Stress makes you believe that everything has to happen right now. Faith reassures you that everything will happen in God’s timing.
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Good Afternoon, I pray everyone having a good day and message speaks to someone heart/soul. God Bless
Tag: stress
Letter to cancer
Dear Cancer,
Why you had come ruining my family? We didn’t welcome you, nor ask for you. Honestly I never thought I would hear your name in my household. I was always out looking in, but now I know first hand the damage you can cause on someone I love. But you don’t care, how you came. Long as you settle within the body, and destroy it. I’m watching you take a toll on my ole man..you not going to win dis fight, nor will you break him.. me on the other hand you’ll succeed. I’m fighting to control my fight and to overcome stress. you created so many problems with your arrival. You almost won cause you came unexpected. I’m thankful God stepped in and covered the situation. I catch myself checking on you throughout the day to make sure you still among the living. I’m tired of you and honestly I’m ready for you to exit the way you arrive.
Sincerely Concern,
Daughter
A Woman Worth
A woman worth
You had me and did me wrong
I’m finally free and living my life.
I see you missing me
But sweetie it doesn’t phase me
My worth is more then the stress you put on me…
My worth is more then the lies you told …
You seem to forget I’m a child of God and the hell you put me through, I didn’t have to take..
Woman Worth …
Its shoulda, coulda, woulda…
You lost my value along time ago..
I sat here waiting & wondering
When dis fool going see my true WORTH…
I supposed after I’m gone and free…
Thank God for setting me free..
What’s your worth?
2/7/14
Poeticjourney
We got to stop letting these men take us thru hell, we deserve so much better. Thank God we free. Once again got inspired by a free ladies in my life! Do enjoy and let me know what you think! God Bless 🙂
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Living With Sickle Cell Anemia
Today wasn’t a good day! My pain has got worse since last post. I went to primary doctor, honestly didn’t do me no good! He treated me either kidney problems or either I got ulcer. I can’t sleep at night as it is. My sickle cell nurse told me if it get worse to go to hospital and get admitted! My primary wasn’t getting my sickle cell problem, I wasn’t worry about the problems he talking about! If I stress it kick my illness in worse 10 time worser! I can’t move or use both my arms to extent! My left side still bugging me. My second week of new term started today. So as you all know that been with me. This isn’t looking to good with stress. I have appointment with blood doctor tomorrow and I’m not even feeling him right now cause of all the pain I’m in. You can’t stick me! Nor check my blood pressure at this point in time. Now if they can get blood from my port that’s what’s up! But I ain’t having the abuse right now. To the next post. God Bless 🙂
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Ups & Downs
Up & Down
Down & Up
My body can’t make up its mind
to stay on the up and up
Telling myself not to stress
and make it worse
Transfusion was pointless
blood pressure
playing with me
All I want to do is scream
That wouldn’t help me any
Up & Down
Down & Up
What’s really going on
Is my body betraying me
running through my mind
Up & Down
Down & Up
2/12/12
PoeticJourney
So much was going through my head at the time I wrote this poem, actually did it while I was in hospital. I Thank God he didn’t leave my side, through all this. I’m truly Bless, I don’t know how much I can say that. Do Enjoy! God Bless 🙂
Not sure if I like the title, just yet. Still working process, do let me know what you all think!
Living With Sickle Cell Anemia
No, I’m not in the hospital, I use numbers and count the days when I’m in hospital. Since I have been out, I haven’t been feeling my best. I’m trying not to stress because hey we all know what stress can truly do to our bodies. It ain’t pretty sight! I’m more worry about my blood count then anything right now. Its been long time since I haven’t had to get transfusion, my count wasn’t all that high. I’m use to leaving hospital with either high 8 or 9 and last month it was 10. It kept going up to even when I visit my primary doctor. When I did visit the hospital the first time it was sort of high 8, but it drop to low 7 since I was in so much pain and it was going up to it reach 7.8 then a little bit more. So you think I should be, NEGATIVE. So since I’m not feeling my best, I was told to make a doctor appointment with my Primary Doctor. I already knew that wasnt going to happen, since I can get to his office on time and still be in there for almost four hours if not exactly four hours. If you wonder what the heck he be doing, you truly not alone. So I made the appointment with  my hemoglobin doctor. If I have to get transfusion, I plan on going for the port ASAP, I can’t take no more sticking and poking.
I started my JOURNEY with sharing my illness with ya’ll because I wanted to spread more AWARENESS on my illness. I must say I haven’t done a good job at all. Seems either I’m sick or school or you know we had the lovely holidays last year. I know I still have to do a post to explain what exactly it does and you know all that good stuff. I know everyone doesn’t know what it is exactly. I believe before I continue sharing my illness, I should share a post about it, and do trust me its coming very soon. I’m still struggling with catching up with my studies and staying on top of it. I hate when I’m behind and it takes forever to catch up, seems like that all I’m doing to be honest and its showing in my grades. So not happy when I’m so close to been done with my associate degree. I plan on getting my bachelor once I graduate. Off the topic, but wanted to share that little bit info with you all. I do hope everyone is having a BLESS Day/Night! God Bless
Thought of the Night
“Most of the stress we experience is a result of having overestimated the importance of our problems.”
– J.Sewell Perkins                 Â
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