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Left a mark……

My heart beating to so many beats.. 
You got me confused  & I
Cant take it…
I’m grown now..  so the
Past will never repeat…
Ill always have feelings for you..
But you seem be the same
From my past…

We not young anymore..
So if you trying to play
Me..
Please walk away now
And let me be..
I never thought I catch
Feelings for you. 
Never imagine I’ll keep
Thinking of you..

I felt so hurt when I heard
You had a little one…
Thats when I knew I didnt
Mean anything to you  
Its cool. 
I’m over it..
Some days it still hurt,
But not as much as before..
Now you have another blessing..
I always knew you be a
Perfect father.. 
I saw so much in you..
Years ago…

You seem to take my breath a way…
Your smile is so amazing…
Your heart..
One of a kind, but already
Full with your family. 
Boy you got a piece of me. 
I hate it cause every time you
Walk in….
I knew my heart will be broken..
Why can’t you see. 
I’m one of a kind?
O well..
In due time..
Ill stop caring for you. 

Thank God…
For blessing me….
See the real you..
Thank God…
I have strength to walk away…
Before you do me harm   

9/10/15

PJ
I have started writing again. Actually wrote it while in hospital..I usually like to think and let stuff sit on my mind and heart for awhile.  Dedicated to my love journey  do enjoy.. let me know what you think.. God Bless:)

Will change title, still thinking on it:)

Posted in 2014, My Journey, My Love Journey, poem, Poetic, Poetry

Only You….

You make me happy….

You make me sad….

I don’t know how to express myself…

I’m torn….

You make me happy…

You make me sad….

Why do I feel so

confuse?

I’m trying to reach my point &

and make myself happy…

You make me happy…

You make me sad…

I can’t deal with your moods…

You either loving me,

are you hating me…

I can’t deal…

I want your love…

all year around…

You make me happy…

You make me sad…

I don’t know how to explain my heart…

I do know you a confuse man…

and think I’ll be here forever…

Some may say

Only I can make myself happy…

I would think loving..

someone you choose ..

will do the same…

When I’m away..

I’m happy…

When I’m near…

I’m torn..

Your moods are pushing

me away…

You make me happy…

You make me sad…

I may myself happy…

I can spread my wings & fly…

You make me..

Incomplete..

I’m complete when I’m away…

from you…

You gotta be remove outta

equation…

7/31/14

~PJ~

 

 

I actually wrote dis one while I was sick and before getting put in hospital. Some things needed to be shared, so do enjoy and let me know what you all think. God Bless 🙂

Posted in 2013, 2014, My Love Journey, Relatonships

My Love Journey P.5 (repost)

lovejourneybystuwillsFor some odd reason I’m having trouble on how to reblog my very on post.. So will post link here for you all to check out again or check out the first time. Question and thoughts have been on my mind for awhile. I’m trying to get back in the hang of things with My Love Journey. Also have other things that I’ll be posting but that’s another post for another day.

 

https://poeticjourney521.com/2012/01/07/my-love-journey-p-5/

 

Thoughts: Its crazy how we have a show called Catfish, but doesn’t seem to make people stop falling for people online. Should it make you stop are be cautious of your heart? What’s happening online could possible happen in real life. People get played everyday. So does it really matter on how we come by the person we love? Does it matter how you met that person? So many question for the post once again, but love to hear everyone thoughts.  If I forgot anything do let me know, please and enjoy. its always a pleasure to hear from my fellow bloggers and there thoughts as well.

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My Love Journey P.11

Hello and Welcome to My Love Journey, if you new make sure to check the other post out with the same title just different number.

Before I begin you might feel like this question is connected with P.11 to extent. I actually have a few songs to go with the post. I truly did get inspired by them. Lets see how should I start the question today. If you dating/marry a person and God forbid they get some bad news about their health. Would your love for them change? What if they have accident & is paralyze ? Would you stay or would you run? Some people marry/date for wrong reasons: money,looks, sex, etc. So my question today/night Would Your Love Overcome All Obstacles? Each of the videos I choose to share tonight, says a lot when it comes to different things that go on in different people life. But most important thing, GOD never leave us.  I feel like I forgot something, if you wondering how I come up with my question for My Love Journey, I do come up with them off the type of my head.

Couldn’t help myself I had to share another one. Do enjoy them all or just one, all up to you. I love to hear ya’ll opinions & thoughts on the question. Even if you have video and you want to share with me please do post it in your comment. God Bless 🙂

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Shoulda,Coulda,Woulda

You my shoulda, coulda, woulda

hell.. you have become my

joy that I saw you for the real

person you…

To late to say…

Shoulda, Coulda, Woulda..

When you had me you didn’t

appreciate me..

Now I done move on

I’m glad to be with someone….

to love and cherish me

You crying and saying she

wont love u like I did….

I pray she don’t love like you…

Your love poison my soul…

Your infidelity destroyed me

I’m glad I finally move on..

So to your Shoulda, Coulda, Woulda…

You shoulda

cherish me when you had me

I coulda bn the one to heal your

damage and sick soul..

I woulda bn your rock to the

day we died..

You made me..

Your hubby..

Your friend..

when you already gave that

to another man..

You told me it was over and

now you knock up with his baby…

Did you honestly think

I would be your man??

You lied…

broke me down..

I was a pimp and

half a man..

Now im a King and

have recovery the

rest of me..

Damn I see I really

didn’t know you…

The age of a woman…

A mind of a child…

Dats truly insult to the

ones who don’t act

the way you do…

Shoulda, Coulda, Woulda…

Your obsession is an illness…

Cant you see I don’t give a damn for you…

It’s A shame you playing the fool that you

try so hard to replace me with…

You saying and Doing everything..

in your power to win me back…

Damn shame.. I don’t want you…

When will you get the picture and move

on…

Your stupidity is an Illness…

7/17/19/09
PoeticJourney

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Another poem dedicated to My Love Journey, its actually inspired by true events, but feel like I left something out, but could be wrong. You be judge and let me know.

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My Love Journey P.10

Hello and Welcome to My Love Journey, if you new make sure to check the other post out with the same title just different number.

Today my question is well you might laugh how I got inspired to ask this question, but hey don’t judge me. I was watching the movie LegallyBlonde, must admit it was one of my favorite movies. 🙂  Have you ever change to be with someone? If you seen the movie you know what exactly I’m talking about. So many time’s, different one’s made me feel like I had to change, but deep down I knew I was comfortable been who I was and not who they wanted me to be. Before I came to WordPress, I use to be on xanga. I read a few blogs with different one’s talking about how they had to change. Some change their looks, felt like they had to lose weight to be with someone, had to lose there V just so they could keep the person they wanted and believe that felt the way as they did. I believe the only person we need to change for is ourself and God and nobody else. I can understand you change when you finally see what they was saying but you just couldn’t grip the reality of it.

I love to hear from my fellow followers, so do share your opinion/thoughts on this situation. I surely can’t wait to hear from ya’ll. If I have forgotten something, I make sure to comment to your question.

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My Love Journey P.9

Hello and Welcome to My Love Journey, if you new make sure to check the other post out with the same title just different number.

Well today my question is have your every felt like you just didn’t believe in love anymore for whatever reason? At one time when I was younger, I had completely gave up on love. Yes, I change that thinking real quick. The good LORD love me and he choose to send his son to die for me. Who am I to think I don’t believe in love. No matter what anyone does to you, don’t ever let them make you not believe in love. I know we go through so much in relationship or just dating and we feel ourself turn ice cold and just don’t believe that love is out there for us anymore. So have you ever felt that way before and if so what made you change that thinking? Sometimes its good to take a break from dating and just focus on yourself at time. First you got to love yourself before you can truly love anyone.

I even leave the link to the poem I wrote years ago call Don’t Believe: http://poeticjourney251.com/2011/10/29/dont-believe/

I know its been awhile since I did my love journey question, and I still have a few stories to share with you all. I love to hear from my followers. I so love to know your thoughts and opinions on anything I post. If you new at this post, do go to my categories and choose MY LOVE JOURNEY and read through. Something tells me I forgot something but if you bring it to my attention I make sure to answer in a comment!

Posted in My Love Journey, Relatonships

My Love Journey P.8

Hello and Welcome to My Love Journey, if you new make sure to check the other post out with the same title just different number.

The question today is…. Do you believe in love at first sight! A old song comes to mind by Salvage Garden  I knew I love you before i met you! Im inspired with the question for more then one reason! My dad knew he wanted to marry my mom the first date. They met in church. Something my mom said a few days ago when we was out. A woman had told her she was moving in with a guy she just met! Hmmmm….. Love to hear what you all think about the question. I can say so much, but meds calln me! I love to hear yall opinions,thoughts,stories. Will share another story once im home!

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My Love Journey P.5

I done said it many times before, but just in case you havent went back to read the other post with the same title. You’ll see the title more than once, but you’ll see a number at the end of each JOURNEY!  On My Love Journey, has taken me through somethings, and I have learned somethings as well. When I was in Middle School I had a friend who was in the same group with me I believe Future Teachers of Alabama, I think that’s what it was called, or was it High School? Who Knows.

Anyways how many time’s or have you ever heard YOU CAN’T LOVE SOMEONE YOU NEVER SEEN? That can mean in person or havent laid your eyes on them by seen a picture,video chat or whatever.  Some may even say it’s not normal to meet someone offline and to be in love with them? Hmmm…. Well I have heard that a few times, and have argue my case as well.  Now back to my story at hand, since this is my blog for thoughts and whatnot I guess its okay for me to change subject as I please long as I don’t lose you all in the process. My friend mom told me and a few other young ladies that she met her husband online and well you know the rest, they married of course. My thing is love is everywhere, we just got to be willingly to have an open mind to it. Sometimes we miss out on that opportunity and someone good can slip right through your fingers. Now I’m not saying we should all be open-minded to founding our true love online. I was actually going to make this into a book and I might still do. I have talk to different people, on how they met they soul mate. I have an older cousin who said that her husband she met him in the club when she went for the last time. She stop going of course and gave her life to GOD, and he still wanted to be with her he follow her soon after. God knows what he doing! As you take my JOURNEY though My Love Journey you can see where I have been and where I’m at now.  I honestly believe can’t nobody tell us who we can and can’t love. Thats whats wrong with a lot of people now, we telling them who they can and can’t love. Sometimes we have to learn from our own mistakes, to see it for ourself. I actually have a friend who had to learn a few of them. I do have permission to share they story on my blog, since  it will eventually get use for my book. I will not share they names, but will tell you what I learn on they LOVE JOURNEY!

I believe that all I will say on this post since I have little one’s calling me and Discussion Board due tonight! I love to hear any input and feedback from you all. You all know I’m curious as to what you all think on anything I post! Do Have A Bless Saturday! God Bless 🙂

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My Love Journey P.2

I did a post earlier for my Love Journey and shared  a song about How can we Mend Broken Heart. Funny thing, I may change sides along my journey because I’m learning new things about myself every day. And hey I’m psychology major, so give me a break. Lol.

                Can we truly mend a broken heart? I mean really mend it? Will it always be whole or do we actually have to work at it long as we discover who they truly or. I have many poems that will make you wonder and many quotes and question that will be like ummm maybe she got a point or you might be just as confuse as I am. Hell, I don’t know.

  •             One of my favorite statements came from my cousin a few months ago .How true could it possible be. It takes a strong woman to love a torn man, but a stronger man to love a scorned woman; two strong minded people can’t be together, because they will always be bumping heads. When you find the person who is weak in the areas where you are strong, strong in the area where you are weak, then that’s compatibility! This makes it a stronger relationship.

This lovely status caught my attention. Makes me wonder how true it could be. I done met a few men in my life that was either torn or broken whatever you want to call it. Maybe I was meant to heal him for another woman to deserve him. Maybe I was meant to get as close as I did with the next one, but not really have him as mine. I wish I had known that before I fell in love with him. The last one I didn’t give a chance because my heart was trying to come to grip of losing the last one, that held my heart so tight, that made it so hard to walk away. So the next time one walks in my life I’m prepared, how about you?

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