Author: poeticjourney

I blog for many reasons, the love of writing, to inspire and touch someone life. No matter what I'm going through in my life. It's a get away when my SC becomes to much for me to handle. I love to get carry away in MY WORLD! I'm on a JOURNEY to discover myself. God Bless! :)
Posted in 2015, Health, Update

UPDATE

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Hey All,

I know its been awhile since I posted. I hope all is well with each and everyone of you all. I have been in and out of hospital since last post. I have been writing poetry and starting some post and just stop them. I just haven’t had the energy to post and share with you all. I have been reading ya’ll work. I don’t like or comment all the time. I do miss each and everyone of you all. I’m not here to complain. I’m just here to check in. I was hoping to share a piece with you all but seem to have left my handy dandy notebook at home. I knew I was forgetting something once I step out the door dis morning. I should never leave home without my journal. I still try and write in my phone memo. But I love to write in a notebook/journal as much as possible. So I can have something to go back to as well. I have so many poems I haven’t even finish yet, that haven’t even made it to phone or even a pc or tablet. We seem to let technology take over, but we got to remember where we started when it come to writing. I love to see my thoughts on paper.. All my mistakes, my mark outs..  I have such a busy month, and worry about overdoing it. I have surprise bridal shower Friday coming up and I’m not feeling my best. Next weekend is the wedding reception and I have poem I’m going to read, and super excited about. And for the one’s that been with me from the beginning and know I’m a PK I have a few church events as well. My best friend from middle school is back in town since June and we been spending a lot of time together before she leaves next month for Cali. Fall has come and yes, I have a love and hate relationship with it.. OMG… right now here its beautiful, not to cold or to hot, its just right. First Friday in dis month I paid for the weather change on me and I was in for a few days. Shortest visit for me and must admit I was so excited to get out. I have been on the go a lot lately, trying to enjoy life.. I know a recent post I mention about was I truly living? and the answer was no.. I’m not talking about been crazy, I’m talking about stop making excuses due to my illness.  Right now with the weather going back and far… I’ll be marry to my home once more, just the way it should be :)…  Anyways going to end post here, I know I’m everywhere with dis post..

Thank for all the prayers, comments, likes, and joining my journey. I hope to be more active real soon. God Bless 🙂

Posted in 2015, AWARENESS, fight, Health, My Journey, Sickle Cell Anemia, Sickle Cell Awareness, Thoughts!!!!

Living With Sickle Cell…

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Am I really living? Came to conclusion Im not. I have stop doing the things I love. I have stop moving to my frustration to be better. I realize its time get out my comfort zone! Enough is enough. If we dont live now , we wont
be able live later 

Just wanted share some thoughts that bn on my mind lately. Stop letting stuff hold you down. Release anchor from your life and live.

Dis my month shine: Sickle CELL AWARENESS MONTH.  . I have bn in out hospital for about a month.. .Till next time do stay bless;)

Posted in Bless, family, God, heart, Journey, Love, Love Journey, My Journey, My Love Journey, poem, Poetic, Poetry

Left a mark……

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My heart beating to so many beats.. 
You got me confused  & I
Cant take it…
I’m grown now..  so the
Past will never repeat…
Ill always have feelings for you..
But you seem be the same
From my past…

We not young anymore..
So if you trying to play
Me..
Please walk away now
And let me be..
I never thought I catch
Feelings for you. 
Never imagine I’ll keep
Thinking of you..

I felt so hurt when I heard
You had a little one…
Thats when I knew I didnt
Mean anything to you  
Its cool. 
I’m over it..
Some days it still hurt,
But not as much as before..
Now you have another blessing..
I always knew you be a
Perfect father.. 
I saw so much in you..
Years ago…

You seem to take my breath a way…
Your smile is so amazing…
Your heart..
One of a kind, but already
Full with your family. 
Boy you got a piece of me. 
I hate it cause every time you
Walk in….
I knew my heart will be broken..
Why can’t you see. 
I’m one of a kind?
O well..
In due time..
Ill stop caring for you. 

Thank God…
For blessing me….
See the real you..
Thank God…
I have strength to walk away…
Before you do me harm   

9/10/15

PJ
I have started writing again. Actually wrote it while in hospital..I usually like to think and let stuff sit on my mind and heart for awhile.  Dedicated to my love journey  do enjoy.. let me know what you think.. God Bless:)

Will change title, still thinking on it:)

Posted in God, Health, My Journey, Sickle Cell Anemia, Sickle Cell Awareness, Update

Update

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I know it’s been awhile since I post. I bn going thru it dis summer.. some times I feel like I should give up, but my sense come back and reminds me. I’m here for a reason. God has last so even when we begging to be taking away. I got out Sunday and I’m pain again . I feel like my cold dawn got worse. Voice almost gone. I know when I left counts wasn’t the best, but I was ready.. if I known I wasn’t ready probably stay little longer.  Almost sickle cell awareness month, we have the bold lips for awareness.. wear your boldest lipstick and take pic and use hash tags. A few weeks when i got out,  had get my scripts . The woman behind counter ask me what sickle cell is, hate say I don’t like talking about it. I got get out of that mind frame n spread word. We lost another warrior a few nights ago. One day it’s going be me. I want to touch so many lives and do so much before I leave. I ask myself am I really living, part of me says I’m not. I’m hurting myself. I bn battling with my faith, illness.. I know God got me, no matter what. It just get so tiring when all u go thru is repeating itself.. hope that make sense, half asleep.. I pray all is well with each and everyone. God bless

Thank for riding with me…

Posted in 2015, Christian, Christianity, God, Pray, prayer, Spiritual, Spiritual Word Of The Day, Wisdom, Word to the Wise (Spiritual Word Of The Day)

Word to the Wise(SPIRITUAL Word of the Day)

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Prayer is the lifeline of the Christian’s walk with GOD. Without prayer, he is powerless, fruitless,  and lifeless. Prayer can do anything GOD can do.

Good Evening,I pray all is well with each and everyone of you all. GOD is truly good all the time…Pray message speak to someone soul/heart. GOD Bless

Posted in 2015, My Journey, My Life, Update

Update

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I know it’s been awhile since I post. I pray all is well with each other. I have been taking it easy. Sad to say I have been in n out of hospital. Hopefully in due time I can return to blogging more. I have miss sharing and reading and hearing from you all. It’s the summer and I hate it. I’m spending time with my lil lady. We both turnt a year older in May. I have some poems to share with you all. Hope all is well with each of you….GOD Bless