Posted in 2013, God, Love, Love Journey, My Journey, poem, Poetry

Ready for Love….

Don’t tell me I’m young
I don’t  know what I feel
My heart is feeling love
I don’t know how to explain
My feelings
My head says its to soon
My heart is rejoicing
To a new love in my life
Don’t tell me I’m not ready
I done been through hell
I’m standing here ready for
Whatever meant for me
I maybe young in your eye’s
But I know what love about..
I’m Ready….
For what my God has for me..
Stop, don’t speak..
I know..
What I’m feeling…
Its love…
I’m Ready…
9/30/13
PJ

Dedicated to Love Journey of course. Another poem,I wrote a few months ago, but couldn’t finish to now,and finally got inspired with then titled. Do let me know what you think and enjoy. God Bless

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Posted in 2013, Love, Love Journey, My Journey, poem, Poetry

Emotional Paralyzed

My heart has been paralyzed by emotion from my past
I believe he done played my strings as if I was yo yo
I’m bitter
Torn
Cold
And down right
Broken
How could I been so stupid?
So many signs!
My heart may never be the same
The past knows how to destroy you and bring uproar
His web of deceit
May have won this fight
I be damn if he win the battle
I may be broken
Bitter and down right ice cold
But a love of a good man hasn’t left me….
11/15/13
PJ
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I’m not sure on title just yet, so it may get change. Do let me know what you think. Enjoy and God Bless… of course its another one dedicated to my love journey.
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Posted in My Journey, Physical Therapy, Update

Physical Therapy

Week Four since surgery and yesterday mark a month and recovery seem to be going lovely for me:) no more accidents! I’m been very careful! Taking it careful or one day at a time, I’m starting to hate that saying. I never realize the little things I take for granted to you can’t do on your own! Sighs. Physical therapy is going good, can you believe it I actually look forward to it! So by the time I get home I can crash! Lol I need some other ways to get calcium in me, I don’t drink milk! Right now I’m doing yogurt! I don’t want add more poison to my collection of pills if you was wondering what I call poison. Still working on bending my knee when I walk. Ima get it! School has become struggle for me right now! I never thought it could be possible. Thanks for all the prayers, likes, truly means a lot. Sending prayers out for each and everyone of you all. God Bless

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Posted in 2013, Blessed, Cancer, Friends, God, My Journey, poem, Poetry, Thankful

Real Friend

983304_10201704306508663_1945959012_nWhat is a real friend?
someone to pick you up when you down
Someone that understands your pain
When words can’t be find
What is a real friend?
Is someone you can trust
I’m telling you a real friend is one in million
Its a unbreakable bond!
What’s a real friend
Someone that lends a ear
When your whole world
Comes crumbling down!
I’m Bless to have you
I thank God for you
He knew I was in need
When he gave me you
This is my thank you
For been you….
9/20/13
PJ

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Its been awhile since I wrote the poem, but I was waiting on her to find another picture to made her think of us. And she recently did. I know I recently wrote a prayer poem. Her cancer recently came back, so she is battling that, but receive news, she doesn’t have to do chemo this time around, which we are thankful of.  Do enjoy the poem, and let me know what you all think. hopefully have time to do update post on her and her mom who had the stroke over the summer. God Bless each and everyone of you all.

Posted in Health, My Journey, Physical Therapy, Prayers, Sickle Cell Anemia, Thankful, Update

Physical therapy

Week three since of Monday just pass. Yay! As you all may know for the ones who read my late post last week, of my accident! Doesn’t look like I damage anything, which I’m very thankful of! I was very worry… thank you all for the prayers. I so don’t like this season or the next. I’m more concern with my sickle cell while recoverying. Having trouble doing squats. You never realize the lil things to you can’t do them anymore. I know its temporary thing for now. I’m pushing myself every week! And trust I crash out everytime I get home. Me and bed have such good relationship during the day then night.  We working on bending my knee while walking, I think in back of my mind I’m scared ima fall. I still be happy with X-ray in a month. I have truly learn lesson to not do much and even tho not crazy about walker its not the enemy, it can prevent harm while recoverying… God Blessed till next time

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Physical Therapy /Weekend

I know I’m late with the post. I been trying recovering from Thursday! I seem to have trouble bending my knees since surgery. I don’t know if I’m scared. I just know when working the muscles its no joke, its going to take some while. Right now I’m in serious pain and worried cause I walk into stump root in the ground, yep the hip just had surgery on. I’m using my walker less and less when I’m home. I have went out shopping this weekend and brought it with me.Friday, I overdid it, so I crashed out soon as I got home. I’m hating how I have to depend on people to help with my socks, shoes. Not going to mention how many precautions I broke.

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Surgery Update Pt.2

Today l had my first doctor appointment since my surgery. It went good and was so glad to get the staples out and didn’t hurt.I was worry for nothing. Had a lot of people telling me everything would be okay. I need physical therapy for awhile. Can’t wait to see how everything goes when I return in six weeks. I’m praying for a smooth rest of the year with my health! The X-ray came out good, and showed everything going smoothly 🙂 God is Good!

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Physical Therapy

Today was my second day, and let me tell you my body tired! I’m so ready to get back to been able to bend my knee. I haven’t got much sleep in the last two nights, so I’m praying tonight I get some. My first day at therapy did a number on me and I couldn’t sleep at all that night. Hurted so bad it felt like I was hit with ton on bricks. Tomorrow is the day I get staples out and let me tell you I’m scared its going hurt. Nope, I don’t like pain. My crisis I can tolerate enough to I can’t walk. Didn’t mean make the post so long, so on that note! I’m thankful for everyone who have join my journey and prayed for me! Truly means a lot to me! Thank for all the likes and comments as well! God Bless:)

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Posted in 2013, My Journey, poem, Poetry

Sleep

Why have you abandon me?
twisting and turning
Pain shoot thru me
Leave me wishing
For a pain free night
So I can sleep
Fluff my
Pillows
Move to foot
Of the bed
To see if it
Work
No justices
Take meds
Leave me weary
Sleep
Where have you
Gone?
No nap?
Sighs!
Homework
Went smoothly
Sleep deprived
Oh how I need
You
Please return
10/28/13
PJ

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Posted in My Journey, Physical Therapy, Update

Physical Therapy

Today I had my first appointment at the rehab place. I must say she work me today, I didn’t feel it, to I got home and tried to get comfortable. I did the basic physical therapy while in hospital, but hell the work I did today has nothing on it. I’m hoping by next week, I’ll be back to posting my regular post especially updating ya’ll on the healing process. I believe that’s all I have to share with y’all for now. Like thank each and everyone of y’all for the prayers, comments, and likes. Truly means a lot to me. Do bare with me on approving and commenting. I do read them all. I pray all is well with each and everyone of you all. God Bless