You know what I have learned so far on my journey to love. No matter how much a person wants to be loved. Till they learn to love themselves they will not be able to accept true love of any form. Its a slap in the face when you try to show love to someone who truly craves it, but when they stuck in there own ways. It’s pointless and heartbreaking.
~TO BE CONTINUED~
My love journey seems to be at a standstill. For whatever reason at the moment. It’s weird how you can meet so many people that can have a character trait of what you want out of spouse/soul mate. Maybe its sign to stop and enjoy being alone and not worry about having someone to be put in your world. Or maybe its sign that they looking for you just as much as you looking for them. It’s crazy how meeting someone when you weren’t expecting to meet anyone can turn your whole world around.
Dating with chronic illness. When do you let them know about it? I always have kept it to myself for so many years. The last person that was in my life understood what I went thru because he had someone in his family with the same illness. Do living with sickness stop yall from dating? Everyone doesn’t deserve to know. And everyone cant handle just what we go through on a daily. I have debated with this question in my head for so long. I’m at the point and saying screw love and my journey. I have had two friends tell me I’m wrong to think like that. Who knows maybe they’re right. I can’t hide behind my illness.
~TO BE CONTINUED~
Does love truly find us in odd situations? Do we find it or go looking for it? Do we wait? I was always told We first got to help ourselves. Is that true when looking for love? Or does that mean we should discover who we are, or get ourselves out into the dating world? Can we truly find love online? I decided to give it a try. I don’t have high hopes for it. It’s good and bad in every situation when dealing with dating. How do you know when to go for it or step away. I’m putting my FAITH in GOD. He’s going to lead me. I also wonder if love could be really for me.
~TO BE CONTINUE~
Getting my toes wet and seen what it’s all about. Join me on my Journey, do share some of your experience are thoughts with me. Until next time. God Bless
On dis Journey of love. I have question myself so many times. I even thought I gave up on love. When things get difficult I tend to just throw in towel. Forget trying fix it. Love shouldnt be so difficult. I cant say much on relationship. We tend go thru so much, some for the better and some not. Is the journey to love surpose to shape us?
So many unanswer question that runs thru my mind. I tend to question myself.
On dis Journey a few things have come up. So lets talk about how and why we stay. Is security a reason to stay In a relationship? It was a random conversation with my mom dis morning. Someone she work for says they spouse is leaving them 1/3 of house when the time comes. Lets just say she not happy about that 3, she believe she should have half. My question is why do we stay when things arent at it best? I know we shouldn’t give up when things go bad. But sometimes it’s more of hassle to stay. Some even stay for the purpose of being content. Does that mean they got use to the lifestyle and scared start over?
While on My Journey, I have decided to take a break from love and relationships. I’m not saying or denying that I may give upon love. Some things seem to come running atcha full speed. It makes you question everything you think you may feel for a person. Sometimes reality does a number on you and shake everything within. I believe love is a beautiful thing and does different things for us. All I’m saying I may need to rethink everything from here on out. I can write poetry with so much feelings and emotions, but I can’t lie. I can’t tell a person how I feel without my poetry. Does that mean I’m not sure on my heart? Does it mean what I feel isn’t real? My Love Journey may not help anyone or it may. I only can share what I feel and what I have learn by observing from watching people who have love like no other who have been together for a lifetime and who have failed.
Poets Afterthought 