Posted in Christian, God, heart, Love, poem, Poetic, Poetry, Spiritual, Strength

True Love

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I couldn’t be more happy
With this matrimony….
The day I met him and saw
The love in his heart for Kendra
In kids..
The words came out my mouth….
You belong together….
I got to mention..
I don’t like to many people..
But God saw fit for you to enter…
They life….
I love watching you two react with
One another… 
I know the feelings aren’t 4sho.
The way kids love and respect  you..
My brother you truly a blessing from God
My sista,
Bn long time coming you deserve
It mami
God was waiting on you to be ready for love…..
The time to heal and time to let
Go…
I love the conversation we had…
The man not going nowhere….
What God has brought together can’t no
Man/woman destroy…
Do keep God in your marriage.
You know he got you…

10/1-2/15
PJ A.k.a. P. PRIM

Posted in Bless, family, God, heart, Journey, Love, Love Journey, My Journey, My Love Journey, poem, Poetic, Poetry

Left a mark……

My heart beating to so many beats.. 
You got me confused  & I
Cant take it…
I’m grown now..  so the
Past will never repeat…
Ill always have feelings for you..
But you seem be the same
From my past…

We not young anymore..
So if you trying to play
Me..
Please walk away now
And let me be..
I never thought I catch
Feelings for you. 
Never imagine I’ll keep
Thinking of you..

I felt so hurt when I heard
You had a little one…
Thats when I knew I didnt
Mean anything to you  
Its cool. 
I’m over it..
Some days it still hurt,
But not as much as before..
Now you have another blessing..
I always knew you be a
Perfect father.. 
I saw so much in you..
Years ago…

You seem to take my breath a way…
Your smile is so amazing…
Your heart..
One of a kind, but already
Full with your family. 
Boy you got a piece of me. 
I hate it cause every time you
Walk in….
I knew my heart will be broken..
Why can’t you see. 
I’m one of a kind?
O well..
In due time..
Ill stop caring for you. 

Thank God…
For blessing me….
See the real you..
Thank God…
I have strength to walk away…
Before you do me harm   

9/10/15

PJ
I have started writing again. Actually wrote it while in hospital..I usually like to think and let stuff sit on my mind and heart for awhile.  Dedicated to my love journey  do enjoy.. let me know what you think.. God Bless:)

Will change title, still thinking on it:)

Posted in 2015, heart, Love, My Journey, poem, Poetic, Poetry, Relatonships

Guilty

Guilty

Everytime I think of you, its like I’m betraying my heart!
Last conversation
We was down right guilty..
I love you!
Guilty!
I need you!
Guilty
Is love supposed be so damn difficult?
Guilty Guilty Guilty…
Loving you from a far. 
Isn’t helping…
Wishing you was near…
I need you like I need my last breathe…
So Guilty?
Can you charge me for staying true to my heart?
I haven’t acted out!
But baby I’m so Guilty,
I feel it in my soul. 
I yearn for you. 
Damn..
I’m Guilty!

2/17/15

So much on my mind I had to write it and share with you all. Do enjoy, and yes it’s dedicated to my Love Journey

Posted in 2015, Heart, Love, poem, Poetic, Poetry

Not Trying….

I’m not trying to hear it..

I just want to be free.

Not trying to hear it…

Not trying to feel it..

I’m sitting here thinking..

Why I gotta  hurt….

I’m just trying to survive…

Give me that…

Not trying to hear  it…

Not trying to feel it…

I got to much running through

my mind.

I don’t want to hear it….

So many things been  unsaid..

I do and I did…

Now I’m stuck here

with a broken heart…

Not trying to hear it..

I don’t want to feel it…

 

1/12/15

~PJ~

 

 

Another poem dedicated to my love journey….  With everything going on in my life, I have finally got my groove back to write and share. I have been on a break for a long time because I didn’t know how to put my thoughts into words. Do enjoy and let me know what you think. God Bless 🙂

 

 

 

Posted in God, heart, Love Journey, My Journey, poem, Poetic, Poetry, Relatonships

Farwell

My heart torn…
But life goes on…
I can’t believe it…
I’m finally learning
To let you go…
My heart is broken…
I knew dis day..
Was coming…
I just wasn’t ready…
To walk away…
Deep down I feel…
So cheated…
But Hey That’s life…
I’m so torn…
Learning to let you go…
My GOD..
Ima need you…
To handle my broken
Soul….
I can’t do it alone…
I’m so torn….

1/10/15
PJ

So much bn going thru my mind/heart  Not sure if I’m done with dis piece…..I know I’ll have more to come in near future. Do enjoy…

Posted in God, Goodbye, heart, Love, Love Journey, My Journey, My Love Journey, poem, Poetic, Poetry

12/14/14

Year almost over and got me thinking

of different conversation we had, and

ones that were never said for whatever reason.

Maybe we should’ve just left things the way it was from get go.

Maybe not, who knows?

Only GOD!

It’s been a minute since I heard your

voice, I was scrolling thru phone for

song to sleep to, and you waltz in my

thoughts, and what the different songs

mean to me.

I do miss you, but must of all I pray you

well, happy.

Time to let things go for good and I see

that more now then ever.

I hope dis reach you in good spirit,

cause I’m not sure what it doing to me.
Happy Holidays and for last time, I love

you and goodbye…

PJ
12/14/14

So many memories, it’s always good to let the past go and work on the future. Haven’t came up with a name just yet. Do enjoy n let me know what you think. GOD Bless

Posted in 2014, heart, Love, Love Journey, My Journey, poem, Poetic, Poetry

Feelings

I’m missing your touch…
I’m missing your love..
I loved the way you made..
Me feel…
My heart
Was at peace…
Trip down memory lane..
Got me yearning for you…
I’m missing the past…
Our present situation. .
Is heartbreaking. .
It’s like
Why did we stop caring. 
My heart use to be near..
Yours..
I use to sense your pain…
Missing you..
Loving you..
Gone so wrong..
Honey baby
Where have you been?
My heart..
Missing love. ..
I miss feeling what we..
Had..
Missing the feelings,
Not you…
9/6/14

Dedicated to Love Journey, not sure on title. Do let me know what you think, enjoy

Posted in heart, Love Journey, My Journey, poem, Poetic, Poetry

Stupid

Now I truly get why some

give up on love…

But I’m not giving up

just done with you…

I hate to say I’m done..

with you..

No Compassion..

I’m stupid..

for even letting my heart..

go there..

Even when seen a stop sign…

I still go for it anyways….

I jump in feeling stupid…

My heart was stupid..

for you..

Now I’m free..

Why love you?

Why be there

for you?

When you don’t give a damn

about me…

Stupid..

person coming to her senses…

Smarter today then yesterday…

 

9/4/14

~PJ

 

Truly dedicated to Love Journey, do enjoy and let me know what you think. God Bless 🙂

Posted in 2014, heart, Love, Love Journey, My Journey, poem, Poetic, Poetry, Woman

Broken..

You broke me….

even when I felt..

like loving you ..

was a waste…

of time.

I’m a broken woman..

on a mission..

to erase you…

out my heart…

I’m running away…

from my feelings…

When I should be ..

putting them in a box…

and digging a hole…

to place them in…

You broke me…

You destroyed me…

I’m tired of been ..

punish for loving..

a fool…

If anyone every said..

love was easy…

It’s a lie…

I’m a broken …

woman..

Whose heart been..

tumbling over….

I just want to erase…

the memories of..

Me and You…

 

7/31/14

~PJ~

 

Do enjoy and let me know what you all think, its dedicated to my love journey. God Bless 🙂

Posted in 2014, My Journey, My Love Journey, poem, Poetic, Poetry

Only You….

You make me happy….

You make me sad….

I don’t know how to express myself…

I’m torn….

You make me happy…

You make me sad….

Why do I feel so

confuse?

I’m trying to reach my point &

and make myself happy…

You make me happy…

You make me sad…

I can’t deal with your moods…

You either loving me,

are you hating me…

I can’t deal…

I want your love…

all year around…

You make me happy…

You make me sad…

I don’t know how to explain my heart…

I do know you a confuse man…

and think I’ll be here forever…

Some may say

Only I can make myself happy…

I would think loving..

someone you choose ..

will do the same…

When I’m away..

I’m happy…

When I’m near…

I’m torn..

Your moods are pushing

me away…

You make me happy…

You make me sad…

I may myself happy…

I can spread my wings & fly…

You make me..

Incomplete..

I’m complete when I’m away…

from you…

You gotta be remove outta

equation…

7/31/14

~PJ~

 

 

I actually wrote dis one while I was sick and before getting put in hospital. Some things needed to be shared, so do enjoy and let me know what you all think. God Bless 🙂