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I’m Thankful

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There is always, always, always something to be thankful for.
— Author Unknown

Oh Lord

My GOD

I want to say

I’m Thankful

You allowed me

To see another day

Oh Lord

I’m Thankful

For your many

BLESSINGS

You heal my body

You allowed me to

Touch someone life

On my JOURNEY

As well as open my EYES

Oh Lord

I’m Thankful

I could a been dead & gone

You allowed me another day/month/.year

To be with the one’s I love

To open my eyes and come to you.

Oh GOD,

I’m SO THANKFUL

I ask myself why you do the things

You do for me, but I know deep

Down, you in control, you do things for a reason

To show us. Even when we at our weakest, we or never alone

I’m THANKFUL

OH LORD

11/22/11

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Dont Believe

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I mention I was going to share this poem last night, from when I was younger and I was questioning many things in my life. In case you havent checked out my  love journey(category) or read the poem Finally. You might want to check them both out before you jump in and be like how and huh?  Its part of my Journey. Where I being and where I’m at now and where I’m going. 

Don’t Believe

In love

Once when I was young I gave him my heart, but he walked all over it in return.

We talk the other day and he asked for another chance but I Don’t Believe in love for a lifetime, I believe it’s a Journey and a Joke.

Lastnight I laid in bed tossing and turning because I’m confused. I’m at the point to say bump it because I know he going to do it again.

So No, I Dont Believe

In Love

My heart aches from the last time I gave you my heart and you return it with no remorse.

He says he ready but I Dont Believe. I say I Love him, that’s because I really want to, but my heart is filled with ice and hurt. So what do I do?

No, I Dont Believe

I said ……

My heart is ice

I bleed Ice

I cry Ice

I feel nothing, because I’m giving up on love and us.

Hell

I gave him my heart, and I put everything on the line, and for what? I want him to hurt. I want him to feel my pain.

I said I Dont Believe

So why people giving me a hard time because I don’t care and I don’t want ’em in my life.

Why do they cry? When I walk away and never look back.

Why do they go their way and I do the same because I’m thru.

Ha!

I Dont Care

I’m like Mya if you die tonight I’m not going to cry, so do the same for me and bounce fool.

Why you holding me back, all I want is to be free.

Yes, my heart cold as Ice and so what?

Yes, I’m hard and I know what you thinking right now and guess what I don’t care.

So for the last time

I Dont Believe

So let it go and walk away. 

I’m already gone from your mind and heart!

2/2/07
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Finally

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It took me a minute to get here…

 

Someone once ask me did I know

 

What I want…

 

The turn around and told

 

Me I didn’t know what I want…

 

Funny thing is they were right…

 

I never in my life

 

Wanted to fight for anything but

 

My rights

 

As a black woman

 

I find myself lately…

 

Thinking about

 

Fighting for love…

 

I thought love didn’t need

 

No fighting

 

If it was meant to be…

 

It would be…

 

I hate that saying…

 

Big time…

 

Then I find myself thinking…

 

Could any man have me wanting

 

To fight for love…

 

I’m still a little confused on it…

 

And been doing a debate in my head

 

For awhile now…

 

I don’t want to fight..

 

I want to give up!

 

I want to walk away…

 

Deep down…

 

All I want

 

Is you

 

Next to me…

 

Holding me down

 

Staying true to

 

What’s right…

 

I fell for you a long time ago

 

I thought I could

 

Fall out of love

 

With you with so many

 

Miles between us…

 

I thought no man

 

Could get me to change my

 

Ways when it came to that…

 

Boy was I wrong…

 

I thought I was solid as a rock…

 

I’m working on finding my way back

 

There!

 

It’s been rough!

 

I never been one

 

To stay still for one person…

 

I can’t even wait…

 

But I know I should…

 

That person is everything…

 

I need right now…

 

I don’t know about

 

Tomorrow!

 

Or next year

 

Or later on…

 

But right now

 

I know!

 

I’m not trying to think about the future without

 

You…

 

I’m not trying to picture my life

 

Without you…

 

I’m trying to dream it

 

Imagine it…

 

And while I’m at it

 

Pray about it!

 

I’m trying to make this right…

 

It’s hard when that person won’t acknowledge

 

You when they still in their own ways…

 

Something got to give…

 

It’s got me going both ways…

 

I always wanted to have someone that’s

 

Irreplaceable….

 

In more ways then one…

 

Always wanted someone that

 

Could complete me in more ways then one

 

If I throw it at them…

 

They are going to throw it back…

 

Stubborn as a mule…

 

Mean as a snake…

 

But gentle to the touch

 

And love in his ways…

 

Seems like I ask for a lot…

 

When a lot of peeps can’t even attempt

 

To stay true to themselves

 

I’m finally…

 

Admitting it to myself…

 

Took long enough

 

Going on 4 yrs in May…

 

Well it’s been a long time and a long

 

Journey!

 

Like to say Thank God for you!

Posted in My Journey, Sickle Cell Anemia

My Journey

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                 My JOURNEY tells a story so does my name. I’m a POET at heart. Fell in love with it when I almost died when I was in 6th grade. I knew I had a place to run to. On these JOURNEY I have learn a lot, I plan on bringing my poetry here that I have never shared with anyone. You will see where I come from and where I end. I may lose some on this JOURNEY, but as of right now. I don’t care. If you haven’t had the chance to read my ABOUT MEI do have SICKLE CELL ANEMIA, and these is my get away to express myself. I started my JOURNEY on love but it turns out to be more about ME! You will experience when I felt like I had to give up on love. How I came close to not believing in it anymore. Where would I be if GOD didn’t love me? HE died for us, so what if I ran into men that didn’t know what love was all about. I will share poems and question and stories through different times of my life.  I can’t go a day without THANKING GOD, or writing about him. My friend told me the other day my blog looking more like Christian Blog. I’m not really worry about that. I’m happy even if I can touch just one person with my story. It’s a story of my life how I have overcome to many obstacles. How I lost my brother at young age, it takes a toll over you when you day and year apart.  To the different time’s I almost died. God allowed me to love, he truly have a plan for me. I hope to fulfill it.

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Word to the Wise( Spirtual Word Of The Day)

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In order to make this journey–you have to make it without baggage. You can’t carry loads of bags with weight on you in order to be free and Jesus gives you an invitation to come unto him. Now you have to come to him–you will not get rest from anybody else. If you go to anybody else your going to find more work. ~T.D Jakes

These message spoke to me since Im on my personal journey. Hope it touch someone as much as it touch me.  Hope Everyone Having A Bless Saturday. God Bless 🙂

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Word to the Wise( Spirtual Word Of The Day)

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~Faith is a Journey led by Christ

A beautiful message I saw on a church sign coming from Fl a few weeks ago.   Since I’m on a journey and working on regaining my FAith back. Seem I lost it a little while going through some of the things I being through. I hope it touch someone as much as it touch me. God Bless 🙂

Posted in Love, My Love Journey

My Love JourneyP.3

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    I’m taking a Journey thru love right now. With so many questions being unanswered… You may see dis title more than once, but different entries.

     

     How do you know you love a person? Or what you feel is Love and not Lust.

    I ask a close friend these questions, and she gave me good answer.  She truly had me thinking about it. Have we made decision in the past about who we love or telling a person we love them because we thought what we felt was love? I know it’s easy to say you love a person, but action does speak louder than words.

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Day 4, Living with Sickle Cell Anemia

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Today I got the news I get to go home. I receive my last unit of blood early this morning. Can you say I’m happy about being ready to get out this place and to be home in my own bed and to be able to eat real food? I have being starving myself because I haven’t being hungry or just because hey the food is nasty.  I still have my headaches, but I believe I can deal with them. The doctor got me on some new medicine that supposes to help with the headaches, so I can’t wait to see how well they help. The headaches have being no picnic for me. Right now I’m writing from home, which I’m happy about so I can be able to do some serious spell check. I’m not feeling 100 percent better. But hey I’m home. I got work to work on but I believe I start all that tomorrow. I got to Friday to get it in, I hate to get to far behind on my school work. My goal is to stay on top of everything this semester. I have doctor appointment tomorrow. I’m praying for some good news.  My blood count is 8.7. Some may be wondering wow that kind of low, but in my case its better then 6.4. I’ll never have 11 or 13 like a person that don’t have my illness.  Felt good to see my niece and nephew today. I didn’t think I miss them as much as I thought, but they were so glad to see me. I got me some hugs and kisses.  Just to feel them in my arms and to know they love me was enough to let me know I’m glad to be home.

I may be home from hospital so my post will not be days anymore since I’m not in hospital, but will post about sickle cell once a week.    I hope to touch many lives and more ways than one. Any question doesn’t be afraid to ask me. I’m here to ask. My journey is here for everyone that’s willing to join it with me to learn more.

 

My Blessing 2 Each and Every One Of you. God Bless

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Day 3, Living with Sickle Cell Anemia

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Still in hospital, laying in bed hooked up to iv getting blood. Finally receiving my blood, its a shame because I being waiting since Saturday. If you wondering if my blood count been the same or have it drop from them bn slow. Yes yes yes it drop. Im starting to feel a little bit better. Hoping to go home tonight if that possible. Believe a nap will do me justices while receiving my tranfusion. This disease isnt a picnic. Its a fight every day of your life to not give up and to keep going. I hope yall learn as much from my journey as Im willing to share. Have another unit of blood to receive. God be with me and whoever going through the same ordeal Im going through and anyone else.

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