Posted in 2016, heart, Love, Love Journey, My Journey, My Love Journey, poem, Poetic, Poetry, Relatonships

5/8/16

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When you start not care anymore…
Moving on never felt so good…
It helps when they make it so..
Easy..
I Thank You..
You the REAL MVP..
I love you for helping me..
Let go…
The less I care..
The more Joy…
I feel inside..
I can’t complain…
When you showing me,
The true you…
I can only Thank You…
When care turns into…
Remorse..
That’s when you know stupid..
Finally..
Ran its course..
IM FREE..
AT LAST..

~PoeticJourney~
5/8/16

Wrote the poem while I was sick.  So much I had clear my mind/heart. Feels good when you let your heart do what it loves.. Let Go and express.. dedicated to My Love Journey..  No title as of yet..

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My Love Journey Thought…

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On dis Journey of love.  I have question myself so many times.  I even thought I gave up on love.  When things get difficult I tend to just throw in towel.  Forget trying fix it.  Love shouldnt be so difficult.  I cant say much on relationship. We tend go thru so much, some for the better and some not. Is the journey to love surpose to shape us?

So many unanswer question that runs thru my mind. I tend to question myself.

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My Love Journey Thought….

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During my Journey recently a lot of different things have come to my knowledge. As I was having conversation with my best friend about her journey. Im not big on saying follow your heart. For the fact, at times my heart and head are saying different things. Deep down I feel like I’m betraying myself. What I mean part of you want to forgive and the other half want to hold your ground and move on and just stay guarded. We got to know when to do what’s best for us. Sometimes bn guarded can do more harm to us then heal. Something I’m still learning.

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I hate the way he makes me feel….

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Never realize how much I could miss you…
You done frustrated me so many times..
Not even going lie…
You done broke my heart…
I love your voice….
Your amazing heart…
Your smooth chocolate skin…
Them lips…
OMG…
MY MY MY…
how the hell…
Did my feelings come back & stronger then ever?
Missing You…
Wanna You…
Needing You…
All the above…
Its scary how different we are…
I love watching you sleep…
You so damn sexy….
Never realize just how much I could miss you….
You know which buttons to push to get me riled up…
You done showed me there is good in you..
No matter how many times.
I tried to push ’em away.
12/5/8/15
~PJ~

I finally had the time to type poem up. With everything going on with me and dis person. Its dedicated to my love journey. Do enjoy and let me know what you think. I may Change the title eventually.  The title that really came to mind is the movie 10 things I hate about you. When she read her poem in class.

Posted in 2016, heart, Love, Love Journey, My Journey, My Love Journey, poem, Poetic, Poetry, Relatonships

Yearning

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I’m yearning.. 
The way things used…
Be…
Its bn a minute….
Since I heard..
Your voice…
Oh how I yearn…
To have your arms…
Around me…
-sighs-
If only I could go back….
In time & fix..
My mistake….
I’m yearning….
The way you feel…
Your smell…
Just to see your gorgeous…
Smile..
I’m yearning you….
I never realize…
Just how much…
I miss you…
To it’s gone…
I find myself…
Loving your imperfection…
Oh how I yearn…
Just to know we okay…
I hate the way…
Things are…
Yearning….
For your love Is bananas…
Yearning….
3/5-6/16
~PJ~

Do enjoy.. I wrote while in hospital for the second time, will be doing a post shortly… do let me know what you think. Dedicated to my love journey.. God Bless

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My Love Journey Thoughts…

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I recently have learned a life lesson on what my words could do to someone I truly love and want in my life for along time. On dis Love Journey it’s hard to acknowledge just what a person is feeling when it comes to you and your needs. I have been in love with a guy going on 12 years off and on. We finally got the chance to really get to know one another but I still keep my heart guarded because I feel he does the same. I’m a very sarcastic person, and I thought he could tell the difference. No matter how long you know a person,  you still have be careful how you word things. You can lose them or push them farther away and have to work getting them back to where you work so hard to let there guards down.

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My Love Journey Thoughts..

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When dealing with love on my journey and coming across someone who tend to want to use you for all the good you worth. Some times it seems were the light that they need to survive, to get them out there hell  hole. Is love taking all the hell they put you through just to show them. I love you, I’m here for you. I ask myself dis question constantly, because it seem like I may have something prove. Do we stay because we gave them our word that we wouldn’t  hurt them. Some even play on our guilty conscious when we fed up and ready to walk. The control a user can have is banana’s.

I decided to add thoughts towards the end of it so I won’t get confused.  When I’m feeling much better.. hoping start the other My Love Journey post again. Till next time. God Bless

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My Love Journey Thoughts…

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On dis journey I have come across loving a man that was so broken that it took all of me to get his armour  down. I have come to understand some or just for a season to heal so we can learn a lesson or two. I’m not going lie I made the mistake and fell a few times and got burn.  I also have learn that some are out to use what you have to give.  My Journey with love has been very bumpy.

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In my Feelings….

Im in my darn feelings…
But it’s time for me to come
To my freaking sense..
bump the past…
On to the next…
The past is the past for a reason….
I’m thanking God the year is almost
Over…
To be able to leave my mishaps and
Heartbreak in 2015.
Seems like a good idea,
But I know it’s going to haunt
Me and in the following year.
I just pray I’m strong to not go
Back…..
I messed up.
I got carry away once I slipped
Into my freaking feelings ..
My heart

12/12/15
~PJ~

I have bn writing, just havent had the time to post due to health and holidays, do hope you all enjoy. dedicated to my love journey do enjoy. God bless;)