CANT EVEN GET U OFF MY MIND..
THE NITE WE SAID BYE N YOU PISS ME OFF
I WANTED TO TELL YOU HOW MUCH I HATED U,
FOR MAKING ME CARE FOR YOU SO DANG MUCH
AND I CANT GET U OUT MY SYSTEM..
I KNEW I COULD NEVER HAVE YOU, CAUSE
U WAS SO FAR AWAY N I WOULD NEVER
EASE UR PAIN OR HOLD YOU….
I NEVER WANTED TO CARE FOR U….
HELL I DIDNT EVEN WANT TO LOVE U…
LOVE BRING NOTHING BUT PAIN N I HATE IT..
WAT HAPPEN TO ME BEEN COLD HEARTED,
U CHANGE ME IN SO MANY WAYS THEN ONE
I THANK GOD FOR U…. N NOW IM THINKING
WAT DA HELL WAS I THINKING WHEN I LET U IN..
NOW U GOT ME LISTING TO GONE BY NSYNC…
I MISS U SINGING IT TO ME..
IM TIRED OF CRYING…
I WANTED TO TELL U SO MANY THINGS
N ITS TO LATE CAUSE I KNOW ITS OVER
I DONT EVEN WANT TO TRY ANYMORE…
2 PEEPS ALIKE CANT MAKE IT HAPPEN…
MY PROUD GOT ME…
SO I KNOW IM NOT STEPPING TO SAY I MISS U….
MY HEART GOT ME ALL MESS UP RI NOW…
RI NOW I WISH I NEVER MET U CAUSE I
WOULD BE STILL TOUGH AND SLEEPING EASY
AT NIGHT, NOT WORRYING BOUT NO MAN…
I KNOW IN DUE TIME IM GOING TO BE BACK THE SAME…
I PRAY FOR THAT DAY TO COME NOW…
GOTTA GET U OUT MY SYSTEM….
GOTTA TO GET MY GRIND BACK…
GOTTA GET MY I DONT GIVE A DAMN ATTITUDE BACK
LOVE MAKES ME WEAK TO WATS NOT REAL…
WATS LOVE?
HELL IT AINT NOTHING…
IM STILL TRYING TO FIGURE IT OUT… LOL..
I THANK GOD I NEVER TOLD YOU I LOVE U.
I THANK GOD FOR LETTING ME FEEL IT AGAIN
EVEN IF IT WAS FOR A MINUTE..
HE WAS LETTING ME KNOW TO NEVER GIVE UP ON LOVE
THANK GOD FOR SHOWING ME WAT I NEEDED TO SEE….
I THANK HIM FOR MELTING MY SOUL
EVEN IF ITS JUST FOR A SEASON…
U GOT MY HEART BROKEN INTO SO MANY PIECES…
WOW…
FEEL LIKE I CAN NEVER GET THEM BACK TOGETHER THESE TIME.
U WAS EVERYTHING I WANTED IN A MAN…
NOW I KNOW I DONT WANT IT…
IM GOOD BY MY DANGSELF….
DEUCE
3/10/08
PoeticJourney
Another poem to add to my Love Journey, its like you get to learn a little bit more about my heart while growing up to who I am today. You get to see where my question comes from and how I came with the title My Love Journey! Do enjoy! If you curious about the song I mention up above, this the same guy I say got voice of Angel. So don’t think nothing crazy because I choose that song. lol We actually have a lot of songs in common we like to sing to one another.
Poets Afterthought 
It’s such a good poem and your emotions sure are strong. I am happy to see by the date it was almost 4 years ago, hopefully the hurt has healed up. What a wild Love Journey of yours this is turning out to be PJ! I am in for the long haul with you and praying for the best from here on, thanks so much for sharing. It helps me and others understand what you have been through and really get it!
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Gabby,
thank you for your lovely comment, and so glad to see you hear for the long haul. I’m completely heal! 🙂 My Love JOurney is a story in itself. lol You welcome, glad to have you on board to join this wild journey! lol God Bless 🙂
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Excellent one PJ!
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Thank You Noel! 🙂
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honestly PJ every lines from it, it makes me feel this is exactly the lines I wanted to say for a long time … brilliant;y written love it… 🙂
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Awww Willofheart, I’m glad my poem could express the way you feel. I believe so many of us have felt this way one time or another! Thank You for your comment! God Bless 🙂
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Tough times make us the tough that get going, right?
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Right! God Bless 🙂
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Beautiful, PJ, and before I met my hubby, I’m sure I said these same lines! Blessings to you and healing through heartbreaks! 🙂
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Thank You Lauren! Funny thing about this poem I wrote it for someone, but have experience some of the samethings in this poem! God Bless 🙂
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Most of your feelings are probably universal, so it’s helpful to read what we can relate to…Blessings to you this evening! xx
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I believe you right Lauren. Hope You Having A Bless Night! 🙂
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