Posted in 2019, Death, emotions, Goodbye, memories, poem, Poetry

More than Memories

They quick to say you’ll have memories
I don’t want the memories
I want you here with us.
Maybe im been selfish.
But I don’t care.
What are memories?
When you can pick up the phone to tell them
You love them.
When you can hug them.
And hear their laughter.
All I have is memories
I need more.
I want more.
More time.
I’m not ready to say goodbye
Memories aren’t enough
I just need
No, I just want
More time.

5.10.19

~PJ~

More of my feelings and emotions. I lost my Godma. Guess I should be lucky/bless I had her as long as I did. Almost shared my age. It’s nothing like having them here with us. Make sure let your loved ones know you love them.

Posted in 2019, Focus, Heart, Love Journey, memories, poem, Poetry, Relatonships

Step Back

I had to step back and take a look
I got tired of being the one putting
In work for us.
I was the one picking up the phone
See how your day went.
I was the one doing the most
I had to reelevate us
I had to stop being a fool
And take my life back.
I’m not going to lie.
I think of you constantly
I wish I could hear your voice
Feel your heartbeat beating
As one
I wish you miss me as much
As I miss you.
I wish I wish I wish
I could get my wish
And you be the man for me
I done step back
And seen my worth

4.30.19

~PJ~

Day 30. Wow shared a poem every day for the whole month. May have reposted a few, but you never know what a person going through and it speaks to them. Do enjoy. God Bless.

Will feel good to step back and put my thoughts in perspective. I see a lot of writing in future.

Posted in 2019, Heart, Love, Love Journey, memories, My Love Journey, past, poem, Poetry, Relatonships

Trying Love You

When you going to see me for me
And not no one else.
I’m not them
I’m trying to love you
Baby
When you going to see me for me
Right now you breaking my heart
You see your past
And not your future
I can’t keep taking hits like this
Boy
When you going to see me for me
I’m here love you
I’m not trying to use you
I’m just trying to be the one for you
I’m trying to heal and love you
But all you do is shut me down
I can’t keep taking hits like this
My heart is breaking
I didny think loving you
Would be so much work
I’m just trying to love you

4.23.19

~PJ~

Day 23. I can’t even give you a story in the poem. Guess taking trips down memory lane really woke something in me write. Enjoy! God Bless

Posted in 2019, Christian, Christianity, God, memories, Relatonships, Spiritual Word Of The Day, The Word Of God/Bible, Word to the Wise (Spiritual Word Of The Day)

Word to the Wise (Spiritual Word Of Day)

DNR- DO NOT RESUSCITATE!

Isaiah 43:18 “Remember not the former things neither consider the things of old.”

If GOD told you to LET IT GO, allowed you to ESCAPE IT or took you FROM IT, DON’T RESUSCITATE IT!
Don’t give life to those DEAD habits, thoughts, memories and relationships GOD has caused to DIE!
EVERY TIME YOU rehearse it in your mind, call the number of your former lover, recall to mind how he/she “felt,” meditate on how they hurt you, rejected you, offended you; YOU give life to DEATH!
In the spirit stamp a DNR across your heart and mind to remind you and your past to LET IT GO! IT DIED, DO NOT RESUSCITATE!

Good Morning, God is truly good all the time. Pray everyone having a Bless Friday. The bad weather done brought cold front in, so I’m in bed till I get warm. Pray message speaks to someone heart/soul. God Bless

Posted in 2019, joy, memories, nature, poem, Poetry

Honeysuckles

Brings me back to my childhood.
Grabbing them off the ground
The trees.
Picking them up off the side of the road
Just to get a sweet taste from the bud
Honeysuckles
Do you remember them growing up?
Been able to share the memories
With the babes.
Watching my lil lady sit on
Trampoline sucking on them
Made my heart jump for joy
To share my memories with her
And for her to enjoy it.
Honeysuckles

4.18.19

~PJ~

Day 18. Lil lady took pic of the honeysuckles. Do enjoy