Posted in 2017, Cancer, God, Journey, Strength

Letter to cancer

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Dear Cancer,

Why you had come ruining my family? We didn’t welcome you, nor ask for you. Honestly I never thought I would hear your name in my household. I was always out looking in, but now I know first hand the damage you can cause on someone I love. But you don’t care, how you came. Long as you settle within the body, and destroy it. I’m watching you take a toll on my ole man..you not going to win dis fight, nor will you break him.. me on the other hand you’ll succeed. I’m fighting to control my fight and to overcome stress. you created so many problems with your arrival. You almost won cause you came unexpected. I’m thankful God stepped in and covered the situation. I catch myself checking on you throughout the day to make sure you still among the living. I’m tired of you and honestly I’m ready for you to exit the way you arrive.

 

Sincerely Concern,

Daughter

 

 

Posted in 2017, Christian, Christianity, God, Spiritual, Spiritual Word Of The Day, Wisdom, Word to the WIse, Word to the Wise (Spiritual Word Of The Day)

Word to the Wise (Spiritual Word Of The Day)

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God is stronger than your deepest fear…

~ What a powerful and lovely message to share with you all these week…

 

 

Good Afternoon, I pray all is well with each and every one of you all. I read these message while on my way to doctor appointment Monday. It says so much and I wanted to share it with you all. God Bless

Posted in 2017, Cancer, Faith, Health, My Journey, Prayers, Sickle Cell Anemia, Update

Update 


Hello World,
It’s bn few days, bn taking things and life slow. As I mention in last post. We find out my dad has cancer. All I know is it serious and I’m not sure just how. I believe and know God has the last say so. I had check up today and counts have drop from 8.8 to 7.5. Doc believe need unit, but I’m not trying have that right now. I bn dealing with headaches and pain lately. I knew it was something but just figure it was the weather. Last time i went er, they did nothing and I was running fever and coughing and whatnot, but since everything looks fine to them sent me home. Smh. I hate when people don’t so they job and think just cause counts fine nothing wrong. Well obvious they was wrong and probably my stressing didn’t help. The kids went back to school yesterday. So that a plus, we can rest and do more when they away learning.. lol.. omg 2 was and some days with them off. I.must say thankful I’m not parent. I know my blogging hasn’t bn consistent in awhile. But more then ever I need be writing clear my head. I need get back in school and finish my degree. My plan for the summer if I live see it.i hope you all rights well and enjoyed the New Year. I read comments and even some post, but bare with me. GOD Bless

Posted in 2016, God, Journey, My Journey, Update

Update ( Happy New Year)


Hey World,

It’s bn awhile since I check in. Almost new year. Seem like 2016 just came in and now we walking into 2017. I hope you all had good Christmas. I had okay one. Wasn’t feeling my best but was glad be around love ones. Today I received bad news. I’m still trying to come turns with it. I know for a fact it’s time to return writing. I was planning on returning for new year. I know God has the last say so. When I want scream and cry, I need remember give it to God. I know right now I’m not making sense, but coming into new year will be update post. I pray everyone have a good new year. God Bless 

Posted in 2016, Christian, Christianity, God, Spiritual Word Of The Day, Word to the WIse, Word to the Wise (Spiritual Word Of The Day)

Word to the Wise (Spiritual Word Of The Day)

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It’s very important to find out who you are in God. If You don’t understand your purpose or know who you are. You will always Mimic who you are NOT.–WOG

Good Morning, I hope all is well with each and everyone of you all. I pray the message speak to someone heart/ soul. I was Bless with dis message and wanted share .

Posted in 2014, 2016, Christian, Christianity, God, poem, Poetic, Poetry

His Not Dead

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My God died for me,
But he rose three days later..
He died for me
And you..
He knew I needed him more and more..
I love how he didn’t let us down
Yes, God died,
But he risen three days later.
It was writing in the book of life
Want he do it?
My God isn’t dead…
He risen for me and you
Happy Easter..
His not dead!
4/19/14
PJ

Good Morning,  Another  Bless & Glorious Day! I wanted share dis poem again.  I forgot how reblog on here

Posted in Christian, Christianity, God, Spiritual Word Of The Day, Word to the WIse, Word to the Wise (Spiritual Word Of The Day)

WORD to the Wise( Spiritual Word Of The Day)

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Some of us are NOT there yet, stop acting BIG when LITTLE got you. Always operate on a LEVEL that you can handle. That way You won’t be embarrassed when you have to come down and start over, because you didn’t have what it takes. God only promote and elevates when He knows you are ready. #MarchMovement

Good Evening /Morning /NIGHT, I got bless with a message and wanted to share it with you all. I pray it speak to someone heart and soul. God Bless

Posted in 2016, Death, family, fight, God, Goodbye, Health, poem, Poetic, Poetry

Preparing

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To say goodbye….
Its heartbreaking…
To hear you have lost…
The will to fight…
You have refuse to even…
Try…
I hear they are bringing in reinforcers
as last resort….
To hear you lose…
Who you use to be…
Breaks my mother’s…
Heart. .
Preparing…
To not have you here…
Anymore is heartbreaking….
You was the woman to keep the…
Family together….
Today…
We got the call…
You coded…
The burden became too much. .
My God….
I thought you would be here …
A little longer….
Me and my mom…
Was just talking…
About you and how the old you
we thought returned… 
But God needed you more…
Preparing is no more…
Death is all around me…

2/18,21/16
~PJ~

I bn working on dis poem for a few days. I didn’t know how to finish it and I honestly thought I had plenty time to finish it before she pass. No matter how often you think you may have more time with a love one. You need to let them know how you feel. Tomorrow isn’t promise to anyone, no even a second, minute. Tonight I find out I lost a family member as well. So the poem hits me even harder then before

Posted in God, Health, My Journey, Sickle Cell Anemia, Sickle Cell Awareness, Update

Update

I know it’s been awhile since I post. I bn going thru it dis summer.. some times I feel like I should give up, but my sense come back and reminds me. I’m here for a reason. God has last so even when we begging to be taking away. I got out Sunday and I’m pain again . I feel like my cold dawn got worse. Voice almost gone. I know when I left counts wasn’t the best, but I was ready.. if I known I wasn’t ready probably stay little longer.  Almost sickle cell awareness month, we have the bold lips for awareness.. wear your boldest lipstick and take pic and use hash tags. A few weeks when i got out,  had get my scripts . The woman behind counter ask me what sickle cell is, hate say I don’t like talking about it. I got get out of that mind frame n spread word. We lost another warrior a few nights ago. One day it’s going be me. I want to touch so many lives and do so much before I leave. I ask myself am I really living, part of me says I’m not. I’m hurting myself. I bn battling with my faith, illness.. I know God got me, no matter what. It just get so tiring when all u go thru is repeating itself.. hope that make sense, half asleep.. I pray all is well with each and everyone. God bless

Thank for riding with me…