Posted in God, Health, My Journey, poem, Poetry, Sickle Cell Anemia

My Pain

My pain,

you can’t see

Do they not


I hurt in

the same way?

Why must I suffer

because of stupidity

I know they thinking

nothing wrong, she

here for the meds.

The pain

I have, they should

walk a mile

in my shoes

Are we not the


Look pass my outer

Laying here

tossing & turning


The pain

I have is driving me


Do they not understand

I hate this place

Don’t I tense up

every time a needle

is mention.

I know they got

to be tired of seen me

trust it goes both ways.

My pain

they don’t understand

nor believes.

Oh your blood count is good

and everything else is fine

Lets send her home.

I swear they love seen

me coming back

to this EVIL PLACE

I wish they could

understand and treat me

with RESPECT..


I know you in Control

and you know my pain

Praise God

for a doctor

who understands,

a friend

who always there

a nurse

who never forsake me

Praise GOD

he knows My Pain




I’m so thankful for everyone kind and encouraging words, and letting me know you still praying for me. Yesterday morning I woke up around 12 and my whole body was hurting, I couldn’t move. I got up and fell back down on my bed. Took me turningΒ and tossing in my bed for like 4 hrsΒ to get back right so I could sleep. I still wasnt feeling my best when I did my post yesterday. The poem is inspired about what happen and etc…




I blog for many reasons, the love of writing, to inspire and touch someone life. No matter what I'm going through in my life. It's a get away when my SC becomes to much for me to handle. I love to get carry away in MY WORLD! I'm on a JOURNEY to discover myself. God Bless! :)

15 thoughts on “My Pain

  1. Wow, I really like this one. The words are powerful here. I’m sorry that you had it rough at the hospital. It’s not exactly a comforting place to be but even though, I’m glad you’re back home hun πŸ˜€ *hugs*


  2. PJ, as Sherline said the words here are powerful. It breaks my heart to think of you in that evil hospital and yet still in pain. Yesterday was not a good day, but praying today is better for you. This really tells us all, you are still not feeling your best and we all need to keep praying! Thank you for telling it like it is, too because everyone does need to understand. Love and Hugs to you PJ, and God Bless! πŸ™‚


    1. Gabby,

      thank you for your kind words. I’m still not feeling my best but I’m holding on and tryin to keep pushing on. It was the only way to express myself, so I’m thankful for having the talent to write poetry! Thank you for continuing to pray for me and sending love and hugs my way. God Bless πŸ™‚


  3. Praying for comfort RIGHT NOW for you, dear journey. Yes, Our Lord can understand our pain like no other! Rest in His bosom awhile, chile!


  4. Amen! Pain is invisible, and it TRULY is a PAIN, when doctors don’t believe you, or even try to understand! I am so glad God understands!!!



  5. PJ, when I read of the pain you’re experiencing, it breaks my heart…this is an older post, but I hope your pain lessens. You’re continually in my prayers~ xx


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