Posted in God, heart, Love Journey, My Journey, poem, Poetic, Poetry, Relatonships

Farwell

My heart torn…
But life goes on…
I can’t believe it…
I’m finally learning
To let you go…
My heart is broken…
I knew dis day..
Was coming…
I just wasn’t ready…
To walk away…
Deep down I feel…
So cheated…
But Hey That’s life…
I’m so torn…
Learning to let you go…
My GOD..
Ima need you…
To handle my broken
Soul….
I can’t do it alone…
I’m so torn….

1/10/15
PJ

So much bn going thru my mind/heartΒ  Not sure if I’m done with dis piece…..I know I’ll have more to come in near future. Do enjoy…

Posted in God, Goodbye, heart, Love, Love Journey, My Journey, My Love Journey, poem, Poetic, Poetry

12/14/14

Year almost over and got me thinking

of different conversation we had, and

ones that were never said for whatever reason.

Maybe we should’ve just left things the way it was from get go.

Maybe not, who knows?

Only GOD!

It’s been a minute since I heard your

voice, I was scrolling thru phone for

song to sleep to, and you waltz in my

thoughts, and what the different songs

mean to me.

I do miss you, but must of all I pray you

well, happy.

Time to let things go for good and I see

that more now then ever.

I hope dis reach you in good spirit,

cause I’m not sure what it doing to me.
Happy Holidays and for last time, I love

you and goodbye…

PJ
12/14/14

So many memories, it’s always good to let the past go and work on the future. Haven’t came up with a name just yet. Do enjoy n let me know what you think. GOD Bless

Posted in 2014, heart, Love, Love Journey, My Journey, poem, Poetic, Poetry

Feelings

I’m missing your touch…
I’m missing your love..
I loved the way you made..
Me feel…
My heart
Was at peace…
Trip down memory lane..
Got me yearning for you…
I’m missing the past…
Our present situation. .
Is heartbreaking. .
It’s like
Why did we stop caring. 
My heart use to be near..
Yours..
I use to sense your pain…
Missing you..
Loving you..
Gone so wrong..
Honey baby
Where have you been?
My heart..
Missing love. ..
I miss feeling what we..
Had..
Missing the feelings,
Not you…
9/6/14

Dedicated to Love Journey, not sure on title. Do let me know what you think, enjoy

Posted in heart, Love Journey, My Journey, poem, Poetic, Poetry

Stupid

Now I truly get why some

give up on love…

But I’m not giving up

just done with you…

I hate to say I’m done..

with you..

No Compassion..

I’m stupid..

for even letting my heart..

go there..

Even when seen a stop sign…

I still go for it anyways….

I jump in feeling stupid…

My heart was stupid..

for you..

Now I’m free..

Why love you?

Why be there

for you?

When you don’t give a damn

about me…

Stupid..

person coming to her senses…

Smarter today then yesterday…

Β 

9/4/14

~PJ

Β 

Truly dedicated to Love Journey, do enjoy and let me know what you think. God Bless πŸ™‚

Posted in 2014, heart, Love, Love Journey, My Journey, poem, Poetic, Poetry, Woman

Broken..

You broke me….

even when I felt..

like loving you ..

was a waste…

of time.

I’m a broken woman..

on a mission..

to erase you…

out my heart…

I’m running away…

from my feelings…

When I should be ..

putting them in a box…

and digging a hole…

to place them in…

You broke me…

You destroyed me…

I’m tired of been ..

punish for loving..

a fool…

If anyone every said..

love was easy…

It’s a lie…

I’m a broken …

woman..

Whose heart been..

tumbling over….

I just want to erase…

the memories of..

Me and You…

 

7/31/14

~PJ~

 

Do enjoy and let me know what you all think, its dedicated to my love journey. God Bless πŸ™‚

Posted in 2014, God, heart, Jesus, Love, poem, Poetic, Poetry, Prayers, Praying, Spiritual

Bow Your Head

image

Let us pray…
I come to you
With heavy heart God
Praying for the grieving mother,
The fatherless baby…
My God..
So many leaving us..
Bless and cover each and everyone reading…
I’m praying for you..
God I may not be at my best
Right now,
But you been so good to me
My heart cries out
I’m down on my knees
Praying..
Father God
I love you..
I praise you..
I cherish you..
Father God .
My soul cries out..
Thank You ..
For your everlasting love..
In Jesus Name
I pray.
Amen…
4/6/14
PJ

With so much on my mind, my heart poured out! No matter what you going through give it to him. God Bless πŸ™‚

Posted in 2014, Children, Death, God, heart, Love, poem, Poetic, Poetry, Thankful

God Beauty

The way sun glares on my face,
A loving reminder I’m alive
The Beauty Of God
Feels my heart with so much
Love
The way the wind blows
On my face, such a sweet kiss from God…
God Beauty..
Is a wonderful feeling…
The sound of laughter from True Blessings…
The rain that bless us even…
When we have so many things
To do…
Thank God..
For his loving beauty…
Seem death have call many
Home .
But many have took there place..
As they enter into heaven…
God Beauty..
Do you feel the love of God?
Beautiful weather, as well as..
Woah I thought we left winter…
I’m grateful for his loving
4/2/14
PJ

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Posted in 2014, heart, My Journey, My Love Journey, poem, Poetic, Poetry

Abused Heart

You abuse my heart
Threw the words right back
At me
I’m so done
You are my past
That’s where you lay
My heart told me
Not to go there
Nobody fault
But mine
I applaud you
I hurt you
Over and over
And you paid me
Back..
You abused my heart
Never Again
I promise
Never Again
I refuse to listen
And look you into
Your face..
You abused my heart
And left me wounded
And I saw what was meant
For me to see
You may have won
And maybe I lost the
Fight
But Never Again
Will you play my
Strings
3/22/14
PoeticJourney

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Finally been able to express myself! Does feel good to let it all out! Dedicated to My Love Journey! Do enjoy and let me know what y’all think! God Bless

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Posted in 2014, AWARENESS, heart, My Journey, Sickle Cell Anemia, Update

Living With Sickle Cell Anemia

thumbnailSCDToday wasn’t a good day! My pain has got worse since last post. I went to primary doctor, honestly didn’t do me no good! He treated me either kidney problems or either I got ulcer. I can’t sleep at night as it is. My sickle cell nurse told me if it get worse to go to hospital and get admitted! My primary wasn’t getting my sickle cell problem, I wasn’t worry about the problems he talking about! If I stress it kick my illness in worse 10 time worser! I can’t move or use both my arms to extent! My left side still bugging me. My second week of new term started today. So as you all know that been with me. This isn’t looking to good with stress. I have appointment with blood doctor tomorrow and I’m not even feeling him right now cause of all the pain I’m in. You can’t stick me! Nor check my blood pressure at this point in time. Now if they can get blood from my port that’s what’s up! But I ain’t having the abuse right now. To the next post. God Bless πŸ™‚

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Posted in 2013, heart, Love, Love Journey, poem, Poetry, Relatonships

No Title…

My mouth gets me in trouble ….
When my heart can’t seem…
To express my feelings..
Idk if I can put my heart on
The line…
I been in love with you…
I done fell out of love…
With love still burning deep
Inside of me…
I tried so many times to turn
My feelings off, but you is where
My heart at…
I must be crazy….
With the feelings I’m having..
I know I dont have too
Many more chances …
With you..
But I do love you…
You is where my heart at…
I wish I told you
Just how much u
Truly mean to me…
When my mouth betrays me..
My heart pays in end…
12/6/13
PJ

Haven’t came up with a title just yet, dedicated to love journey! Even though I been awhile, been going thru the motions… do enjoy and let me know what you’ll think…God Bless:)

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