Posted in 2019, Heart, Love Journey, poem, Poetry, Relatonships

Give My Heart Back

Can I have my heart back
You done abused it enough
There nothing more for you
I’m just asking for you return my heart
I can’t keep going on like this.
Feel like I’m dying a little every day
Just give me what I want
We don’t have cross pass anymore
I want my heart
NOW
Not later but
NOW
Just give me
My Heart
And disappear.
We ain’t got to act like we.
Know each other.
Just Give me what’s mine

4.25.19

~PJ~
Day 25. Something that been on my heart and mind for a while. So felt good to release my thoughts and finish it. Month almost over. Do Enjoy

Posted in 2019, knowledge, life advice, Wisdom

Life Advice

Better to have an enemy who slaps you in the face than a friend who stabs you in the back.

The message does make you wonder. Over the years I had to learn the hard way growing up. If I was told something like this in my younger years. I would think a person crazy. What do you get from this message? Do share your thoughts. Blessings

Good Evening, God is truly good all the time. Haven’t been feeling my best, pray message speaks to someone heart. God Bless

Posted in 2019, Christian, Christianity, Faith, God, Spiritual Word Of The Day, Trust, Word to the Wise (Spiritual Word Of The Day)

Word to the Wise(Spiritual Word Of Day)

If God did not fail you yesterday, trust and believe that He will not fail you today and He will certainly not fail you tomorrow. Remember our God is the same yesterday, today and forever more. If God provided for you yesterday, He will provide for you today and tomorrow. We serve a God who performs miracles. He turned water into wine. He opened the red sea, He causes the river to flow in the desert, He levels mountains and heals cancer. THERE IS NOTHING TOO HARD FOR OUR GOD. HAVE FAITH AND TRUST HIM!

Good Morning, I pray all is well with each and every one of you all and message speaks to someone heart soul. God Bless

Posted in 2019, Heart, Love, Love Journey, memories, My Love Journey, past, poem, Poetry, Relatonships

Trying Love You

When you going to see me for me
And not no one else.
I’m not them
I’m trying to love you
Baby
When you going to see me for me
Right now you breaking my heart
You see your past
And not your future
I can’t keep taking hits like this
Boy
When you going to see me for me
I’m here love you
I’m not trying to use you
I’m just trying to be the one for you
I’m trying to heal and love you
But all you do is shut me down
I can’t keep taking hits like this
My heart is breaking
I didny think loving you
Would be so much work
I’m just trying to love you

4.23.19

~PJ~

Day 23. I can’t even give you a story in the poem. Guess taking trips down memory lane really woke something in me write. Enjoy! God Bless

Posted in 2019, chronic illness, fight, Health, My Journey, My Life, poem, Poetry, Sickle Cell Anemia

Join My Fight

Trying to make you mine
Want you on my team
I need justices
Are you going to help me
I’m trying to live my life
But nobody seems to want
Help me
We need justices
The systems not for us
All I’m doing is, trying to live my life
So my question
Are you going to help me
Too many dying at home
Cause we not been treated right
When we come in
I need you on my team
I want to live.
You my choice
Please don’t let me down
I want to live
I heard you the one
That fight for us
I want to live
Can you be on my team

4.19.19

~PJ~
Day 22. It’s been a while since I did update on some of the stuff we, meaning other sickle cell patients go thru. It breaks my heart, read some of the treatment others get. Since changing my diet, my treatment has changed. It has got better, but at times I worry if I get the proper care I need when I go into E.R. anywho another story for a separate post. Just in case you wondering this poem goes with my life.

Posted in 2019, change, Christian, Christianity, season, Spiritual Word Of The Day, Word to the Wise (Spiritual Word Of The Day)

Word to the Wise (Spiritual Word Of Day)

You’re crying but smiling, sad but you still feel peace, you want to be by yourself but not alone, you want silence but you need to hear a word. You’re not out of your mind, you’re not having a breakdown, you’re not losing it! These are the cycles of the season. These changes mark the passing of a season. Take a deep breath, rehearse what you know, and embrace the changes! You’re in the middle of changing seasons!

Good Morning, I pray everyone had a good weekend and pray message speaks to someone heart/soul. God Bless

Posted in 2019, God, poem, Poetry, Resurrection

Resurrection

So you heard he died
Did you hear how they beat him
My God
Sacrifice his life for my sins
Your sin
I’m so thankful
He’s Risen
Yes,
He’s not dead
I said he’s Risen

4.21.19

~PJ~

Day 21. God, not dead. Hope everyone enjoys their day. Remember his reason. God Bless