You know what I have learned so far on my journey to love. No matter how much a person wants to be loved. Till they learn to love themselves they will not be able to accept true love of any form. Its a slap in the face when you try to show love to someone who truly craves it, but when they stuck in there own ways. It’s pointless and heartbreaking.
~TO BE CONTINUED~
Welcome back to my love journey and thoughts. I met a young man who has the biggest heart. But with so much hurt inside him. He gives so much but his love is taken for granted. His in search and need for that love, and that real love. How do you love someone whose heart been thru so much? Do you heal them before loving them the way he deserves? I like to hear what y’all thought on the topic.
My love journey seems to be at a standstill. For whatever reason at the moment. It’s weird how you can meet so many people that can have a character trait of what you want out of spouse/soul mate. Maybe its sign to stop and enjoy being alone and not worry about having someone to be put in your world. Or maybe its sign that they looking for you just as much as you looking for them. It’s crazy how meeting someone when you weren’t expecting to meet anyone can turn your whole world around.
I don’t want to think of you
I’m trying to let go
You keep pulling me back
I don’t want to hurt anymore
I’m trying to see my future without you
You keep pulling me back
I’m sitting here
With regret and frustration.
But deep down I know it’s you I want.
You may not be what I need.
But that’s between me and God.
You came in my life
When I was ready for love
When I needed someone
I was so ready to give up
But the way you stepped to me
Stop me in my tracks.
But you turned out to be a tornado
Destroying everything
From my walls
That been up for the past few years
I’m losing the battle
And I can’t have that.
You keep pulling me back
I’m trying to fight my feelings
My heart
Isn’t having it.
My head is saying run
I’m stuck
In my feelings
I’m trying to come to terms
With my emotions and let’s just say
You making it easy to turn my back
And walk away.
But I know deep down
I can’t just walk away
Without expressing how you make
Me feel.
8.7.19
~PJ
I have been writing a lot lately and here is one of my pieces just finish last night. Do enjoy and let me know what you think. God Bless
What a powerful message. I wanted to take it back and just share a love lesson. Were so quick jump in a relationship just as well as jump out of it without fighting for it. We have lost how to communicate with our other half. When to love and when to throw in the towel have become the new norm. We have stopped trying to fix us and started moving to the next person.
When do you decide to fight? And when do you just walk away? Is love worth all the ups and downs? In my opinion, I believe it’s worth it.
If you can see the image, do let me know. For some odd reason, they not showing on my end.
I never saw myself giving online dating a chance. And let me just tell you it’s not all that is cracked up to be. Some of the profiles are a joke and make you wonder why you even here. I have to take many breaks. If you have done online dating what did you look for are should I say did you know what you were looking for.? I ask that because you can say what you looking for and still the crazy ones won’t come at you sideways. I do know what I want, I don’t believe I find him online. But who knows God may place him in my path.
~TO BE CONTINUE~
Some of you are still learning YOU and how to love YOU – So Stop trying to get others to love the YOU that YoU are still discovering!
What a powerful message. We seem to worry about who loves us when we need to learn us and discover who we are meant to be. Pray it speaks to someone soul/heart. God Bless
What a powerful message to not share with you all. It seems some of us make a lot of these mistakes when starting out and some still make mistakes even when been at it for a while.
As you all know I’m on My love Journey and still learning stuff every day. From what I been through to stuff I watch happen to people I love. Do share y’all thoughts with me.
When dating why do we take so much crap from them? Is it cause we truly believe we deserve it. Are is it cuz we think they the one for us. Are we setting ourselves up to be mistreated later down the road? We need to know what abuse is when dating, so we know our cue step back.
As you all know I’m on love journey. This thought came to me and I was like I need to write and share with Y’all. Would love hear what Y’all think. God Bless
Just because you’re single that doesn’t mean it’s due to your problems, just because they’re getting married doesn’t mean they’re getting blessed.
Wow messages speaks so much to me. The thoughts that runs through our mind when it seem like everyone around us is getting marry and having a family. And I’m still like woah when will it be me. Anyone else every felt like that?
Good Evening, I pray all is well and message speaks to someone soul/heart. God is truly good all the time. God Bless
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