Posted in 2020, Love, Love Journey, My Journey, My Life, poem, Poetry, Relatonships

Toxic Love

Your love is toxic
You so immature
I see why you always getting played.
That toxic love.
Is not for me
Im not about the games.
Go play and run them mind games on simple females.
Im, not the one
Toxic Love
Are you!!!

4.14.20

~PJ~

Usually, my poems are longer but this one was how and what i feel at the time. Do enjoy it and let me know what you think. God Bless

Posted in 2020, Love Journey, love thought, My Love Journey, My Love Journey Thought, Relatonships

My Love Journey Thought

You know what I have learned so far on my journey to love. No matter how much a person wants to be loved. Till they learn to love themselves they will not be able to accept true love of any form. Its a slap in the face when you try to show love to someone who truly craves it, but when they stuck in there own ways. It’s pointless and heartbreaking.

~TO BE CONTINUED~

Posted in 2020, fight, Love, My Journey, My Life, My Love Journey, poem, Poetry, Relatonships

Never Knew

I never knew how deep my love.
Could be for another man
Its crazy cause after the last
I was done with fuckery and
Knew damn well my heart couldn’t
Be touch again after shutting down
After my last mistake
That really took me back to the old
Me.
Cold-hearted
But you..
What can I say..
Our first interaction was EPIC!!!
Till this day I can’t get it out my head.
Damn a TAURUS at that
That should have been a warning
But im stubborn and warnings is
Like a GO for me.
I can name other reasons
But what’s the point.
I love how you became a person
I could count on without me realizing it
I love how you sneak your way in
Without me knowing I cared for you
I love you for many reasons
For staying when you should have a walk
From get-go
For fighting for me as you say.
I plead 5 on that.
But I give it to you.
Never thought I’ll meet someone worth
Fighting for
Im selfish
I want you to myself
But I can’t have you to myself

3.24.20

~PJ~

Do enjoy and let me know what you think. Going to add it to My Love Journey. God Bless

Posted in 2020, Love, Love Journey, love thought, Relatonships

Love Thought

Welcome back to my love journey and thoughts. I met a young man who has the biggest heart. But with so much hurt inside him. He gives so much but his love is taken for granted. His in search and need for that love, and that real love. How do you love someone whose heart been thru so much? Do you heal them before loving them the way he deserves? I like to hear what y’all thought on the topic.

Posted in 2019, Love, Love Journey, love thought, Relatonships

Love Thought

Question

How can you be still in a relationship when you have so much resentment towards your partner? What happened to just leave and started over when time right? I know some of us hate the starting over the process. You have learned another person again, tell them your life story and blah blah blah. We become worried and concern when others may not except us like the one we been with for years. Do we stay just stay? Do we make it work? What do we do when someone else may come in not even knowing they woke something up inside of you that you haven’t felt in a long time. It could be just a conversation, the way they carry there self. I like to know whats y’all thought on the topic?

Posted in 2019, Love, Love Journey, My Love Journey Thought, Relatonships

Love Journey Thought

My love journey seems to be at a standstill. For whatever reason at the moment. It’s weird how you can meet so many people that can have a character trait of what you want out of spouse/soul mate. Maybe its sign to stop and enjoy being alone and not worry about having someone to be put in your world. Or maybe its sign that they looking for you just as much as you looking for them. It’s crazy how meeting someone when you weren’t expecting to meet anyone can turn your whole world around.

Posted in 2019, Encouragement, Love, Relatonships, Wisdom, Word Of Wisdom

Word of Wisdom

It’s A #TRICK of the enemy! #EVERYONE is not trying to get u! The enemy will have u watching even the ones assigned to help, love and push u! He is a destroyer of #RELATIONSHIP. He hates divine covenant! THE Battleground is the MIND!!! Stop letting him FED u lies & PLAY GAMES! He is the FATHER of #LIES! He wants a disconnect!!!

Good Morning, God is truly good all the time. Pray everyone having a Bless Week and message speaks to someone’s soul/heart. God Bless

Posted in 2019, fight, Love, Love Journey, Love Lesson, Relatonships

Love Lesson

What a powerful message. I wanted to take it back and just share a love lesson. Were so quick jump in a relationship just as well as jump out of it without fighting for it. We have lost how to communicate with our other half. When to love and when to throw in the towel have become the new norm. We have stopped trying to fix us and started moving to the next person.

When do you decide to fight? And when do you just walk away? Is love worth all the ups and downs? In my opinion, I believe it’s worth it.

If you can see the image, do let me know. For some odd reason, they not showing on my end.

Posted in 2019, chronic illness, Love, Love Journey, My Journey, My Love Journey, My Love Journey Thought, online dating

My Love Journey Thoughts

Dating with chronic illness. When do you let them know about it? I always have kept it to myself for so many years. The last person that was in my life understood what I went thru because he had someone in his family with the same illness. Do living with sickness stop yall from dating? Everyone doesn’t deserve to know. And everyone cant handle just what we go through on a daily. I have debated with this question in my head for so long. I’m at the point and saying screw love and my journey. I have had two friends tell me I’m wrong to think like that. Who knows maybe they’re right. I can’t hide behind my illness.

~TO BE CONTINUED~

Posted in 2019, Faith, God, Love, Love Journey, love thought, My Journey, My Love Journey, My Love Journey Thought, Relatonships

My Love Journey Thoughts

Does love truly find us in odd situations? Do we find it or go looking for it? Do we wait? I was always told We first got to help ourselves. Is that true when looking for love? Or does that mean we should discover who we are, or get ourselves out into the dating world? Can we truly find love online? I decided to give it a try. I don’t have high hopes for it. It’s good and bad in every situation when dealing with dating. How do you know when to go for it or step away. I’m putting my FAITH in GOD. He’s going to lead me. I also wonder if love could be really for me.

~TO BE CONTINUE~

Getting my toes wet and seen what it’s all about. Join me on my Journey, do share some of your experience are thoughts with me. Until next time. God Bless