On dis journey I have come across loving a man that was so broken that it took all of me to get his armour down. I have come to understand some or just for a season to heal so we can learn a lesson or two. I’m not going lie I made the mistake and fell a few times and got burn. I also have learn that some are out to use what you have to give. My Journey with love has been very bumpy.
To say goodbye….
Its heartbreaking…
To hear you have lost…
The will to fight…
You have refuse to even…
Try…
I hear they are bringing in reinforcers
as last resort….
To hear you lose…
Who you use to be…
Breaks my mother’s…
Heart. .
Preparing…
To not have you here…
Anymore is heartbreaking….
You was the woman to keep the…
Family together….
Today…
We got the call…
You coded…
The burden became too much. .
My God….
I thought you would be here …
A little longer….
Me and my mom…
Was just talking…
About you and how the old you
we thought returned…
But God needed you more…
Preparing is no more…
Death is all around me…
2/18,21/16
~PJ~
I bn working on dis poem for a few days. I didn’t know how to finish it and I honestly thought I had plenty time to finish it before she pass. No matter how often you think you may have more time with a love one. You need to let them know how you feel. Tomorrow isn’t promise to anyone, no even a second, minute. Tonight I find out I lost a family member as well. So the poem hits me even harder then before
Has been just that over the years. I have learn so much from my mistakes, the joys, pain, even the mishaps ( such as not seen what I had right in front of me before it was too late)..
Im in my darn feelings…
But it’s time for me to come
To my freaking sense..
bump the past…
On to the next…
The past is the past for a reason….
I’m thanking God the year is almost
Over…
To be able to leave my mishaps and
Heartbreak in 2015.
Seems like a good idea,
But I know it’s going to haunt
Me and in the following year.
I just pray I’m strong to not go
Back…..
I messed up.
I got carry away once I slipped
Into my freaking feelings ..
My heart
12/12/15
~PJ~
I have bn writing, just havent had the time to post due to health and holidays, do hope you all enjoy. dedicated to my love journey do enjoy. God bless;)
Im in my darn feelings…
But it’s time for me to come
To my freaking sense..
bump the past…
On to the next…
The past is the past for a reason….
I’m thanking God the year is almost
Over…
To be able to leave my mishaps and
Heartbreak in 2015.
Seems like a good idea,
But I know it’s going to haunt
Me and in the following year.
I just pray I’m strong to not go
Back…..
I messed up.
I got carry away once I slipped
Into my freaking feelings ..
My heart
12/12/15
I have bn writing, just havent had the time to post due to health and holidays, do hope you all enjoy. dedicated to my love journey do enjoy. God bless;)
Welcome to my world, I know it bn awhile since I wrote or had the courage to type. I have bn going thru a lot with my illness and dealing with idiot doctors I’m glad it’s finally finna be some warm weather we’re I’m at. I’m having more trouble with my shoulder so I have voice or either wait to I’m feeling upto typing. I also bn thinking what to do about my blog since I have bn abandoning it lately. I supposed I could do a post just talking to you all once a week about my week about what’s going on with me on my side of the world. I pray everyone had a good valentines day with there loves. I don’t do valentines, I see that as a every day thing, not just one time thing. But hey that’s just me. As I mention early in post about idiot doctors, seem to be having trouble when I go to er . I have do farther off, and that’s foolishness to me. Last weekend I suffer to Tuesday. Honestly I didn’t have the strength to temp move and be bother with people. I tend to have attitude when I’m hurting. Some say mean as a snake. I was glad know my counts went up a little after starting my meds I hate. I had went see sickle cell doctor back in December and they up my hydrea that I help, supposed help less my crisis but also makes me throw up and not want to drink water. I have to drink water, that’s a must for me. I was throwing up blood and I had stop it and go back to the other one till I see doc next week. Ill end post till Wednesday, hope all is well with each and everyone of you all. God Bless
Happy Birthday…
Let’s make this day…
As unbelievable as..
You…
I love the way you..
love…
The way you show..
Me love is magical..
To the young man..
Who have the other..
Half of my heart…
My prince…
Is turning the Big 6..
My little Iron Man..
Ninja Turtle.
Kungfu fighter..
I pray you enjoy your.
Day.
2/2/16
Much love
Nephew
A.K.A
Redman
I actually wrote it yesterday but since i haven’t bn feeling my best. I didn’t get chance type and upload. Enjoy
YOU HAVE A CHOICE:
HEAVEN OR HELL
But the cowardly, the unbelieving, the corrupt, murders, the immortal those who practice witchcraft, idol worshipers and ALL Liars will have their place in the fiery lake of burning fire and sulfur. This is the second death. Revelation 21:8
Good Morning, I pray all is well with each and everyone else… I pray message speak 2 someone soul/heart. God Bless
Lord of the BREAKTHROUGH, You are the Lord of the BREAKTHROUGH and we Worship YOU…We lift our hands, we lift our HEARTS…Hallelujah!!! #TwentySixteen #YearOfRefreshing
Good Evening, I pray all is well with each and everyone of you all. Got bless with message and wanted share it with you all… pray it speak 2 someone heart and soul. God Bless
devil get up off of me..
you cant have me…
My soul belongs to God…
Set me free..
Get up off of me..
I seem to have slip back…
in some of my old ways..
God I need you…
Can you hear me?
Devil get up off of me…
You can’t have me..
My God done died for me…
My soul belongs to him and only him..
Set me free…
Get up off me…
I’m down on my knees..
crying out for his mercy…
I just want to be free…
I started to work on dis poem a few years ago, but never had the chance to finish it. But with everything that’s going on around the world and some of the things I bn dealing with. I got encourage and inspired to finish it. I hope it speaks to someone soul/heart. God Bless
Poets Afterthought 