Author: poeticjourney

I blog for many reasons, the love of writing, to inspire and touch someone life. No matter what I'm going through in my life. It's a get away when my SC becomes to much for me to handle. I love to get carry away in MY WORLD! I'm on a JOURNEY to discover myself. God Bless! :)
Posted in 2014, AWARENESS, Health, My Journey, Sickle Cell Anemia, Update

Day 6-7, Living With Sickle Cell Anemia

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Hello and Welcome to my World! I’m hoping to be set free tomorrow! I’m feeling much better then I was last Monday when I arrived.  I pretty much got update on everything, I wanted to know what the problem was that put me in here. I actually went two different hospitals. The first one wouldn’t admitted me because of how my count was looking the same as when I was in hospital the first time. But umm lets be honest if that was the case I wouldn’t been put in hospital later that evening. I’m at the point I may need to find new primary doctor,cause I even made call to office before I went to hospital number 2!  So with that been said, ill be getting retested in morning on my labs. Right now with the two units of blood, I’m at 9 :-), which is good in my book! I’m still little worry cause I made decision against all odds! I know God got me! I have met a lot of amazing nurses/doctors. Thank for all the prayers, comments, likes. Truly meant a lot! God Bless

Posted in 2014, Death, Health, Journey, My Journey, poem, Poetic, Poetry, Sickle Cell Anemia

Warriors

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So many fighting diseases behind
Close doors…
Breaks my heart to hear
So many losing the battle…
You see our smile,
But not know our pain..
Fighting to live..
Holding back tears
So many warriors dying
From sickle cell, lupus, ms, cancer
And so many other diseases…
I never consider myself a warrior
Warriors coming out the closet
And letting the world know
I’m not a shame, my disease isn’t me..
Warriors are the ones,
Who keep moving when the
World has turn there back on us…
Warriors
Keep marching to our heavenly
Father call you home..

4/10/14
PJ

Dedicated to so many falling warriors. Quit judging when you don’t know the whole story! God Bless.. Feel as if I can add more..

Posted in 2014, AWARENESS, God, Health, My Journey, Sickle Cell Anemia, Update

Day 4-5,Living With Sickle Cell Anemia

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Hello welcome to my world! Im still in hospital, and lets just say what a hell of a way to start my morning! My count has dropped 5.2, seem I had to get threatened to even consider transfusions. My options were have heart attack or my kidney failure! Lastnight was rough on me, seem my knee got swollen on the leg just had surgery on. Cant move it much or put pressure on it. They mention trying pull fluid from it, lets just say your girl flipped out. That was big ole needle and it didnt sit well with me. Mri didn’t sit well with me!! Idk how my lil heart handle all that stress lastnight. Right now im in some pain, so I shall end it here and hopefully update tomorrow! Thank you all for comments and prayers! God Bless

Posted in 2014, God, heart, Jesus, Love, poem, Poetic, Poetry, Prayers, Praying, Spiritual

Bow Your Head

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Let us pray…
I come to you
With heavy heart God
Praying for the grieving mother,
The fatherless baby…
My God..
So many leaving us..
Bless and cover each and everyone reading…
I’m praying for you..
God I may not be at my best
Right now,
But you been so good to me
My heart cries out
I’m down on my knees
Praying..
Father God
I love you..
I praise you..
I cherish you..
Father God .
My soul cries out..
Thank You ..
For your everlasting love..
In Jesus Name
I pray.
Amen…
4/6/14
PJ

With so much on my mind, my heart poured out! No matter what you going through give it to him. God Bless 🙂

Posted in 2014, Faith, Spiritual, Wisdom, Word to the Wise (Spiritual Word Of The Day)

Word to the Wise(Spiritual Word Of The Day)

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thumbnailcagrakcs12Faith endures trials. Trials come and go, but a strong faith will face them head-on and develop endurance. Faith understands temptations. It will not allow us to consent to our lust and slide into sin. Faith obeys the Word. It will not merely hear and not do. Faith produces Doers. Faith harbors No prejudice. Faith and Favoritism cannot coexist. Faith displays itself in works. #FaithAlive

Good Afternoon, I pray all is well with each and everyone of you all. I got Bless with lovely message and wanted to share it with you all. God is truly good all the time. I pray it speak to someone soul and heart today as much as it spoke to mine. God Bless 🙂

Posted in 2014, Decisions, My Love Journey, poem, Poetic, Poetry

Hope you happy

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I hope you happy with your choice
I know I am,
I feel so free. 
I gave you me
But you wasn’t happy
So these is my farewell to
You.
I send my regards to you.
Don’t you ever say I didn’t do right
By you.
I hope you happy
Smiling with joy.
I pray the next fool,
Believe all your lies
I hope you happy ..
I’m free and I
Most admit, I never
Felt so good..
I hope you’ll happy…
Here’s my farewell kiss

4/4-5-14
PJ

Finally got inspired to write last night, before crashing out! But the rest came to me few seconds ago! Do enjoy and God Bless 🙂 Truly dedicated to My Love Journey!

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Emotional Paralyzed

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One of my older poems, but wanted to share it once again. Says so much on my feeling. Do enjoy and God Bless 🙂

poeticjourney's avatarPoets Afterthought

My heart has been paralyzed by emotion from my past
I believe he done played my strings as if I was yo yo
I’m bitter
Torn
Cold
And down right
Broken
How could I been so stupid?
So many signs!
My heart may never be the same
The past knows how to destroy you and bring uproar
His web of deceit
May have won this fight
I be damn if he win the battle
I may be broken
Bitter and down right ice cold
But a love of a good man hasn’t left me….
11/15/13
PJ

I’m not sure on title just yet, so it may get change. Do let me know what you think. Enjoy and God Bless… of course its another one dedicated to my love journey.
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Posted in 2014, AWARENESS, God, Health, My Journey, Prayers, Sickle Cell Anemia, Update

Living With Sickle Cell Anemia

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It have been awhile since I mention my illness,to it surprise me last week and broke my spirit at same time. But I know God is all I need.It started with me getting nasty cold, which turn out be bronchitis with lil pneumonia! Im like serious on bronchitis, just went through it the month before.I couldn’t hardly move,so that was my notice to make my way to evil place! God Bless me with some good nurses and doctor while in ER!  I did have a long wait, which my poor body hated, and germs spread! You would think peep would cover mouth,but nope! As you all know, im finally home since MondAy afternoon! Lets just say,my body is in for a fight of my life again. I rather not go into detail. If I refuse to take my meds, im killing myself!But come on, all meds have bad sides of them! I almost went back to hospital Tuesday, I was in so much pain! Hurt move,talk, think, cry! God gave me strength to fight without the hospital! Im still in some pain, but not as bad as early in the week! Good weather, and I cant enjoy it:( I have update doctor appointment next week, plus to get recheck on labs and xray really? Labs understabdable, but umm u sent me home saying things look better! No smart comment at the moment! Turn out I needed antiobodies, which wasn’t mention to me before you discharge me! Thinking I need a new primary doctor! Im lil lazy to do the searching right now, but dont feed me bs and then have to eat your words later 🙂 All the prayers,comments touch my heart in so many ways. I cant have transfusions, to everything is cleared. I left hospital at 7.2! Another rough journey, im praying ill make it through once again. Makes you wonder how some people become doctors when you educationing them. I did have two big idiots as doctors.