Posted in 2020, fight, Love, My Journey, My Life, My Love Journey, poem, Poetry, Relatonships

Never Knew

I never knew how deep my love.
Could be for another man
Its crazy cause after the last
I was done with fuckery and
Knew damn well my heart couldn’t
Be touch again after shutting down
After my last mistake
That really took me back to the old
Me.
Cold-hearted
But you..
What can I say..
Our first interaction was EPIC!!!
Till this day I can’t get it out my head.
Damn a TAURUS at that
That should have been a warning
But im stubborn and warnings is
Like a GO for me.
I can name other reasons
But what’s the point.
I love how you became a person
I could count on without me realizing it
I love how you sneak your way in
Without me knowing I cared for you
I love you for many reasons
For staying when you should have a walk
From get-go
For fighting for me as you say.
I plead 5 on that.
But I give it to you.
Never thought I’ll meet someone worth
Fighting for
Im selfish
I want you to myself
But I can’t have you to myself

3.24.20

~PJ~

Do enjoy and let me know what you think. Going to add it to My Love Journey. God Bless

Posted in 2020, Love, Love Journey, love thought, Relatonships

Love Thought

Welcome back to my love journey and thoughts. I met a young man who has the biggest heart. But with so much hurt inside him. He gives so much but his love is taken for granted. His in search and need for that love, and that real love. How do you love someone whose heart been thru so much? Do you heal them before loving them the way he deserves? I like to hear what y’all thought on the topic.

Posted in 2019, Love, Love Journey, love thought, Relatonships

Love Thought

Question

How can you be still in a relationship when you have so much resentment towards your partner? What happened to just leave and started over when time right? I know some of us hate the starting over the process. You have learned another person again, tell them your life story and blah blah blah. We become worried and concern when others may not except us like the one we been with for years. Do we stay just stay? Do we make it work? What do we do when someone else may come in not even knowing they woke something up inside of you that you haven’t felt in a long time. It could be just a conversation, the way they carry there self. I like to know whats y’all thought on the topic?

Posted in 2019, Love, Love Journey, My Love Journey Thought, Relatonships

Love Journey Thought

My love journey seems to be at a standstill. For whatever reason at the moment. It’s weird how you can meet so many people that can have a character trait of what you want out of spouse/soul mate. Maybe its sign to stop and enjoy being alone and not worry about having someone to be put in your world. Or maybe its sign that they looking for you just as much as you looking for them. It’s crazy how meeting someone when you weren’t expecting to meet anyone can turn your whole world around.

Posted in 2019, Encouragement, Love, Relatonships, Wisdom, Word Of Wisdom

Word of Wisdom

It’s A #TRICK of the enemy! #EVERYONE is not trying to get u! The enemy will have u watching even the ones assigned to help, love and push u! He is a destroyer of #RELATIONSHIP. He hates divine covenant! THE Battleground is the MIND!!! Stop letting him FED u lies & PLAY GAMES! He is the FATHER of #LIES! He wants a disconnect!!!

Good Morning, God is truly good all the time. Pray everyone having a Bless Week and message speaks to someone’s soul/heart. God Bless

Posted in 2019, fight, Love, Love Journey, Love Lesson, Relatonships

Love Lesson

What a powerful message. I wanted to take it back and just share a love lesson. Were so quick jump in a relationship just as well as jump out of it without fighting for it. We have lost how to communicate with our other half. When to love and when to throw in the towel have become the new norm. We have stopped trying to fix us and started moving to the next person.

When do you decide to fight? And when do you just walk away? Is love worth all the ups and downs? In my opinion, I believe it’s worth it.

If you can see the image, do let me know. For some odd reason, they not showing on my end.

Posted in 2019, chronic illness, Love, Love Journey, My Journey, My Love Journey, My Love Journey Thought, online dating

My Love Journey Thoughts

Dating with chronic illness. When do you let them know about it? I always have kept it to myself for so many years. The last person that was in my life understood what I went thru because he had someone in his family with the same illness. Do living with sickness stop yall from dating? Everyone doesn’t deserve to know. And everyone cant handle just what we go through on a daily. I have debated with this question in my head for so long. I’m at the point and saying screw love and my journey. I have had two friends tell me I’m wrong to think like that. Who knows maybe they’re right. I can’t hide behind my illness.

~TO BE CONTINUED~

Posted in 2019, Faith, God, Love, Love Journey, love thought, My Journey, My Love Journey, My Love Journey Thought, Relatonships

My Love Journey Thoughts

Does love truly find us in odd situations? Do we find it or go looking for it? Do we wait? I was always told We first got to help ourselves. Is that true when looking for love? Or does that mean we should discover who we are, or get ourselves out into the dating world? Can we truly find love online? I decided to give it a try. I don’t have high hopes for it. It’s good and bad in every situation when dealing with dating. How do you know when to go for it or step away. I’m putting my FAITH in GOD. He’s going to lead me. I also wonder if love could be really for me.

~TO BE CONTINUE~

Getting my toes wet and seen what it’s all about. Join me on my Journey, do share some of your experience are thoughts with me. Until next time. God Bless

Posted in 2019, Faithful, family, Love, Love Journey, Love Lesson, Relatonships

Love Lesson

So many times when we trying to be faithful are just been faithful the devil sends one of his snakes in. Leta talks about social media, and how they think it so cute inbox us with dirty talk. What annoys me when they in a relationship/married and wife have a child on the way. But you trying screw someone else when you know that person in a relationship and been faithful and recently had a baby herself and talking about marriage. I’m not just saying only the men do this. Back to the point of post/story. Do you feed into the stupidity or stop them in their tracks.

Let me be real I don’t believe in cheating. I’m like this if you got to do all that why get in a relationship are get marry? If you going to be a dog, be a dog while being single. Not ruin your family because you can’t be man/woman enough stay faithful.

Love to hear yall thought and opinion on this topic. Thank you for joining my love journey.

Posted in 2019, Heart, Love, Love Journey, love thought, My Love Journey, My Love Journey Thought, Relatonships

Love Thought

Are we really basing love from romantic novels? I love to read them, don’t get me wrong. But let’s talk reality love is work. I feel that the problem for most people now a day. Marriage ain’t lasting because we ready to throw in the towel and walk away. We not fighting for our relationships. Are we really becoming statistics on marriages failing in today society? One day I love you and next, I hate you. Love is amazing, beautiful even. But if you not loving yourself you missing out on so much. Sometimes reality need sink in and open our eyes and heart.

So many things to consider and wonder while on this love journey of mine. I can’t be the only one that thinks this way. What comes to Y’all mind?