Hello Everyone, I’m finally home, been home for a few days now, spending time with my love one’s. Getting much rest as possible. I must admit I’m so glad to be home, so can’t wait to be feeling my best. I usually would have this post up already, but still not 100 percent. I’m hoping sometime this week to know if my blood count has went up some more. Before I left it was still in the 5’s and we all know that’s not good. I must be honest with you all. Only Lauren knows whats going on with me. Right now I’m not doing good. I was supposed to have surgery on my birthday to have hip replacement, due to my illness. But that’s when I find out I had warm antibodies in me, because I done had so many transfusions, that’s why I can’t have anymore right now. I have been on the meds for over a month,and there not doing anything for me. I’m getting a lil discouraged, I must admit that to you all. I have been at my lowest last week and wanted to throw in the towel. I don’t know if it’s because I was just tired because of my health, and everything just wasn’t going my way or just cause the devil was just trying to get the bet of me. I believe it was a little of both. I’m not thinking that anymore. I know God isn’t finish with me yet, I’m here for a reason, so I need to continue to hold on and continue to fight to he calls me home to be with him. I’m so touch and feel so much love by all of your comments and prayers, it truly meant so much to me. I got to many visits from family and love one’s and calls from my best friend and TN, y’all thank you for praying for her mom her who had a stroke, she is doing so good. She has been there for me and so has her brother. They have been keeping me laughing and if I couldn’t sleep staying up with me, and just praying for me. I couldn’t ask for two great group of lovely souls than them two. God knew what he was doing, he knew I couldn’t have that surgery for a reason on 5.21.13, I had to overcome this obstacle last week, and I can’t wait to im fully over it. I can’t wait to I can share more with you all. I need my rest and to stay on top of my studies, you all know how much I hate to be behind on my studies. God is truly good. I want to say thank you again. Thank you for joining my JOURNEY, and been part of my blogging family. I pray all is well with each and every one of you. God Bless. Sending love and hugs to each and every one of you. God Bless 🙂
Author: poeticjourney
I blog for many reasons, the love of writing, to inspire and touch someone life. No matter what I'm going through in my life. It's a get away when my SC becomes to much for me to handle. I love to get carry away in MY WORLD! I'm on a JOURNEY to discover myself. God Bless! :)
Word to the Wise (Spiritual Word Of The Day)
Worry fades aways when we know for sure our future is secure in God’s hand!
Good Morning, What A Beautiful and Glorious Day. What a powerful message, I pray it speaks to someone soul as much as it spoke to mines over the week while in hospital. I pray everyone have A Bless weekend. God Bless 🙂
Day 5-8, Living With Sickle Cell Anemia
Hello Everyone, This has been one long week. I don’t believe I have been this sick in a long time. I havent been in the mood to blog are do much of anything. I actually started back with my studies Wednesday and havent even tempted to do any of it. I’m hoping to do some of it. I actually made calls yesterday to let them know whats going on, with me. I don’t want to be drop from my classes. I didn’t get transfusion because it’s not in my best interest, but part of me wish I had got it. I’m so weak. My blood count is still low but still holding its low. I’m 5.8 so it’s coming up a lil. So that good 🙂 I got off the fluids yesterday, which im very happy about, I got tired of going to the bathroom so much. I still have my port hook up since I still have to get pain meds, since Im still hurting. Yesterday they actually lost someone on my floor she was 100yrs ole. She was blessed to live to see such a bless age. My nurse took it hard, and I can truly understand where she was coming from. Thank you all for the prayers and comments, and do bare with me. I havent had the chance to approve comments. Even the likes means a lot to me 🙂 Im hoping to go home today are tomorrow. It maybe tomorrow because im not feeling my best today, and I want to be at my best when I head home. I did get a chance to talk to my lil lady and she ready for me to come home to her. And im ready to come home to her as well. I told her to be good, so I hope she does, but that easy said then done. I have had some great group of nurses, doctor. Cant really say doctors, because I only been seen one doctor. I have to make a post about that another time, right now I feel like laying back down and getting some more rest. I pray everyone is having a Bless Friday.
Day 1-4 Living With Sickle Cell Anemia
Hello Everyone, I have been in hospital since Friday! I know its been awhile since I posted on my illness. Thursday Night, I got slap with pain in my right leg, but was hoping it would go away on its own. But early Friday Morning, and ended up getting worse and led me to ER and later on getting put in hospital. I havent had this kind of pain since I was in my teens, and I must say my early teens, broughts tears to my eyes. I couldnt walk, I can walk better today then I could a few days ago. Thank you Lord! When I posted a poem on my birthday, Fighting 2 Leave, I cant have tranfusion, so Im praying that my blood count comes back up. They was in process of looking for my blood type, but like I told them I cant have transfusion. it would do more harm to me then good.I have had some great nurses and of course doctors as well. I have a lil nut of nurse right now. Just something abou that woman. I may have to get to know her lil more. Shes the only new nurse I done had so far, the others I done seen once before. I got a beautiful surprise for Fathers Day. I thought I wasnt going to see my dad, and he surprise me when he walk through the door with the lil ones and my brother and mom. I call him early yesterday morning to tell him I love him and Happy Fathers Day. First time been away from my ole man on Fathers Day. I pray all the fathers had a lovely day, and all the mothers who stepping in to do both the jobs as well. God Bless 🙂
Word to the Wise (Spiritual Word Of The Day)
Because of your Commitment to the Lord up until NOW—You will begin to see Miraculous Results. HE is making the Impossible Possible. #AccessGranted
Good Afternoon, I hope & pray everyone of you had a lovely weekend and start there week off just right. I had a long and rough one. Im actually in the hospital due to my illness, been here since Friday, I tried to post lastnight from my phone but the server wouldnt allow it. I pray all is well with each and everyone of you. God Bless:)
Word to the Wise (Spiritual Word Of The Day)
Good Day All—KEEP CALM….GOD has Not Forgotten your Labor of Love. Access Granted.
Good Afternoon, I hope and pray everyone is having a Bless Hump Day! I seem to be having some trouble with my blog, not able to like are check my notifications from wordpress site. So do bare with me. God Bless 🙂
Word to the Wise (Spiritual Word Of The Day)
If you are Angry, Bitter and Mad at Folks for NO Apparent reason. Ma’am/Sir that’s cantankerous and Not consolation! Listen to your Heart its telling the truth. The Bible says out of the Abundance of the Heart the Mouth speaks. #NoFoul
If there’s a Wrong way of doing things. There is definitely a Right way of doing things.
Good Evening, I pray Everyone Had A Lovely Tuesday, I had a busy one at that, not even the summer time but it was HOT! So not feeling the weather, for my body. I pray all is well with each and everyone of you. Many Blessings 🙂
Word to the Wise (Spiritual WOrd Of The Day)
Good Day All…..Take hold of Faith relentlessly and Say with me: THIS TOO SHALL PASS. Let your Faith arise. God has gone before you to prepare your way! He is your rear Reward! Only Expect the Best. #GodWillMove4UToday
Good Morning, so thankful for another day! Time to get the week started with. I pray everyone had a lovely weekend and pray the message to someone soul. Many Blessings 🙂
No one is in control of your happiness but you; therefore, you have the power to change anything about yourself or your life that you want to change.
Barbara De Angelis
Thought Of The Night!!!
Who Am I?
I’m trying to find myself, but it seems I’m broken.
Everywhere I look, I lose the courage
to pick up the pieces
I once look into the mirror
and broke down, because it wasnt my reflection
I’m trying to find myself….
Who Am I?
I’m Broken
Tears seems to fall, as I gather my thoughts together
I’m afraid to share my life with someone
because they wont understand me
I feel like im damage,
I feel like I cant do it..
I feel like I’ll just crumble
What happen to the woman
I was,
I stood strong,
I layed there and let him break me down
I don’t realize just what kind of hold he had
I’m so broken,
devastated
Who Am I?
Im Finding Myself
6/9/13
PoeticJourney
Actually got inspired to write this poem from a dear friend: http://glimpsesofred.wordpress.com/, and I put some of my own thoughts in, I left it to end like that because I plan on coming back with poem to finish it out. Sometimes we let different things take over our life and not realize it and it tend to get the best of us. Do enjoy and let me know what you all think. God Bless 🙂
Poets Afterthought 