Posted in 2016, AWARENESS, Health, My Journey, My Life, Sickle Cell Anemia, Update

Living With Sickle Cell Anemia

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Hello World,

I’m late with sharing how I’m doing.  I have bn resting and trying recovery.  I have bn doing a lot of writing. Dis post will be short till I’m at my best to do a update. I have doc appointment Monday.  I may then do update then. My counts was holding it’s on I think. A lot has bn going on so I can’t remember if it was or not. Already dealing with fevers and nausea and vomiting. Which I’m not happy about it. So last night was rough had allergic reaction to something. I didn’t get much sleep. So hoping tonight I succeed.

Posted in 2016, heart, Love, Love Journey, My Journey, My Love Journey, poem, Poetic, Poetry, Relatonships

Yearning

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I’m yearning.. 
The way things used…
Be…
Its bn a minute….
Since I heard..
Your voice…
Oh how I yearn…
To have your arms…
Around me…
-sighs-
If only I could go back….
In time & fix..
My mistake….
I’m yearning….
The way you feel…
Your smell…
Just to see your gorgeous…
Smile..
I’m yearning you….
I never realize…
Just how much…
I miss you…
To it’s gone…
I find myself…
Loving your imperfection…
Oh how I yearn…
Just to know we okay…
I hate the way…
Things are…
Yearning….
For your love Is bananas…
Yearning….
3/5-6/16
~PJ~

Do enjoy.. I wrote while in hospital for the second time, will be doing a post shortly… do let me know what you think. Dedicated to my love journey.. God Bless

Posted in 2016, Christian, Christianity, God, Spiritual, Spiritual Word Of The Day, Wisdom, Word to the WIse, Word to the Wise (Spiritual Word Of The Day)

Word to the Wise (Spiritual Word Of The Day)

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If you have to cheat to get it, then you will have to cheat to keep it.

#IChooseIntegrity #IChooseGodsWay

Good Afternoon, I pray all is well with each and everyone of you all. I pray the message speak to someone heart and soul as much aarit spoke to mind. God Bless

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WORD to the Wise( Spiritual Word Of The Day)

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Some of us are NOT there yet, stop acting BIG when LITTLE got you. Always operate on a LEVEL that you can handle. That way You won’t be embarrassed when you have to come down and start over, because you didn’t have what it takes. God only promote and elevates when He knows you are ready. #MarchMovement

Good Evening /Morning /NIGHT, I got bless with a message and wanted to share it with you all. I pray it speak to someone heart and soul. God Bless

Posted in heart, My Love Journey, My Love Journey Thought, Relatonships

My Love Journey Thoughts..

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With My Love Journey I have learn that in any relationship we must all learn that saying sorry will not fix everything.  We don’t know how much our words can cut someone. And to be honest I hate saying sorry it seems like I’m weak and I know deep down It doesn’t. Some say it just to say it. But I’m the type of person who says it and mean it from deep down. We must know when to say it and what it truly means to say you sorry. Everyone isn’t going take heed to apology because we don’t know what they done went thru in previous relationships. I don’t like people saying sorry when it comes to me, because they tend to mess up again. I guess y’all can see where I’m coming from with dis post. So let’s just be cautious with what we say to the ones we love .

Posted in 2016, heart, Love, Love Journey, My Journey, My Life, My Love Journey, My Love Journey Thought, Relatonships

My Love Journey Thoughts…

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I recently have learned a life lesson on what my words could do to someone I truly love and want in my life for along time. On dis Love Journey it’s hard to acknowledge just what a person is feeling when it comes to you and your needs. I have been in love with a guy going on 12 years off and on. We finally got the chance to really get to know one another but I still keep my heart guarded because I feel he does the same. I’m a very sarcastic person, and I thought he could tell the difference. No matter how long you know a person,  you still have be careful how you word things. You can lose them or push them farther away and have to work getting them back to where you work so hard to let there guards down.

Posted in 2016, AWARENESS, Health, My Journey, My Life, Sickle Cell Anemia

Living With Sickle Cell Anemia

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Hello World,

Yesterday I got the word I could go home. I got paperwork on having pneumonia. I’m hoping and praying I’m cleared of it all. I’m not feeling my best, I’m hoping it all past soon. All I want to do is sleep and that’s all I plan on doing. I’m so thankful for all the prayers and comments, truly means a lot to me. I hope to have a update post soon as I’m 100%. I pray all is well with each and everyone of you all. God Bless

Posted in Health, My Journey, My Life, Sickle Cell Anemia

Day 3, Living With Sickle Cell Anemia

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Hello World,  I’m writing you from hospital bed. I bn sleeping off and on today because of my counts bn low. Yesterday was a rough day for me. I woke up with headache and it didn’t go away till the end of night. I wasn’t feeling nobody. My counts are at 7.1, not the best and not the worse. My right arm is still giving me trouble.  I can’t do much with it. The doctor mention blood transfusion yesterday,  honestly that’s my last result. The last transfusion was back in December when I get put in hospital on Christmas. I done had some great nurses. Thats always a plus when it comes to me. I’m praying counts don’t drop no more. Till next time. Thank you all for the prayers and comments, truly means  a lot to me.