Posted in Health, My Journey, poem, Poetry, Sickle Cell Anemia

Look into my Eyes

They tell a story of what

 I been through

shows my pain,frustration

They hide so many things,

but not the intensity of

my pain, that sends me away

from my love ones

Look Into My Eye’s

What do you see?

Do you see inside my soul?

Do you see my heart crying out?

Make sure you don’t stare,

just be honest and let me

know when they change.

Look Into My Eye’s

They betrays me at times

So many time’s

I had to cover up and push on

Look Into My Eye’s

Tell me what you see?

1/3-4/12

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The poem is inspired by my illness.  With Sickle Cell Anemia, my eye’s or normally yellow, but when I’m feeling bad there turns a little more yellow.  That is when I have to worry, and drink my liquid. Let me tell you feels like I’m drinking too much water. lol

Posted in Love, Love Journey, poem, Poetry

Broken Soul

You know his soul…
cried out..
He scream my name…
warning me to not
to leave him..
I couldn’t feel nothing..
cause of my soul
had died..
and I kill his soul..
I couldn’t even cry, cause…
my heart wouldn’t let me feel…
I saw his pain..
but did I care..
I wanted him so bad..
cause he touch my heart..
in more ways than one..
I thought I was ready..
but I was wrong…
He never hurted me..
he kept his word..
I was the one that..
broke his spirit..
He had my soul on fire…
Gave me the world…
What did I do?
I left..
Walk out in the rain..
Felt no regret..
No remorse..
I knew I was doing the right thing..
My soul was at peace…

7/29/07

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Another poem from my past and wanted to share with ya’ll. Its part of my Love Journey, things I learn about myself. I believer every relationship show us things, even if we dont understand at the time. Wow is all I can say after reading the poem, I really wasn’t at a good place when I wrote it. I have come along way. Thank God for that! 🙂

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Learning to Forgive

I know I have written on Forgiving a few times, its part of my JOURNEY!  This post is sorta like update on how I have come long way and what I have learned through it all.

I never knew how much it could

destroy me, holding so much

angry in my heart!

Learning to Forgive

hasn’t been easy

Now

I can honestly look at

the person I was so hurt with

 without anger

in my heart.

You know I tried to understand his

pain, but the way he act destroyed

my compassion I once had for

my own flesh & blood

Maybe it was me been sick

and laying in the hospital

that truly got me thinking.

Or maybe it was me working

on a better relationship with

GOD

That showed me how

Learning to Forgive

could be healing process

for the soul

as well  as for the body

 It hasn’t been easy!

but so worth the JOURNEY

to overcome.

it truly does make you feel good

on the inside

Learning to Forgive

12/28/11

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After taking a break from the post and coming back to it. Before Christmas I saw something in me, I had started to forgive my brother, and saw how much I needed to learn to forgive the other person I was mad with. I shouldnt’ have so much animosity in me, when I’m struggling with trying to make it day by day with my illness.  having talk with my mother by somethings and I realize how my body felt when I talk about certain person. I let myself get the best of me and felt like I was choking. That was a sign to let it go and end the conversation. The post is about Learning to Forgive and how  I’m a working process.

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My Sweet Melodies

I want to hear yah sing to me…..

I want to hear the sweet melodies…….

Baby…

Sing me a lullaby….

Baby… move your lips..

To my beating heart…

Let your lyrics pull me close….

Sing to me…..

I want to hear yah sing to me….

Let the melodies touch..

My soul..

Let me hold on to u everlasting..

ooooooo….

Sing your melodies

And I show u my heart…

Hold on its going to be a bumpy ride…

Sing me a melody…

I want to hear yah soul

reaching out, crying for me…

Let me be your music sheet….

and let my body be your instrument..

Sing me that sweet melody…

To my beating heart…

Let my moans…

release you in more ways than one…

My soul…

on fire..

Sing me a lullaby…

and move to my hips…

speak to my yearning body…

Sweet Melodies…

How sweet is the beat

of our sweating bodies..

To the sound our

own slow jam..

My Sweet Melodies….

9/15/09

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Poem is dedicated to My Love Journey, after reading a few of my favorite bloggers pieces I finally decided to go head and share one of my pieces like this. I have part (2), don’t know if I will share it yet. I have a love for music, and as ya’ll know I love to write poetry. I write music and I sing as well.  I have actually wrote a song for someone and maybe some more in the near future. Never know its all in GOD hands. I only write GOSPEL music if you wondering. Anyways this piece got inspired by the guy I was with at the time. I was in love with musician who I believe sing like Angel, yes I said Angel. so I just put two and two together and that’s what came up. Enjoy!

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Fragile Heart

 

 I tried loving him

Showing him a different side

He was a fragile man

Every time he had one foot.

Out the door

The other one was still with

His ex.

Loving him was rough

When all she did was play with

His emotions & mind

~Fragile Heart~

The poor foolish man was torn

I didn’t fight because to fight

Would’ve been pointless

I’m known as cold less

So I know the way the heart works

I had to keep my mouth shut

I have been told

I kill with my tongue

Loving a Fragile soul

Has shown me many things

You can’t heal what don’t

Want to be complete

You can’t mend a broken heart

If they still stuck in the past

Loving that Fragile Man

Showed me things and mad me stronger

I didn’t let him break me or make me bitter

I THANK GOD for having me through it all

Without him I couldn’t make it

All I could do is pray for

That Fragile Heart

And many more like him

12/22/11

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Once I get the chance I will share my first copy of Fragile Heart and you can pick whichone you like the most. I try and have it up later tonight! God Bless

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Word to the Wise(Spiritual Word of The Day)

G.L.O.R.Y ( God Loves Our Real Yes)!!!!.. Will your heart and soul say yes? Tell God Yes…A Fresh/Real Yes!!! NO LIMITS!!!

 

 

T.G.I.F. GOOD MORNING, I HOPE EVERYEONE HAVE A BLESS AND LOVELY DAY. SO GLAD TO BE HOME AND ENJOYING MY OWN BED  I MUST SAY WITH SO MUCH HOMEWORK TO CATCH UP ON BEFORE THE HOLIDAYS GET HERE.. GOD BLESS EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU.

 

I CAN NEVER MENTION TO YOU HOW MUCH HE LOVES YOU WHEN YOU THINK YOU OR ALONE. IF NOBODY EVERY SAY THEY LOVE YOU REMEMBER GOD LOVE YOU MORE THEN ANYONE CAN LOVE YOU. NO LIMITS TO WHAT HE CAN DO FOR YOU. MANY BLESSINGS..

Posted in Death, family, God, Love, poem, Poetry

God knows Best

Nomore suffering
He knew your pain
The burden you carry
After losing two
Daughters
That broke your spirit
He knew your pain and
Held you close to his
Heart
God knows best
Were sad you gone
Some angry and
Dont understand.
I pray your soul is
Resting in peace
God knew what
He was doing when
He call you home on
This cold gloomy morning
You have fought a good
Fight
And shared love
Laughter with the ones
You love for over 80 yrs
God knows best

R.I.P
11/28/11

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To be or not to be

To be or not to be

To be love & cherish or not

To be

That’s the true question

To be someone worthy

Of your love

Not to be a door mat

To my beckon call

To be the man of my dreams

Not to be the man of my

Nightmares

Who are we to ask?

To be or not to be

Looking into your soul & and you

Shall find your desire

To be the one

To deserve R.E.S.P.E.C.T

Not to be the one to envy

To be of greatness of

Privilege

To not be seen as

THE QUEEN & KING

You are is a mistake

To mourn the truthness is

To be the fool you were

Born to be.

To not be is to know

What’s real & and what

You can handle

Don’t wait to doors or close

Wait to every eye is on you.

9/22/10

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