FEAR is insecurity, judgment and internalized shame. FEAR is the opposite of love and acceptance. In order to evolve past FEAR we must actively make the decision to choose LOVE, radically, wholly over and over again. Only then can we truly be FREE!!!
Good Evening, pray all is well and word speak to someone soul and heart.
Category: 2017
Update
Good Morning World,
I know it’s been awhile since I last posted. I have bn busy trying find new primary doctor, taking care of myself at home without er visit. It hasn’t bn easy, but haven’t been in one, in few months. Before I forget hope everyone enjoyed Easter. And we all know the real meaning of it. So I won’t go there right now. I’m not feeling my best at the moment. I have appointment with m hematology doctor Monday, just trying hold out till then. Pray for me please and thank you. Well good news I find primary doctor and cant wait meet her next month. I’ll make another post on that. Hopefully Monday I’ll have good news on what’s going on with me. Usually my counts drop some. It hasn’t been in 8’s for a few months now. In December I had stop taking meds that would help lessing crisis and E. R visit. I had the worse Christmas ever. I was in bed most of the day. My head felt like it wanted explode. I ran fever as well. I refuse I was going go to hospital another christmas. So when saw sickle cell doctor two months ago, they put me on it again but took it down 3 instead of 4 and lesser doses. I hated the meds years ago and I hate it now. Let me tell you I don’t know how much longer I’ll keep taking it. Right now I’m still having headaches every day. Not sure if it’s from meds are I’m getting sick. I truly have miss blogging. I have started writing again, I take it I have been bitting by writing bug. I can finally express myself the way I should and deserve. I pray all is well with each and everyone on you all. God Bless
Word to the Wise (Spiritual Word Of The Day)
Where you are TODAY, maybe exactly the #training you need for the #place where God wants to take you TOMORROW!!!
Good Morning, I pray all is well with each and everyone of you all and message speak to someone soul/heart. God Bless
My Love Journey Thoughts…
I know it’s being awhile since I posted on topic. I have being thinking how word my thoughts. Do ya’ll believe it’s ok for judge okay a divorce if the man says he can’t find his wife? I’m not saying woman don’t do the same tactics. I just heard it have happen the way I mention it. And both cases the male lied about not knowing where there spouse at. And yes both of them ended up getting remarried. I believe it should be investigated into more. Bad enough we making it easy get marry, not we giving them pat on back out of marriage. What are ya’ll thoughts on the matter?
Word to the Wise (Spiritual Word Of The Day)
Pure love allows one to walk the path of righteousness without fear.
Good Afternoon, hope all is well with each of you all. Reading word and came across this message and wanted share. God is truly good all the time. Pray message speak to someone soul and heart today. God Bless
Update
Good Morning World,
I pray all is well with each and everyone of you. It seem I always find my way back later then I would like to blog and check in with each and everyone of you all. We already in month Feb, be over soon. I love that its a short month to be honest. I really don’t have much to say. I just bn taking one day at a time and process of still looking for primary care doctor, everytime I think I have one they don’t take me for whatever reason. Since the last I posted my dad have started his treatment. Which is up and down days and he truly believe its helping. Such good news to hear from a love one. God is truly good all the time. He needs 2 units of blood since last visit for treatment a few days ago. He goes twice a month and come home with it and let it run its course. He such a strong man, but trust even the strongest have they moments. Good be prayed up. I have had two er visit and lets just say the first one went good. The second one not so good. I already hate the hospital that’s closer to me because half the doctor don’t do they job. Just cause they see a black person come in with sickle cell they think the worse. And half do they job, but I plan on doing complaint to take care of that situation. Enough is enough and I do mean enough. Sad say its not just black disease and till some go back to school and learn how the handle the disease a lot more of us are going to die. Im tired waking up every day and hearing how we lose another warrior. It piss me off. I know we all die but to see they tried get help and to be treated like animals just make my skin crawls. I believe going to end post here before I work myself up over stupidity. I pray all is well with each and everyone of you all. Hope to check in real soon to catch up on comments and blog post. Thank you all for staying with me and for the one’s that just join and I know I havent bn posting much.
Update
With everything going on in my world…. I have thought about writing for the past few weeks but just didn’t have it in me. But I’m finally making myself, but pushing myself to do better. With today society, you need a place to escape to. My dad will start treatment in few weeks. I’m nervous and thankful.Deep down I know he going fight dis cancer. He got a port about week ago. Its weird having my dad ask about different things, about port. A few weeks ago we had a scare. He went to get registered for surgery day before. But EKG showed us his heart was off beating fast,so he had spent few days in prison. They got him on new meds for his heart. His truly a strong man. I been dealing with my illness best I can. I have no primary doc at the moment. Looking for a new one. Ionly had two er visit so far dis year. The hospital close to my parents I hate. They feel if your counts good they won’t do anything for you. I have lost faith in the medical field. You suppose help us and not judge us. Then when we die in your care are lack of. You don’t give a damn. I had got really sick back in October. I w as going back and forth to er. Retic was high, but counts OK. Oh you making new blood cells. Which was damn lie. Last time I had went, they did t recheck counts. Few days later. I w as in full blown crisis and couldnt walk, so thankful I had a good doc working and on my team. Now a days I try and tough it out, and yes I knoe that’s not good. Anyways away from that. A new year and January is almost out. Wow. I hope each and everyone of you is well.. I will have another update soon. So much say and do. I need get with it. I’m trying go back school and finish my last year. Anything that keep me thinking and not stress about what’s going on around me. When will stop habiting and judging and just love? So much hate going on around us. I believe I’ll end my post here. I pray everyone is well. God Bless.
Word to the Wise (Spiritual Word Of The Day)
Sometimes the area of your fear is the area where God will push you too!!!
God is truly good all the time. I pray message speak to someone soul and heart.God Bless
Word to the Wise (Spiritual Word Of The Day)
Speak the word of God out of your mouth and there will come a vibration and a frequency that will UNDO ALL NEGATIVE VIBRATION AND FREQUENCY! That has been spoken over your life.
A Revolution Has Begun….
Good Evening,I pray all is well with each and everyone of you all and message speak to someone soul and heart.
Word to the Wise (Spiritual Word Of The Day)
Whatever tried to paralyze your Vision, goals, dreams even your movement. Today, the tangible power of God is freeing everything and everyone that Is connected to you.
Good afternoon, God is truly good all the time. Still not feeling my best, bn working on update post for past few days. Pray message speak to someone soul and heart. God Bless
Poets Afterthought 