Reality

I done cried my last cry
I often wonder how often you think of me
Do i cross your mind Anytime?
I’m having my shoulda, coulda, woulda moment
But i’m taking  u turn
Back at one
And seen just how much i wasn’t appreciated
I shoulda protected my heart ,
I woulda be the one for you,
I coulda been your backbone when you was down and out
I cant take this craziness
Im torn because every time i thought i was through door
Im slap with the reality
That love have no chance here
I had that crazy love
And all i wanted was you to Let me Love you
The way you deserved
I use Find Myself In You
The way you made me feel
Every time you call you brought joy to me
You used to be my number one man
Where did we go wrong?

8/31/13
PJ

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Dedicated to love journey! So do enjoy and let me know what you all think.

Not sure if title just yet! So do bare with me! Also believe its not quite done!

I love me some Brian Mcknight, and so do the other person who inspired me to write the finally chapter of us.. some things just can’t be left unsaid, my heart wouldn’t let me. To move on with the new person, I need to let my past be done and to close the chapter for good. I’m pretty sure I got more poems to add, but this is the ending of something that wasn’t meant to be, and move on to something and someone amazing.

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10 Comments

  1. Moving on is the most difficult thing ever but my past was truly a lesson to wait on God for his best. Letting go of the past to embrace the future, God’s plan and man for me was like moving a mountain physically. I forgave those who hurt me but I’m still in the process of forgiving myself which is affecting my future. I’m working with God on this healing process and I’ll share with you my task on my retreat. I hope you get healed quickly so you don’t lose out on the sweet things God has planned. It will be all right. God has created you for his pleasure and in time he’d put you in the hands of a capable man. God bless you.

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    1. Yes, its very difficult, but once you release from what’s hurting and holding you from your Blessings! Its a beautiful thing 🙂 Thank you for your kind words! You always bless me with wisdom! God Bless 🙂

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  2. Beautifully expressed, PJ, and the right one will come in God’s own timing…moving on isn’t easy, but it’s the only way. I hope you’re doing okay, my friend…hugs and blessings..

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