Posted in 2016, God, Journey, My Journey, Update

Update ( Happy New Year)


Hey World,

It’s bn awhile since I check in. Almost new year. Seem like 2016 just came in and now we walking into 2017. I hope you all had good Christmas. I had okay one. Wasn’t feeling my best but was glad be around love ones. Today I received bad news. I’m still trying to come turns with it. I know for a fact it’s time to return writing. I was planning on returning for new year. I know God has the last say so. When I want scream and cry, I need remember give it to God. I know right now I’m not making sense, but coming into new year will be update post. I pray everyone have a good new year. God Bless 

Posted in 2016, Death, family, fight, God, Goodbye, Health, poem, Poetic, Poetry

Preparing

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To say goodbye….
Its heartbreaking…
To hear you have lost…
The will to fight…
You have refuse to even…
Try…
I hear they are bringing in reinforcers
as last resort….
To hear you lose…
Who you use to be…
Breaks my mother’s…
Heart. .
Preparing…
To not have you here…
Anymore is heartbreaking….
You was the woman to keep the…
Family together….
Today…
We got the call…
You coded…
The burden became too much. .
My God….
I thought you would be here …
A little longer….
Me and my mom…
Was just talking…
About you and how the old you
we thought returned… 
But God needed you more…
Preparing is no more…
Death is all around me…

2/18,21/16
~PJ~

I bn working on dis poem for a few days. I didn’t know how to finish it and I honestly thought I had plenty time to finish it before she pass. No matter how often you think you may have more time with a love one. You need to let them know how you feel. Tomorrow isn’t promise to anyone, no even a second, minute. Tonight I find out I lost a family member as well. So the poem hits me even harder then before

Posted in 2016, Christian, Christianity, God, Lord, My Journey, poem, Poetic, Poetry, Spiritual

Set me free….

devil get up off of me..

you cant have me…

My soul belongs to God…

Set me free..

Get up off of me..

I seem to have slip back…

in some of my old ways..

God I need you…

Can you hear me?

Devil get up off of me…

You can’t have me..

My God done died for me…

My soul belongs to him and only him..

Set me free…

Get up off me…

I’m down on my knees..

crying out for his mercy…

I just want to be free…

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I started to work on dis poem a few years ago, but never had the chance to finish it. But with everything that’s going on around the world and some of the things I bn dealing with. I got encourage and inspired to finish it. I hope it speaks to someone soul/heart. God Bless

 

Posted in 2016, Bless, family, Friends, God, Health, Journey, My Journey, My Life, Sickle Cell Anemia, Update

Living With Sickle Cell Anemia

Hello World,

I have been home for awhile since Wednesday. Blood brought my counts upto 9.5,which is good! I had good nurses and doctors! Thank God! Hoping 2016 be better year, lesser hospital stays..Its been cold every since and it’s already doing a number on me. Night I got out wasn’t all that cold, but i ran fever all way to next evening. I hate winter because it love tortue my body. Im hoping to have schedule days ill post till im done with hectic real life. Seem be on a break with writing and thats not good. I like to say Happy New Year to everyone. I brought the new year in with¬†friends and family at church. My team won 0-38! Sorry about the short post, hoping have a longer one soon. I have doc appointment next week. So hoping that’ll be longer post. Looking to bring my love journey post¬†back as well. Im hoping change blog up soon. I pray all is well with each and everyone of you all. God Bless