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Posted in AWARENESS, Health, My Journey, My Life, Sickle Cell Anemia, Update

Living With Sickle Cell Anemia

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Hello World,

I have bn feeling bad since yesterday. I don’t know what’s going on. I thought about going to hospital but truly tired of seen inside of hospital and doctors. Having trouble trying get comfortable so I can sleep. My left side is giving me a lot of trouble. I have bn getting plenty rest for the past two days, sad to say that’s all I bn wanting to do to be honest. I’m feeling much better then I was. I haven’t bn in the mood write or post much. I have bn reading some of y’all blogs when I had the energry.  We bn getting rain for the past few days.  Actually got really bad last night. Sorta have update in dis post. I pray all is well with each and everyone of you all. God Bless

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My Love Journey Thought….

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During my Journey recently a lot of different things have come to my knowledge. As I was having conversation with my best friend about her journey. Im not big on saying follow your heart. For the fact, at times my heart and head are saying different things. Deep down I feel like I’m betraying myself. What I mean part of you want to forgive and the other half want to hold your ground and move on and just stay guarded. We got to know when to do what’s best for us. Sometimes bn guarded can do more harm to us then heal. Something I’m still learning.

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I hate the way he makes me feel….

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Never realize how much I could miss you…
You done frustrated me so many times..
Not even going lie…
You done broke my heart…
I love your voice….
Your amazing heart…
Your smooth chocolate skin…
Them lips…
OMG…
MY MY MY…
how the hell…
Did my feelings come back & stronger then ever?
Missing You…
Wanna You…
Needing You…
All the above…
Its scary how different we are…
I love watching you sleep…
You so damn sexy….
Never realize just how much I could miss you….
You know which buttons to push to get me riled up…
You done showed me there is good in you..
No matter how many times.
I tried to push ’em away.
12/5/8/15
~PJ~

I finally had the time to type poem up. With everything going on with me and dis person. Its dedicated to my love journey. Do enjoy and let me know what you think. I may Change the title eventually.  The title that really came to mind is the movie 10 things I hate about you. When she read her poem in class.

Posted in 2016, AWARENESS, Health, My Journey, My Life, Sickle Cell Anemia, Update

Living With Sickle Cell Anemia

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Hello World,

I’m late with sharing how I’m doing.  I have bn resting and trying recovery.  I have bn doing a lot of writing. Dis post will be short till I’m at my best to do a update. I have doc appointment Monday.  I may then do update then. My counts was holding it’s on I think. A lot has bn going on so I can’t remember if it was or not. Already dealing with fevers and nausea and vomiting. Which I’m not happy about it. So last night was rough had allergic reaction to something. I didn’t get much sleep. So hoping tonight I succeed.

Posted in 2016, heart, Love, Love Journey, My Journey, My Life, My Love Journey, My Love Journey Thought, Relatonships

My Love Journey Thoughts…

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I recently have learned a life lesson on what my words could do to someone I truly love and want in my life for along time. On dis Love Journey it’s hard to acknowledge just what a person is feeling when it comes to you and your needs. I have been in love with a guy going on 12 years off and on. We finally got the chance to really get to know one another but I still keep my heart guarded because I feel he does the same. I’m a very sarcastic person, and I thought he could tell the difference. No matter how long you know a person,  you still have be careful how you word things. You can lose them or push them farther away and have to work getting them back to where you work so hard to let there guards down.

Posted in 2016, AWARENESS, Health, My Journey, My Life, Sickle Cell Anemia

Living With Sickle Cell Anemia

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Hello World,

Yesterday I got the word I could go home. I got paperwork on having pneumonia. I’m hoping and praying I’m cleared of it all. I’m not feeling my best, I’m hoping it all past soon. All I want to do is sleep and that’s all I plan on doing. I’m so thankful for all the prayers and comments, truly means a lot to me. I hope to have a update post soon as I’m 100%. I pray all is well with each and everyone of you all. God Bless

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Day 3, Living With Sickle Cell Anemia

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Hello World,  I’m writing you from hospital bed. I bn sleeping off and on today because of my counts bn low. Yesterday was a rough day for me. I woke up with headache and it didn’t go away till the end of night. I wasn’t feeling nobody. My counts are at 7.1, not the best and not the worse. My right arm is still giving me trouble.  I can’t do much with it. The doctor mention blood transfusion yesterday,  honestly that’s my last result. The last transfusion was back in December when I get put in hospital on Christmas. I done had some great nurses. Thats always a plus when it comes to me. I’m praying counts don’t drop no more. Till next time. Thank you all for the prayers and comments, truly means  a lot to me.

Posted in 2016, AWARENESS, Health, My Journey, My Life, Sickle Cell Anemia

Day 1, Living With Sickle Cell Anemia

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Hello Everyone,

Writing from my hospital bed. I’m not feeling my best. I was planning on doing a post yesterday saying living with it, but I couldn’t take the pain no more.. I was throwing up and gagging a lot. Come find out have fluid in my lungs, seems I may have a touch of pneumonia.  I have a great group of people on my team here. It took me awhile get on the floor dis morning. I’m trying write to distract me from my pain.  It’s not really working. My port still not letting them pull blood from it. So when they came around to check port I let them know and she reclog it to get it working. I’m not ready to get it replace. I know it still works,  it can be flush and I can get fluids, and meds. My right hand is swollen real bad so I’ll cut dis post short with you all. I pray all is well with each and everyone of you all. God Bless:)

Posted in AWARENESS, Health, My Journey, My Life, Sickle Cell Anemia, Update

Update

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Hello World,

Another wonderful day to be alive. Last night was rough due to the weather,  not much damage my way.  I can’t say the same for my neighboring states in the south. Some lost love ones and some lost everything they have. I’m sitting at doctor office waiting to get labs done, so not feeling my best. Let see what my counts tell me. I like coming see him, I get hear how everything looks.  Since im having problems with my shoulder, im not letting them touch my arm to draw labs from. Thankful i have port and itll be first time for them. YIKES! Im working on stressing less over stuff in my life I have no control over. I’m a work in progress. Just left the doctor office, things didnt go as plan with my port it would give the lovely lady back blood. So I had to suck it up and well you know the rest.  My counts holding its own, not its best, but not its worse. I dont belive  he did retic count.  Hopefully my counts can hold to i can see my primary doctor next week. Yes, working on looking for a new one. Thats a post for another time. With all the meds im on, trying break it down see what im allergic to exactly;(. I pray all is well with each and everyone of you all. God Bless

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Mini Update

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I don’t have a regular post today, due to the weather. we’re under tornado watches and  warnings. I just got news that one of my friends homes got damaged due to storms. I was waiting for tomorrow to do update Post but so it seemed I may have to cancel my doctors appointment. I believe we will still be under the warnings and thunderstorms tomorrow.  Tomorrow is never promise to anyone. So on that note I shall end my post till tomorrow.

I do want to let you all know with any of my post I do love inputs, thoughts, opinions, whatever you all may want call them.