Category: My Love Journey

Posted in 2016, heart, Love, Love Journey, My Journey, My Love Journey, poem, Poetic, Poetry, Pray

In my Feelings….

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Im in my darn feelings…
But it’s time for me to come
To my freaking sense..
bump the past…
On to the next…
The past is the past for a reason….
I’m thanking God the year is almost
Over…
To be able to leave my mishaps and
Heartbreak in 2015.
Seems like a good idea,
But I know it’s going to haunt
Me and in the following year.
I just pray I’m strong to not go
Back…..
I messed up.
I got carry away once I slipped
Into my freaking feelings ..
My heart

12/12/15
~PJ~

I have bn writing, just havent had the time to post due to health and holidays, do hope you all enjoy. dedicated to my love journey do enjoy. God bless;)

Posted in 2016, heart, Love, Love Journey, My Journey, My Love Journey, poem, Poetic, Poetry

In my Feelings….

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Im in my darn feelings…
But it’s time for me to come
To my freaking sense..
bump the past…
On to the next…
The past is the past for a reason….
I’m thanking God the year is almost
Over…
To be able to leave my mishaps and
Heartbreak in 2015.
Seems like a good idea,
But I know it’s going to haunt
Me and in the following year.
I just pray I’m strong to not go
Back…..
I messed up.
I got carry away once I slipped
Into my freaking feelings ..
My heart

12/12/15

I have bn writing, just havent had the time to post due to health and holidays, do hope you all enjoy. dedicated to my love journey do enjoy. God bless;)

Posted in 2015, heart, Love Journey, My Journey, My Love Journey, poem, Poetic, Poetry

Regret

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I regret that one last chance to go there with you..

that one last chance to put my feelings in the air..

I regret opening myself to a man who isn’t ready..

I fail to realize to not see I couldn’t control..

how my feelings would react when you walk back in..

How did I let my heart get chip…

dent…

I regret everything that has happen in the past week..

But then again I can’t say…

I really regretted it…

It was meant to happen, so I could open…

my eye’s to you..

I was hoping he would open

his eye’s to reality…

but as someone brought to my attetnion..

I fucked that up by been..

unexperience….

What do we do when regrets seem to take over..

But at the back on your mind..

You screaming…

but words seem to betray you ..

and your emotions is taking over..

Im stuck with regrets…

12/7/15

As I mention I have bn writing even though I may haven’t bn busy blogging and sharing. I have bn sharing my thoughts on paper. Right now I’m refusing to do just that, because I’m going thru so much as the poem says. I know things happen. Teach us a lesson. I hope and pray everyone have a bless Christmas and if you don’t celebrate Happy Holidays 2 you and yours. God Bless 🙂

 God is truly the reason for the season. I can’t sleep since I’m not feeling my best and my mind is doing 2 much thinking. I need to write and I don’t want 2. I usually let myself think for awhile before I temp to write. But I truly need to think as much as possible cause I refuse to write. No matter how much it may make me feel good or either break me .

 

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Left a mark……

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My heart beating to so many beats.. 
You got me confused  & I
Cant take it…
I’m grown now..  so the
Past will never repeat…
Ill always have feelings for you..
But you seem be the same
From my past…

We not young anymore..
So if you trying to play
Me..
Please walk away now
And let me be..
I never thought I catch
Feelings for you. 
Never imagine I’ll keep
Thinking of you..

I felt so hurt when I heard
You had a little one…
Thats when I knew I didnt
Mean anything to you  
Its cool. 
I’m over it..
Some days it still hurt,
But not as much as before..
Now you have another blessing..
I always knew you be a
Perfect father.. 
I saw so much in you..
Years ago…

You seem to take my breath a way…
Your smile is so amazing…
Your heart..
One of a kind, but already
Full with your family. 
Boy you got a piece of me. 
I hate it cause every time you
Walk in….
I knew my heart will be broken..
Why can’t you see. 
I’m one of a kind?
O well..
In due time..
Ill stop caring for you. 

Thank God…
For blessing me….
See the real you..
Thank God…
I have strength to walk away…
Before you do me harm   

9/10/15

PJ
I have started writing again. Actually wrote it while in hospital..I usually like to think and let stuff sit on my mind and heart for awhile.  Dedicated to my love journey  do enjoy.. let me know what you think.. God Bless:)

Will change title, still thinking on it:)

Posted in God, Goodbye, heart, Love, Love Journey, My Journey, My Love Journey, poem, Poetic, Poetry

12/14/14

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Year almost over and got me thinking

of different conversation we had, and

ones that were never said for whatever reason.

Maybe we should’ve just left things the way it was from get go.

Maybe not, who knows?

Only GOD!

It’s been a minute since I heard your

voice, I was scrolling thru phone for

song to sleep to, and you waltz in my

thoughts, and what the different songs

mean to me.

I do miss you, but must of all I pray you

well, happy.

Time to let things go for good and I see

that more now then ever.

I hope dis reach you in good spirit,

cause I’m not sure what it doing to me.
Happy Holidays and for last time, I love

you and goodbye…

PJ
12/14/14

So many memories, it’s always good to let the past go and work on the future. Haven’t came up with a name just yet. Do enjoy n let me know what you think. GOD Bless

Posted in 2014, My Journey, My Love Journey, poem, Poetic, Poetry

Only You….

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You make me happy….

You make me sad….

I don’t know how to express myself…

I’m torn….

You make me happy…

You make me sad….

Why do I feel so

confuse?

I’m trying to reach my point &

and make myself happy…

You make me happy…

You make me sad…

I can’t deal with your moods…

You either loving me,

are you hating me…

I can’t deal…

I want your love…

all year around…

You make me happy…

You make me sad…

I don’t know how to explain my heart…

I do know you a confuse man…

and think I’ll be here forever…

Some may say

Only I can make myself happy…

I would think loving..

someone you choose ..

will do the same…

When I’m away..

I’m happy…

When I’m near…

I’m torn..

Your moods are pushing

me away…

You make me happy…

You make me sad…

I may myself happy…

I can spread my wings & fly…

You make me..

Incomplete..

I’m complete when I’m away…

from you…

You gotta be remove outta

equation…

7/31/14

~PJ~

 

 

I actually wrote dis one while I was sick and before getting put in hospital. Some things needed to be shared, so do enjoy and let me know what you all think. God Bless 🙂

Posted in 2013, 2014, My Love Journey, Relatonships

My Love Journey P.5 (repost)

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lovejourneybystuwillsFor some odd reason I’m having trouble on how to reblog my very on post.. So will post link here for you all to check out again or check out the first time. Question and thoughts have been on my mind for awhile. I’m trying to get back in the hang of things with My Love Journey. Also have other things that I’ll be posting but that’s another post for another day.

 

https://poeticjourney521.com/2012/01/07/my-love-journey-p-5/

 

Thoughts: Its crazy how we have a show called Catfish, but doesn’t seem to make people stop falling for people online. Should it make you stop are be cautious of your heart? What’s happening online could possible happen in real life. People get played everyday. So does it really matter on how we come by the person we love? Does it matter how you met that person? So many question for the post once again, but love to hear everyone thoughts.  If I forgot anything do let me know, please and enjoy. its always a pleasure to hear from my fellow bloggers and there thoughts as well.

Posted in 2014, Decisions, My Love Journey, poem, Poetic, Poetry

Hope you happy

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I hope you happy with your choice
I know I am,
I feel so free. 
I gave you me
But you wasn’t happy
So these is my farewell to
You.
I send my regards to you.
Don’t you ever say I didn’t do right
By you.
I hope you happy
Smiling with joy.
I pray the next fool,
Believe all your lies
I hope you happy ..
I’m free and I
Most admit, I never
Felt so good..
I hope you’ll happy…
Here’s my farewell kiss

4/4-5-14
PJ

Finally got inspired to write last night, before crashing out! But the rest came to me few seconds ago! Do enjoy and God Bless 🙂 Truly dedicated to My Love Journey!

Posted in 2014, heart, My Journey, My Love Journey, poem, Poetic, Poetry

Abused Heart

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You abuse my heart
Threw the words right back
At me
I’m so done
You are my past
That’s where you lay
My heart told me
Not to go there
Nobody fault
But mine
I applaud you
I hurt you
Over and over
And you paid me
Back..
You abused my heart
Never Again
I promise
Never Again
I refuse to listen
And look you into
Your face..
You abused my heart
And left me wounded
And I saw what was meant
For me to see
You may have won
And maybe I lost the
Fight
But Never Again
Will you play my
Strings
3/22/14
PoeticJourney

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Posted in 2013, Love Journey, My Love Journey, poem, Poetic, Poetry

Sound Good….

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Sound good to me…
The way you say my name…
Drives me crazy…
I love the way you sound when I say your name…
Papi..
You truly sound good to me..
Just imagine if I was lying
Next to you
The music we would make…
Beautiful melody as our
Body intertwine with one another
Baby
You Sound good to me…
I’m missing you tonight …
12/27/13
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