickle Cell Anemia, Update

Happy Holidays

I came home just in time for Christmas! Christmas Eve was my release date to spend with the love ones. The babies open there gifts lastnight and I’m so thankful for all the prayers and comments as we’ll.  I would have posted more but I was doing a lot of resting and making sure not to stress.  My blood is good! 🙂 I have doctor appointment in two weeks basically check up! I’m not happy about my Sickle Cell doctor appointment which has been puss back to March! Actually had call them before I went to ER! I do another post little later! Merry Christmas and God Bless:)