Posted in 2019, Friends, friendship, God, My Journey, My Life, poem, Poetry

I cherish you

A friend is you
Someone that’s there when you need them
Shoulder cry on
Someone you can vent/rant to.
I cherish you.
You have been there for me in my darkest hour.
I cherish you.
You there for me.
I’m there for you.
You are a friend
I cherish you.
I thank God for you
You are a friend for life
I cherish you
A friend is someone
Like you.
I cherish our friendship

3/5/19

~PJ~

It’s a blessing when God bless you with a good friend. After reading so many poems on friendship. I got inspired to write one about my friend. Enjoy and God Bless

Posted in family, Friends, poem, Poetry, Prayers

Prayers

My heart goes out  to

the heartbreaking family

in their time of need.

I’m praying for my

friend’s family.

I can’t say I understand

their pain.

My heart aches for the

mother who tried  to

take her life

because of the judge

decision

I’m praying for her

and her family to stay

strong through their time of need.

9/9/12

~PJ~

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I’m dedicating this poem to my best friend and her family. They going through some hard times right now. I’m asking you all to keep them in your prayers. The mother just receive bad news about her son. I truly don’t believe a mother should receive news like this.

Posted in God, Health, My Journey, poem, Poetry, Sickle Cell Anemia

My Pain

My pain,

you can’t see

Do they not

understand,

I hurt in

the same way?

Why must I suffer

because of stupidity

I know they thinking

nothing wrong, she

here for the meds.

The pain

I have, they should

walk a mile

in my shoes

Are we not the

same?

Look pass my outer

Laying here

tossing & turning

Praying

The pain

I have is driving me

crazy

Do they not understand

I hate this place

Don’t I tense up

every time a needle

is mention.

I know they got

to be tired of seen me

trust it goes both ways.

My pain

they don’t understand

nor believes.

Oh your blood count is good

and everything else is fine

Lets send her home.

I swear they love seen

me coming back

to this EVIL PLACE

I wish they could

understand and treat me

with RESPECT..

GOD

I know you in Control

and you know my pain

Praise God

for a doctor

who understands,

a friend

who always there

a nurse

who never forsake me

Praise GOD

he knows My Pain

1/19/12

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I’m so thankful for everyone kind and encouraging words, and letting me know you still praying for me. Yesterday morning I woke up around 12 and my whole body was hurting, I couldn’t move. I got up and fell back down on my bed. Took me turning and tossing in my bed for like 4 hrs to get back right so I could sleep. I still wasnt feeling my best when I did my post yesterday. The poem is inspired about what happen and etc…

 

 

Posted in Love, My Love Journey, Relatonships

A Love Story Journey(true one)

I heard from a good friend yesterday. Its hard when your partner in crime n another state. Yesterday I talk about internet.If you miss out on that post please do check out My Love Journey P.5! How did I forget to share her story. I can think of a few reasons, but I ‘ll let ya’ll be the judge. My friend  met her soon to be ex. husband on MySpace. (yea who still use that site?) Not I! Anyways it started off as a friendship and move to dating soon after. Peoples what look good on the outside, doesn’t mean its good on the inside. I thought he was okay guy @ first, but he prove me wrong soon after. Have you ever heard don’t judge a book by its cover? How the hell did I let my guard down? Let me tell you probably because she had been through so much and to see her happy had me at ease. Back to the story at hand. Maybe he was to young to understand love & marriage is truly about. Sound like I’m making excuses for him. Snap Out Of Denial PJ! okay I’m getting a little carry away from my story.( sorry) He decides to pop the question and she accepted! 😦 <<<<< says it all how I felt. She find some letters and some pictures. Now if you got some stuff you don’t want your other half to see. Why keep it at all and leave it in your bags you give to the other person to hold? If you thinking like I’m thinking, we going to enjoy the love journey with me, if you not thinking like I’m thinking hmmm don’t know what to tell you. Phone call and its my friend crying, let me tell you we just had a girl day & we had good times, so I’m confuse on her crying. She letting me know I’m back on my way to your place. And shows up with all the evidence. (Engagement ring, letters). If you wondering why she marry him, that make two of us? lol This the friend I mention in yesterday post who have to learn on her own. I must say what a lesson & some drama she could’ve prevented if she listen to me 🙂 Anyways back to the story. HE DENIED ABOUT ALL THIS, YES, HE DID! If you wonder if he ever admitted to any of this. HELL NO! he said the woman he was going to marry was his cousin. OH YEA THE HELL HE DID! My friend and Ole girl had a talk & and she told it all. Did he admit, OH NO! Still all lies. Oh yea I almost forgot to let you know before they met online he was suppose to marry the other girl  a few days later. OH YES! And would;ve had a child, but they lost it. If you wondering if she knew? OH HELL NO SHE DIDN’T! Cough DENIES! OH YES!

Making the post short, sort of, he knows I don’t like him and why I don’t like him. You know in that department I can careless if he knew why.  Oh last thing almost forgot. The wedding was call off, but umm you know the rest. Oh yea let me tell you I was so busy with school I had neglect my friend. I know shame on me. I get a text letting me know she done got marry! I wasn’t happy! 😦 I was happy when she finally move back and decides to give the idiot another chance. Why? Hell IF I KNOW! Sighs! Forgive me for been everywhere with the post and for grammar errors.

Not all relationship from online will end this way, it’s just another example. I mention one that did last! You have to be willingly to take the good with the bad. I have learned to take everything I learn on relationship and put it all in my poems as you all can see. If we never had disappointments how would we be able to handle it when it comes. I have been a big fan of walking away when things get rough, I believe I still have that in me at times. I had to put that in my post in case a certain person reads it. lol

I hate to make this post so long and bore ya’ll, point of the post and hearing from my friend through email was to let me know she was going to finalize the divorce and she had find out he got some one prego. She was all sad because she doesn’t feel like a whole woman since its only 1% of chance she can have kids. I TOLD HER ITS NOT MEANT FOR YOU TO HAVE A CHILD YET! GOD HAS THE LAST SAY SO WHEN IT COMES TO ANYTHING. JUST BECAUSE THE DOCTOR IS TELLING HER SHE MAY NOT BE ABLE TO HAVE A CHILD, DOESN’T MEAN SHE SHOULD BEAT HERSELF UP OVER THE SITUATION. Sorry for all the caps look like I’m yelling when I’m not.

P.S Guys I know you all or not like this and so does she, I’m just telling you how it all went down, so don’t hate little o me. 🙂

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Posted in family, Friends, God, poem, Poetry

~Prayers~

I  just got text from a friend I have known for a few years now. We met on another site, another poet, and strong woman who has been there for me through a lot of stuff when I wanted to just go COLDHEARTED!

I was finna get up from my pc and do some cleaning with little lady. I have been wanting to do a post on Prayers for a while now.

Dear God

I come to you for my friend and her mother.

I know you already know whats going on

but I pray you watch over them.

So many people’s around me need

your touch, need to be healed or just

set free

I come to you whole heartily

Please watch over them,

I know if anything happen to her mother,

it may destroy her.

I pray she come to you

whole heartily, to serve you

and accept you.

Dear Lord

I prayed for Christmas Prayer

for another friend, and I hope they

doing okay.

I have always been told No News

is Good News.

I know in my heart if something was

wrong I would feel it.

I Thank You for sending so many

of your children in my life

who believes in praying

for one another, even strangers.

Dear God

Watch over them all during the

Holidays, protect them

and bring them out of

whatever they going through

Amen

12/30/11

PoeticJourney

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Happy New Years to each and every one of you, stay bless and safe! God Bless 🙂

Posted in Death, God, poem, Poetry

In Loving Memories

Today is your Birthday

I saw it was your day today

I avoided going to your page to

Wish you HBD

I know GOD knew

What he was doing

When he call you home

I read all the Birthday

Wishes that broke my heart

And reminded me

Of the strong woman

I went to school with.

I didn’t know you was

Sick or in pain

I saw peoples commenting

On your page.

The day I ask about you

I woke up and read you left us

It’s being five months

Since you left us.

BABYGIRL I miss you

I pray you resting in peace

With your mom

Looking down on your love one’s

They need you.

I’m blowing kisses to heaven

In loving memory of a beautiful

Angel

I miss you

You touch my life, wish

I had told you that before you left

I hope and pray my grandma

Sitting in heaven with you

And your mom

HBD

BABYGIRL

I love and miss you

12/1/11

PoeticJourney

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Dedicated to High School friend, as you read its her Birthday and she not here to celebrate with us. I broke down reading and typing the poem. God Bless Her Soul!

 

Not sure about the title,it may get change or it maynot. Ya’ll let me know what you think of the title. Ty In advance