Posted in AWARENESS, Death, fight, Health, hear me, My Life, poem, Poetry, Sickle Cell Anemia, Sickle Cell Awareness, Thankful

My Life

How can I speak…

when I’m only one

person…

You seem to look…

at me crazy…

Cause of the pain..

and you don’t understand…

Yes,

I’m one in a million…

So many of us or losing..

the fight…

So thankful for the one..

who fought with me..

You may not hear me…

But I know many hear me..

and join me to fight for our..

rights..

Do you hear me?

I hate to yell but hell..

my pain is that intense…

NO act..

over here..

We want Justices…

done…

We tired of been

mistreated..

some die in pain…

because of the abuse from

the one’s…

who supposed to help us..

Do that make you all happy?

see so many dying?

Technical I’m not finish with it but wanted to get it up, while I have the time and strength to share. I wanted to share it last month, since it was Sickle Cell Awareness Month. But you all know its every day for me… Do enjoy and let me know what you think.  The poem says a lot, so many sickle cell warriors have died this year. We don’t have it easy when we go to E.R/hospital. Since so many don’t know what it is or what we go through. We get sent home in pain or mistreated while been in hospital. I know you all have read a few of my post, and know I had could not so good nurses and doctors. I’m praying for cure for us.

Posted in 2014, heart, Love, Love Journey, My Journey, poem, Poetic, Poetry

Feelings

I’m missing your touch…
I’m missing your love..
I loved the way you made..
Me feel…
My heart
Was at peace…
Trip down memory lane..
Got me yearning for you…
I’m missing the past…
Our present situation. .
Is heartbreaking. .
It’s like
Why did we stop caring. 
My heart use to be near..
Yours..
I use to sense your pain…
Missing you..
Loving you..
Gone so wrong..
Honey baby
Where have you been?
My heart..
Missing love. ..
I miss feeling what we..
Had..
Missing the feelings,
Not you…
9/6/14

Dedicated to Love Journey, not sure on title. Do let me know what you think, enjoy

Posted in 2014, heart, Love, Love Journey, My Journey, poem, Poetic, Poetry, Woman

Broken..

You broke me….

even when I felt..

like loving you ..

was a waste…

of time.

I’m a broken woman..

on a mission..

to erase you…

out my heart…

I’m running away…

from my feelings…

When I should be ..

putting them in a box…

and digging a hole…

to place them in…

You broke me…

You destroyed me…

I’m tired of been ..

punish for loving..

a fool…

If anyone every said..

love was easy…

It’s a lie…

I’m a broken …

woman..

Whose heart been..

tumbling over….

I just want to erase…

the memories of..

Me and You…

 

7/31/14

~PJ~

 

Do enjoy and let me know what you all think, its dedicated to my love journey. God Bless 🙂

Posted in 2014, My Journey, My Love Journey, poem, Poetic, Poetry

Only You….

You make me happy….

You make me sad….

I don’t know how to express myself…

I’m torn….

You make me happy…

You make me sad….

Why do I feel so

confuse?

I’m trying to reach my point &

and make myself happy…

You make me happy…

You make me sad…

I can’t deal with your moods…

You either loving me,

are you hating me…

I can’t deal…

I want your love…

all year around…

You make me happy…

You make me sad…

I don’t know how to explain my heart…

I do know you a confuse man…

and think I’ll be here forever…

Some may say

Only I can make myself happy…

I would think loving..

someone you choose ..

will do the same…

When I’m away..

I’m happy…

When I’m near…

I’m torn..

Your moods are pushing

me away…

You make me happy…

You make me sad…

I may myself happy…

I can spread my wings & fly…

You make me..

Incomplete..

I’m complete when I’m away…

from you…

You gotta be remove outta

equation…

7/31/14

~PJ~

 

 

I actually wrote dis one while I was sick and before getting put in hospital. Some things needed to be shared, so do enjoy and let me know what you all think. God Bless 🙂

Posted in 2014, Faith, God, My Journey, poem, Poetic, Poetry, Spiritual, Strength, Thankful

Only God

Nobody but God
Brought me out…
God
I want to take time..
To thank you..
For your everlasting…
Love…
My God…
Is awesome God….
So many times…
I wanted to walk away…
And throw my hands up…
When things got hectic…
Nobody…
But God…
Kept me sane..
Putting the right people…
In my life..
Telling me not to
Lose FAITH…
Don’t Let The Devil
Steal your Joy…
Thank you Lord..
For not giving upon me…
I’m so thankful…
Of your love…
7/18/14
PJ

Enjoy and God Bless

Posted in 2014, Children, Death, God, poem, Poetic, Poetry

Bless the Little Children

So many dying left and right….

So many are been abused…

by the one’s whose supposed to

love & protect…

My heart cry’s out for the

CHILDREN..

Bless the little Children

Bless the one’s

who have lost the fight….

Dear God..

Why such hate…

for our children…

I’m sick and tired of reading

and hearing abuse

done to our future….

What’s really going on?

My God

My God

I’m tired of such hate and pain

Bless the little Children..

2/2/14

PJ

I wrote the poem a few months ago, and wasn’t satisfied with it, but I had and was ready to share. I’m tired of hearing little one’s dye, we got to be more careful… Do let me know what you all think and God Bless:)

I may still tweek it some, so bare with me

Posted in 2014, Birthday, family, God, My Journey, poem, Poetic, Poetry

My Day

Today I celebrate another
Year on earth.
Its my day
Set aside from the rest.
God created me back when
Blew breathe in me
Save me from myself…
Most of all, love little oh me
Today is my day…
I plan on living as if its
My last day on Earth..
Telling love ones I love them
Enjoying the lovely people God
Put in my life…
Happy Birthday to me..
Oh how sweet it was to hear
Mr. Man sing Happy Birthday
2 me..
He made sure he wasn’t left out
To give me some love over
Phone…
Happy Birthday
2 me!

5/21/14
PJ

Posted in 2014, Birthday, Child Love, Children, God, My Journey, poem, Poetic, Poetry

Its your Birthday

image

It’s your birthday,
God has bless us
See another year with you
I’m not sure how I feel
Of our princess turning
6
They truly don’t stay little long
It feel like you was just
Born, and now overnight
You are growing up to fast
Happy Birthday
My love
Enjoy it..
Don’t rush your age,
I want my sassy,
Prissy, and sometimes
Tomboy, to just be a child
With so much innocence
Happy Birthday
I love you
Don’t you dare grow up
On me…
5/14/14
PJ

A recent picture of her from my ig account, until Saturday when we have a party.

Posted in 2014, Easter, God, poem, Poetic, Poetry, Spiritual

His Not Dead

My God died for me,
But he rose three days later..
He died for me
And you..
He knew I needed him more and more..
I love how he didn’t let us down
Yes, God died,
But he risen three days later.
It was writing in the book of life
Want he do it?
My God isn’t dead…
He risen for me and you
Happy Easter..
His not dead!
4/19/14
PJ
Happy Easter, God Bless 🙂

Posted in 2014, Faith, God, Journey, Love, My Journey, poem, Poetic, Poetry, Strength

Against All Odds

I learn to fight
I shed tears, question
Myself if I was meant for
These journey with Warriors
Against All Odds.
God showed me just how..
Strong I was to be Warrior..
He knew what he was doing
When he created me
Against All Odds .
I showed strength, when I wanted
To give up
God showed me love…
In the midst of storm
He showed me I’m nothing
Without him..
Reminded me to hold on to
Faith…
Against All Odds..
4/18/14
PJ

Dedicated to my journey of life. No matter what you going thru his right there in the midst! Don’t stop fighting/ believing in him..No matter my odds, God had everything in control… Not sure if I’m happy with this piece, do let me know what you think 🙂