Posted in 2019, Heart, Love, Love Journey, My Journey, My Love Journey, poem, Poetry

To be healed

I had to wait for my heart to heal.
I had to forgive myself
I had to learn to love me again
I never realize the hell you took me
Through
I couldn’t look at myself in the mirror.
I hated everything you took me through
I had to wait for my heart to heal
Boy you broke me
You destroy everything I was.
I had to learn to love me again
I had to have chat with myself
Teach myself you are worthy
I had to show myself
Who I was
That I was worthy
To be love
Boy
You showed me how strong I could be
Once reality kicked in.
I saw me returning to the strong woman
I once was.
I just had to wait
I had to learn to forgive myself
I just had to wait
To my heart heal
And I felt my worth
It was amazing
Feeling
To know my worth
To be loved
The way I loved you.
It’s an amazing feeling
To be healed

4.27.19

~PJ~Day 27. Feels good to express myself more and more after not writing for almost 2yrs. Do enjoy God Bless

Posted in 2019, Heart, Love Journey, poem, Poetry, Relatonships

Give My Heart Back

Can I have my heart back
You done abused it enough
There nothing more for you
I’m just asking for you return my heart
I can’t keep going on like this.
Feel like I’m dying a little every day
Just give me what I want
We don’t have cross pass anymore
I want my heart
NOW
Not later but
NOW
Just give me
My Heart
And disappear.
We ain’t got to act like we.
Know each other.
Just Give me what’s mine

4.25.19

~PJ~
Day 25. Something that been on my heart and mind for a while. So felt good to release my thoughts and finish it. Month almost over. Do Enjoy

Posted in 2011, God, Heart, Love, My Journey, poem, Poetry, Spiritual

My Song

I lay in bed with purpose

Beating in my heart.

I knew then and there

The love of my life

Was in the room with me

Holding me in his arms

You knew I would need you

Before you created me

My struggles or nothing

Iโ€™m giving them to you

Iโ€™m standing here with my arms

Lifted to you

God Almighty

I need you now

I can look back over

The years and see when

You carry me when I gave up

And died

You breathe life back in me

Thatโ€™s when I realize I had a purpose

12/1/11

PoeticJourney

Day 23. If you wondering about the title, you’ll see the title more then once. Its actual song titles that spoke to me, and I use them to write my heart. Do enjoy and God Bless ๐Ÿ™‚

It’s a repost, that means a lot to me to this day. No matter what you going through. You have a purpose. Do enjoy.

Posted in 2019, Heart, Love, Love Journey, memories, My Love Journey, past, poem, Poetry, Relatonships

Trying Love You

When you going to see me for me
And not no one else.
I’m not them
I’m trying to love you
Baby
When you going to see me for me
Right now you breaking my heart
You see your past
And not your future
I can’t keep taking hits like this
Boy
When you going to see me for me
I’m here love you
I’m not trying to use you
I’m just trying to be the one for you
I’m trying to heal and love you
But all you do is shut me down
I can’t keep taking hits like this
My heart is breaking
I didny think loving you
Would be so much work
I’m just trying to love you

4.23.19

~PJ~

Day 23. I can’t even give you a story in the poem. Guess taking trips down memory lane really woke something in me write. Enjoy! God Bless

Posted in 2017, emotions, Heart, Love, Love Journey, My Journey, My Love Journey, past, poem, Poetry, Relatonships

The Past

I don’t want a reason to feel…
I’m tired of going back and forth
About you.
With my heart.
I just don’t want to think about you at all
I want you to stay in my past.
Why why
Am I still thinking about you in my present?
I don’t want to think about you.
I don’t want to feel anything
When you come to mind.
I want you to stay in my past
Where all my mistakes live

12.8.17

~PJ~
Day 20. A blast from the past when came across the poem. Was just telling my friend its good see where I was back then. Seem come a long way. Do enjoy.

Posted in 2019, Heart, Love, poem, Poetry

Morning Love

Morning love
The way to my heart
Warming me from head to toe
Even from inside out
Don’t speak
Till I had me a cup of joe
Morning love
Smells so good
Smelling the spices as you create
Such magic
Morning Love
In the pot
Do you hear it brewing?
Drip Drip
Not strong or mild but just right
The bold taste of Colombian bean
Spreading throughout the house
You know the way to my heart
Don’t speak
Let me enjoy my cup of joe
Now you may begin
Good Morning
4.16.19

~PJ~
Day 16. Nothing like a cup of Joe in The morning.

Posted in 2019, growth, Heart, Journey, Love, Love Journey, poem, Poetry, Relatonships

Happy Anniversary

Happy anniversary

Time to celebrate yall love

Time to celebrate yall journey.

The way shows young folks.

What marriage all about.

Happy Anniversary

Today is your day

Let’s show the world

What vows all about

Time to celebrate

Yall love

Happy Anniversary

Yall love is for a lifetime

Thru the ups and down.

Time Celebrate true love.

Happy Anniversary

4.15.19

~PJ~

Day 15, a poem dedicated to my parents. They have been married for 37 years. Do enjoy and God Bless

Posted in 2019, Heart, Love, Love Journey, poem, Poetry, Relatonships

Faded Love

I use to love you
You use to love me
You use to make me feel so good.
Our love was unimaginable.
You use to be my heart
You use to be my everything.
Our love was for the books
Things change
We grew apart
We went our separate ways.
We use to have mad love
All we do is a fight
You use to be my man, and I was your woman.
Our love
Was one in million
Our love has faded away.
What happened to us
To make us go our sperate ways.
We use to be lovers
You were my best friend,
What happened to our love
We use to be so in love.
What happened
To our love

4.11/12/13.19

~PJ~

Day 13 a poem I started a few days ago but got bless with another poem while in church. Do enjoy and God Bless

Posted in 2019, Heart, Love, Love Journey, love thought, My Love Journey, My Love Journey Thought, Relatonships

Love Thought

Are we really basing love from romantic novels? I love to read them, don’t get me wrong. But let’s talk reality love is work. I feel that the problem for most people now a day. Marriage ain’t lasting because we ready to throw in the towel and walk away. We not fighting for our relationships. Are we really becoming statistics on marriages failing in today society? One day I love you and next, I hate you. Love is amazing, beautiful even. But if you not loving yourself you missing out on so much. Sometimes reality need sink in and open our eyes and heart.

So many things to consider and wonder while on this love journey of mine. I can’t be the only one that thinks this way. What comes to Y’all mind?

Posted in 2019, Heart, Love, Love Journey, My Journey, My Love Journey, Relatonships

My Love Journey P.2

I did a post earlier for my Love Journey and shared a song about How can we Mend Broken Heart. Funny thing, I may change sides along my journey because Iโ€™m learning new things about myself every day. And hey Iโ€™m a psychology major, so give me a break. Lol

Can we truly mend a broken heart? I mean really mend it? Will it always be whole or do we actually have to work at it long as we discover who they truly or. I have many poems that will make you wonder and many quotes and question that will be like umm maybe she got a point or you might be just as confused as I am. Hell, I donโ€™t know.

  • One of my favorite statements came from my cousin a few months ago . How true could it possibly be? It takes a strong woman to love a torn man, but a stronger man to love a scorned woman; two strong-minded people can’t be together, because they will always be bumping heads. When you find the person who is weak in the areas where you are strong, strong in the area where you are weak, then thatโ€™s compatibility! This makes it a stronger relationship.

This lovely status caught my attention. Makes me wonder how true it could be. I done met a few men in my life that was either torn or broken whatever you want to call it. Maybe I was meant to heal him for another woman to deserve him. Maybe I was meant to get as close as I did with the next one, but not really have him as mine. I wish I had known that before I fell in love with him. The last one I didn’t give a chance because my heart was trying to come to the grip of losing the last one, that held my heart so tight, that made it so hard to walk away. So the next time one walks in my life I’m prepared, how about you? What’s y’all thoughts?