Posted in 2014, Faith, God, Journey, Love, My Journey, poem, Poetic, Poetry, Strength

Against All Odds

I learn to fight
I shed tears, question
Myself if I was meant for
These journey with Warriors
Against All Odds.
God showed me just how..
Strong I was to be Warrior..
He knew what he was doing
When he created me
Against All Odds .
I showed strength, when I wanted
To give up
God showed me love…
In the midst of storm
He showed me I’m nothing
Without him..
Reminded me to hold on to
Faith…
Against All Odds..
4/18/14
PJ

Dedicated to my journey of life. No matter what you going thru his right there in the midst! Don’t stop fighting/ believing in him..No matter my odds, God had everything in control… Not sure if I’m happy with this piece, do let me know what you think 🙂

Posted in 2014, AWARENESS, God, Health, My Journey, Sickle Cell Anemia, Update

Living With Sickle Cell Anemia

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Hey Welcome to my world! I’m home and doing good! I have little doubt and fear in back of my head since I wasn’t supposed get transfusion, but then again I wouldn’t be among the living! Will praying for the best! I know my God got me! My blood count was a 9, after I got blood, it drop to 7.2, before I came home it went back up 7.9! God is good 🙂 I’m still on my steroids, I maybe on them longer, since I received blood against all odds! I’m looking into new primary doctor, I made my mind up on new hospital from now on! I’m touch by all your love and prayers, comments 🙂  it has been 6 months 4 days since my hip surgery 🙂

Posted in 2014, AWARENESS, God, Health, My Journey, Sickle Cell Anemia, Update

Day 4-5,Living With Sickle Cell Anemia

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Hello welcome to my world! Im still in hospital, and lets just say what a hell of a way to start my morning! My count has dropped 5.2, seem I had to get threatened to even consider transfusions. My options were have heart attack or my kidney failure! Lastnight was rough on me, seem my knee got swollen on the leg just had surgery on. Cant move it much or put pressure on it. They mention trying pull fluid from it, lets just say your girl flipped out. That was big ole needle and it didnt sit well with me. Mri didn’t sit well with me!! Idk how my lil heart handle all that stress lastnight. Right now im in some pain, so I shall end it here and hopefully update tomorrow! Thank you all for comments and prayers! God Bless

Posted in 2014, AWARENESS, God, Health, My Journey, Sickle Cell Anemia

Day 4-6, Living With Sickle Cell Anemia

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Hello World, thank you for prayers and comments. Meant so much to me. I had rough weekend, idiot doctor who didnt know crap. Bless with many wonderful nurses, who showed me so much compassion. My count came up and then drop. I did come home, but I shouldn’t have as today im in more pain today then before. Im trying stay strong and not move around much, it makes me hurt even more. I cant have transfusions, im back on steroids!   Told my doctor I wasn’t going take them, but im doom even more if I dont. Ooo lucky me stuck with more poison to take. Idk how to deal, when my body wants best of me and im getting discouraged! I know God have last say so!  Idk how much fight I have in me. I pray all is well with each and everyone of you! God Bless

Posted in 2014, AWARENESS, Health, My Journey, Sickle Cell Anemia

Day 1-3, Living With Sickle Cell Anemia

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Hey and welcome to my world. I have been in pain for a few days. Im In hospital, and hoping to go home soon. I know it won’t be with good news. Its been awhile since I been In hospital, and transfusions.  Right now my test came back to hurt my heart. I have a good doctor and some good nurses, had a problem with her lastnight. I have port for a reason and I don’t like when people try and bs me, talking about they can’t draw from it. So I gave the tech one chance and she didn’t want to do it, cause she knew the nurse was lying. Blood count has drop, its in the 7s, but still good for men but would love to be in the 8s. I hope everyone is well. I do have a feeling I’m forgetting so something, but I do update when it comes to me. God Bless

Posted in 2014, AWARENESS, heart, My Journey, Sickle Cell Anemia, Update

Living With Sickle Cell Anemia

thumbnailSCDToday wasn’t a good day! My pain has got worse since last post. I went to primary doctor, honestly didn’t do me no good! He treated me either kidney problems or either I got ulcer. I can’t sleep at night as it is. My sickle cell nurse told me if it get worse to go to hospital and get admitted! My primary wasn’t getting my sickle cell problem, I wasn’t worry about the problems he talking about! If I stress it kick my illness in worse 10 time worser! I can’t move or use both my arms to extent! My left side still bugging me. My second week of new term started today. So as you all know that been with me. This isn’t looking to good with stress. I have appointment with blood doctor tomorrow and I’m not even feeling him right now cause of all the pain I’m in. You can’t stick me! Nor check my blood pressure at this point in time. Now if they can get blood from my port that’s what’s up! But I ain’t having the abuse right now. To the next post. God Bless 🙂

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Posted in AWARENESS, God, Health, My Journey, Update

Surgery Update

Hello Everyone,

So thankful for all the prayers and comments truly touch my heart! I’m home, actually came home yesterday! It wasn’t as bad as I thought, my God knew I could handle it all! I read the comments but couldn’t respond and.still can’t!  Everyone saying I’m doing good on the walking! It maybe with walker for now! But to hear nurses say how good I am when other people are struggling that been using them longer then me. I had a good team working with me. I had a little rough time! Fever after surgery, they couldn’t find out where it was coming from. My blood count held its own before and after surgery! Then well it fell and came back up and did it all over again. I had a great group of nurses on my team as well! Some I felt probably in wrong career because she just forgot a lot of stuff! Lol Talk about that another time! Time for me to crash, hope.share more soon.God Bless

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Posted in AWARENESS, God, Health, My Journey, Sickle Cell Anemia

Surgery Day

Good Morning, early post because I know I wont be able to do it later! Today is my surgery and its at 7:30 in this morning and I have be there at 6:00! And will leaving out at 4:30! Its in another county! I have slight headache, I didn’t eat because well I couldn’t!  No food or drink after midnight! I have put it all in God hands! If y’all wondering I’m having hip replacement surgery due to my sickle cell! 6-8 weeks recovery! Therapy is going whoop my butt! Lol! I’m thankful for the prayers and likes. I make sure to update once I got strength to do short post! Hope all is well! God Bless

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Posted in 2013, AWARENESS, Death, God, Health, poem, Poetry, Sickle Cell Anemia

Fallen Fighter ( sickle cell)

I just receive news you have pass away
I know we havent talk are seen each other in awhile
I use to hear how good you were doing
My heart aches
You have left a beautiful child and hubby behind
My heart is aching
You fought a good fight
I pray you rest in paradise
Only God knows our pain
Im thinking why, but i know he needed
You more.
Heartbreaking news
Hits so close to home
My tears want let me stay strong,

9/6/13
PJ

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Dedicated to sickle cell fighter who has pass away. Sickle Cell Awareness month started five days ago.

I can’t finish poem just yet, bare with me while I get my head and heart together. God Bless Each And Everyone Of You!

Posted in God, Health, My Journey, Prayers, Sickle Cell Anemia, Thankful, Update

Update (Good Report)

Good Morning, I pray everyone is having a Bless Day. I got the call yesterday that I been waiting for. My labs came back good from last Thursday. I’m so happy and not surprise, because i already know. I love how God works things out for me. I have to stay on the meds for twenty more days before I can actually stop taking, not happy about that, but happy the doses drop. My headaches have got worse since taking the meds. Once I’m off, I can start getting ready and plan for my surgery. Hopefully end of the month are beginning of next month. I do have another doctor appointment tomorrow, with blood doctor. Praying that one goes well as well. I want to hear your blood count is high 7 or 8! Okay maybe not 8, but I can hope right? Well wanted to share that little news with you all. God is good and able all the time. God Bless 🙂

So thankful for all the prayers from each and everyone of you. Many Blessings