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Dis quote says so much. Asnof yesterday morning I was admitted due to bronchitis and it sending me in crisis.
Category: My Journey
Day 1, Living With Sickle Cell Anemia
Good Evening, I know its been awhile since I truly shared anything about me. As of right now, I’m in hospital. Seem I came down with something. Running fever, chills, nasty cough. Actually all hit me yesterday like a ton of bricks. I got admitted last night. My pain is t under control yet. Whatever I got hit all of me. I took a strep test and flu. Still waiting see what’s what. Anytime a sickle cell patient got a fever something is wrong. I had a great group of people on my team when I came in. So thankful for that. I also had my love Lexie with me. She didnt want leave my side. It amaze me the love of a child. She just turned 8 2weeks ago. I hope have more share next time with you all. I hope all is well with each and everyone of you all. God Bless
5/8/16
When you start not care anymore…
Moving on never felt so good…
It helps when they make it so..
Easy..
I Thank You..
You the REAL MVP..
I love you for helping me..
Let go…
The less I care..
The more Joy…
I feel inside..
I can’t complain…
When you showing me,
The true you…
I can only Thank You…
When care turns into…
Remorse..
That’s when you know stupid..
Finally..
Ran its course..
IM FREE..
AT LAST..
~PoeticJourney~
5/8/16
Wrote the poem while I was sick. So much I had clear my mind/heart. Feels good when you let your heart do what it loves.. Let Go and express.. dedicated to My Love Journey.. No title as of yet..
My Love Journey Thought…
On dis Journey of love. I have question myself so many times. I even thought I gave up on love. When things get difficult I tend to just throw in towel. Forget trying fix it. Love shouldnt be so difficult. I cant say much on relationship. We tend go thru so much, some for the better and some not. Is the journey to love surpose to shape us?
So many unanswer question that runs thru my mind. I tend to question myself.
Day 4-5, Living With Sickle Cell Anemia
Good Morning World,
Wanted to do update for y’all. I’m still here, hoping go home today. My counts was still 7 and retic 12. I’m hoping things start looking up today so I can blow dis joint.. lol lately we been getting rain so we have been under tornado watch and flash flood warning as well. As of today my retic is 16 now. Its bee awhile since my retic have been dis high. I was hoping go home today. Ty for the prayers and comments, truly means a lot to me. I have a great doc and nurses. As the doc said to me today. His here to serve me… his truly dedicated to his patients. My right hand is starting get better. It was swelling up, made it hard for me to move fingers. Well I’m going to crash out. Pray all is well each and everyone of you all.
Day 3, Living With Sickle Cell Anemia
Hey World,
As you all know if you read my other post, that I’m in hospital. My counts are still dropping and my right hand all the way up is swollen. I got x rays yesterday everything came back normal, nothing broke. When I was younger I use have problems with my arms and hands swellen due to my sickle cell. Thank for all the comments and prayers, truly means a lot to me. I’m not much with long post, but did want check in and let you all know how I was doing. If my counts don’t drop no more I could go home. But doc is holding off transfusion. Which I’m happy about, haven’t had transfusion dis year. God is truly good all the time. Before I end dis post, I got heartbreaking news from my bestie, her cancer has return and now it’s attacking her liver. I actually enjoyed face time with her earlier today, just hear how she doing.
Living With Sickle Cell Anemia
Good Evening,
Welcome to my world. I havent been feeling my best for about week now. Im currently in hospital. This has been my third time over the past few days.. I’m having trouble with my legs. I probably should’ve stayed Thursday when I came in, but I didn’t want be in hospital for Easter. Lesson learn, I have bn admitted since last night. I’m waiting to see how my counts looking. Thursdays it was 8.6 and retic was 11. I did have a good Easter with my family. I actually was in good spirits.. no pain so I thought I was getting better. I didn’t get put in my room till after midnight.I was hoping to go dis week without bn admitted. My primary doc is closed to Wednesday. I cant deal with being miserble that long. Going try and get me some rest. Hope all is well with you all. Ill try and keep you posted. God Bless
Mini Update
Good Morning, I pray all is well with each and everyone of you all. I’m sitting here at my eye appointment waiting be seen and wanted to check in with you all. Wow spring is finally here and the weather being a little crazy over my way, how about y’all? I have been doing schedule post when I know I’m not going have the time to do it a day. They truly come in handy when I’m not at my best. But not all my post or schedule. I made a error dis morning and it took my schedule post back to the 9, sorry about that y’all. I’m hoping today appoint go well, my eyes being giving me problems and I have to have dis done once a year to make sure my sickle cell isn’t doing major damage. Lately I have being hearing how so many sickle cell warriors or dying. Always hit me hard, when I hear heartbreaking news. I know one day I’ll be call home. Every day is a struggle when it comes to my health. Some days I dont want get out of bed. Some days I want run away from a dis. Some days I just give it to God and continue my fight . I may be strong but I do get weak at times and discouraged. Okay I’m getting carry away here. I’m hoping have a post dedicated to dis soon. Till next time pray all is well…
My Love Journey Thought…
While on My Journey, I have decided to take a break from love and relationships. I’m not saying or denying that I may give upon love. Some things seem to come running atcha full speed. It makes you question everything you think you may feel for a person. Sometimes reality does a number on you and shake everything within. I believe love is a beautiful thing and does different things for us. All I’m saying I may need to rethink everything from here on out. I can write poetry with so much feelings and emotions, but I can’t lie. I can’t tell a person how I feel without my poetry. Does that mean I’m not sure on my heart? Does it mean what I feel isn’t real? My Love Journey may not help anyone or it may. I only can share what I feel and what I have learn by observing from watching people who have love like no other who have been together for a lifetime and who have failed.
Living With Sickle Cell Anemia
Hello World,
I have bn feeling bad since yesterday. I don’t know what’s going on. I thought about going to hospital but truly tired of seen inside of hospital and doctors. Having trouble trying get comfortable so I can sleep. My left side is giving me a lot of trouble. I have bn getting plenty rest for the past two days, sad to say that’s all I bn wanting to do to be honest. I’m feeling much better then I was. I haven’t bn in the mood write or post much. I have bn reading some of y’all blogs when I had the energry. We bn getting rain for the past few days. Actually got really bad last night. Sorta have update in dis post. I pray all is well with each and everyone of you all. God Bless
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