
You have to much purpose to be a prisoner of your past.
#KeepGoing
Good Evening, God is truly good all the time. Pray the message speaks to someone’s heart/soul. Not feeling my best today. God Bless

You have to much purpose to be a prisoner of your past.
#KeepGoing
Good Evening, God is truly good all the time. Pray the message speaks to someone’s heart/soul. Not feeling my best today. God Bless

Operating In Faith Does Not Mean That Things Will Happen Fast. Operating In Faith Means That You Will Be Able To Hold Fast!
#BeAnxiousForNothing
#ItWillHappen
#WaitOnTheLORD
Good Evening, God is truly good all the time. I pray messages speak to someone’s heart/soul. God Bless

Your love is toxic
You so immature
I see why you always getting played.
That toxic love.
Is not for me
Im not about the games.
Go play and run them mind games on simple females.
Im, not the one
Toxic Love
Are you!!!
4.14.20
~PJ~
Usually, my poems are longer but this one was how and what i feel at the time. Do enjoy it and let me know what you think. God Bless

You know what I have learned so far on my journey to love. No matter how much a person wants to be loved. Till they learn to love themselves they will not be able to accept true love of any form. Its a slap in the face when you try to show love to someone who truly craves it, but when they stuck in there own ways. It’s pointless and heartbreaking.
~TO BE CONTINUED~

Hello and Welcome back to my world. I’m still here and hoping to go home tomorrow. Thankful my counts are coming up on its own. I said counts were 7.7, I meant it was 7.2 and now counts are at 7.7. I’m still having a good doctor on my team. My pain isn’t as bad as it was when I came in so I’m thankful for that. My legs hurting but they starting to ease some. I’m looking into new meds for my illness. Waiting hears back from them. My nurse practitioner told me about it a few weeks ago. It was either the pill one or the iv one once a month and had to drive so that was out the question. I have the doctors asking me about taking the cancer meds again. But I’m good. Some doctors dont know its more meds out there for my illness. Be doing another post about the. We meds. Waiting to see if my insurance approves it. Until next time. God Bless

Don’t give up now! It is in your persistence that you win. What you have asked for, sought for, knocked for is about to come to pass! Be shameless in your persistent pursuit of the promise.
Good Evening, God is truly good all the time. I pray the message speaks to someone’s soul/heart. God Bless

The devil fights you in your mind the most at night… tonight,
TELL HIM NO! 💯✊🏾
Good Evening, God is truly good all the time. I pray the message speaks to someone’s heart/soul. God Bless

Hello and Welcome back to my journey. Another long day here. Last night was rough, i was hurting all night. Shortage on IV meds. IV meds are what needed to get the pain under control. I have a good team of doctors. Nurses can’t really say right now. My counts drop 7.7 overnight, so they have come and taken more blood for cross and type if i need blood. Let’s pray I don’t need. I have started reading again on my kindle to take my mind off my pain. Feels good getting back into reading and visiting blogs. I’m behind on my poetry for the month. I’m ready to go home, can you believe that. I’m not as bad as when i came in so that’s a good thing. But im, not 100% either. I’m starting to get tired of fighting. My body is in overload. I really don’t have much to say. Pray all is well with each and every one of you all. Blessings

Hey and Welcome to my world. It’s been a while since I did one of these posts and let me tell you. Yes, I have been in hospital. I had started working on the update just last night. I started hurting Friday afternoon but had stuff to do like washing and folding and grocery shopping. Your probably thinking health before all that. Maybe so, but I’m hard-headed and tired of going back to the ER every other week. Anywho I took a shower and meds and laid down for the night. Next day pain was still there but not as bad as the night before. It had moved to my back and leg but by night the pain had a return and was getting worse. So another shower and meds and laid it down for the night and watch some television to help relax and put me sleep. Throughout the night I notice I was getting pain around my ribs and would rub them and go back to sleep. Come morning I thought the pain was gone till I got up to go the restroom. It was more intense and rubbing wasn’t working. Another shower and meds with breakfast of course and a phone call to my mom to let her know. She was like maybe it’s gas since had lettuce in my taco last night. I tried drinking sprite and burp a few times. I gave it a few hours and pain was still there to the ER and I wasn’t happy about that. The set up is different since COVID 19. I take it they have different precautions in each of y’all areas. Two nurses in front of the entrance. I told them what was going on and she told me which window and where to go and wait till the name is called. Took almost an hour just get in the back to be in triage, but had to wait to get pull in back for a room. Had a nurse hadn’t had before and she didn’t want to really listen to me about my port. If it wasn’t for another nurse in the room. I don’t want to even think about it. My counts are good for now. My retic at 10.5, which isn’t good. It’s a sign letting me know I’m in crisis. I had a good nurse practitioner that I did have before. I’m thankful for her and how quickly she moves to get me comfortable and admitted. It’s going be a long night, they have me on meds by mouth. The IV dose was 1mg and that’s not what i take. Since the COVID crisis seems they have to be careful with IV meds on the floor but not ER. We shall see how this goes. Until tomorrow I pray all is well with each and every one of you all. Stay safe and inside. Blessings

Somebody needs this:
FYI: Anger is just one letter short of Danger…
#DontLetThemPushYou #PeaceBeStill
Good Morning, God is truly good all the time. I pray the message speaks to someone’s soul/heart. God Bless